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Falling in Love Again and Seventh Letter
It's been a month since my birthday since that evening Sam and I have become an official couple, it's even harder now to stay away from him and I seem to be sleeping at his at least four times a week.
I think I am in love with him and it scares me to give my heart away heart now it is fully healed, I just don't know what to do? I know Sam thinks there is something wrong because tonight I have insisted on staying at Charlie's I need time to think alone.
My other fear is if I allow to give Sam my heart and it doesn't work out I will lose my best friends, I spend the night tossing and turning before grabbing the black wolf that I had for my birthday and finally falling into a deep sleep.
I wake up to a rare sunny day and I am glad that it is a Sunday but it also means I have to see Sam; I go to sit up when I spot another letter from Edward on my bedside table.
Dear Bella
Go to him Bella tell him how you feel, it won't change anything you might even be surprised by what he has to say.
From Edward
PS I LOVE YOU
I jumped out of bed the letter with the rest of them before getting dressed, I rush out the door to the car and head to Sam's once I get there I knock on the door and walk in. Sam is sat on the couch looking as if he is waiting for me.
"What is the matter? Is everything ok?" Sam asked coming to meet me at the door.
"Nothing is the matter but I need to talk to you"
"Ok come sit down" Sam replied leading me to the couch.
"I'm sorry I've been pushing you away the last few days, it's just that I realised something and it scared me" I started saying turning to face Sam.
"Bella there is something I need to tell you" Sam said
"Let me finish first what I have got to say then you can talk" I told him.
"Ok" Sam agreed
"The thing is Sam I have fallen in love with you and it scares me that u have given you my heart, I'm also scared that if something goes wrong not only is my heart going to be crushed but I will also lose my best friend" I could feel the tears running down my cheeks while I was saying this.
"Oh Bella I will never crush your heart I promise and we will always be best friends, I am in love with you too I have been for months. You're my Bella the love of my life the most important person in my life" Sam said I sat their speechless how could I be so blind and not see this.
"There is something else I need to tell you it's something the wolf does when he finds his mate. When we find our soul mate we do something called imprint, Jared imprinted on Kim and Paul imprinted on Rachel I've also imprinted."
"Sam you just promised me you wouldn't crush my heart and now you are telling me you imprinted" I cried out I went to get off the couch but Sam wrapped his arm around my waist and sat me on his lap.
"I imprinted on you Bella"
"When?" I asked.
"It happened twice the first time at the beach when you first came here I didn't look into your eyes then I just felt a pull to you which I didn't understand so I just ignored it, then the second time was when I came to check on you at school Billy was concerned about the relationship between you and Edward so he asked me to check on you. I was hid in the forest you couldn't see me but I could see you, it was then that I looked into your eyes and my world stopped."
"Why didn't you talk to me then?" I asked
"Because I could see that you were happy, yes you were with my enemy but you were happy also Billy told me to be patient and that we would end up together one day" Sam replied.
"Why did you not tell me this earlier?"
"You were not ready to know until today" Sam answered honestly.
"Why didn't you make a move the first few weeks after Edward left" I asked.
"The imprint is not just about being in a relationship, the imprint makes me whatever you needed me to be and at the time you needed a friend."
"Sam I love you and thank you and waiting for me" I said as I turned around and to straddle his lap.
"I love you to" Sam whispered before kissing me, I felt him pick me up and start walking towards his bedroom he stopped by the door and pulled away looking at my face, I nodded before he opened the door and walked in putting me on the bed kissing me again.
I awoke the next morning in Sam's arms I stretched and felt sore but then I remembered yesterday when we spent the whole day in bed showing our love for each other, I snuggled closer to Sam and I knew I belonged in his warm arms safe and protected. I suddenly realise that I'm no longer scared of getting old, with Sam by my side we can grow old together.
