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Bound and Broken

Chapter 9

After dinner Harry made his way towards professor Snape's office. When he arrived at his office door, he knocked and waited to be called in. Professor Snape called for him to enter.

"Harry, I have some things I need to discuss with you. I would appreciate it if you would hold any questions or comments until after I explained everything." Severus said.

"I'll try." Harry said.

"Good. This first part will make you very angry because I am beyond furious at the old man at the moment. I have found out that he has bonded us in a soul bond. If you feel like you are missing something it is because of the bond. I gave you a potion that will help with the effects of the bond for now. With the soul bond it means that we are married legally. If you want you can move down here and that will also help with the effects of the bond. Tell me how you feel about that?" Severus asked.

"I don't know. I should be use to his manipulations for the greater good by now. Did you know that he left me with the Dursley's knowing that they hate magic? Or that he knew I would be mistreated? Did you know that he was testing me while I was here supposedly trying to learn magic? I was severely abused by the Dursleys. I was neglected, beaten, and verbally abused. I never received a real birthday or Christmas gift from them. I never had enough to eat. I was made to do poorly in school because Dudley wasn't smart enough to try to learn anything. So I guess what Dumbledore did doesn't surprise me. I wouldn't mind sharing a chamber with you if you don't mind me being there. Plus I can spend time with Draco there without any problems. Right. What do we do about the bond? How does it work?" Harry asked.

"I don't want to scare you but the couple that has a soul bond put on them has to have make love to each other. Harry I know that this is scary for you but we do have a couple of options. I can keep giving you the potions until you are ready because you are still considered a minor since you are still in school. We can work through you Physical and mental scars while you take the potion. There is another option but I would like to hear your thoughts on the subject now. What is your orientation?" Severus asked.

"I'm not really sure. I like men more than women, but I like women too. I might be bi. I'm not sure about having sex with anyone though. I'm scared even though Draco tried to be gentle it still burned and felt like I was being ripped in half. What is the other option? I would like to consider both options for a little bit before I decide anything major." Harry said.

"Your other option is to be turned into a female. I know that this is a rash decision to become a female after spending 16 years as a male, but there is an upside to it. You would be able to get rid of the physical scars and you would become a virgin again. It would be as if you were never physically raped. You would still have the mental scars, but we could overcome them together. I'll leave you with that to think about. You may stay in my chambers tonight or you can go up to the tower. Well I guess that would make it our chambers now wouldn't it? Come on with me and I'll give you a tour." Severus said as he led Harry through the door on the right side of his office. "I do have another entrance in the hall that is guarded by the portrait of Salazar Slytherin. I have two bedrooms each with their own bathroom. Mine is on the right and you can use the one on the left. The kitchen is next to my room and next to the kitchen is my personal potion's lab. So what do you think?" Severus asked.

"It is very nice. Not at all what I expected, but it is very classy. I think I would like to move into the spare room now if you don't mind." Harry said.

"I don't mind. I will enjoy your company. During the next Hogsmeade visit I want to take you to London to get you a few clothes. Not too many though in case you want to make a change. Plus I can fix you a walkman cd player to work here in my rooms since it is a muggle/magical room. I have a DVD player and a few DVDs but we can get you some of your own. Plus Albus has allowed us to go to Number Four Privet Drive when we go to London so we can pack up anything you want from the house. I know that you didn't get along with your aunt and uncle but a lot of that stuff belonged to your grandparents and your great-grandparents. We will of course go under a glammar charm or potion." Severus said.

"What about the house? Whose was it? If it is mine then I want to sell it because there are too many bad memories there for me. I think I would give the clothes and most of Dudley unbroken toys to charity. I think I know what I want to do as a career. I want to open an orphanage for the children that lose their parents to this stupid war. I don't care if their parents were death eaters either because they can't choose who their parents are. I might open up one for the muggles too. I don't know if you know or not but I get a lot of inheritance from people I don't know. I have a good bank manager in Griphook and he has invested it for me and I'm richer than the Malfoys 10 times over maybe more. We have set up a special fund under a dummy corporation to help with the after effects of the war. I just want to be useful after Voldemort but I don't want to spend my life in danger by being an auror. I just want to something worthwhile. And I don't understand why I just told you all of that either." Harry said.

"I understand Harry. I think it is because of the bond. We seem to have gained some trust between us. I'm not sure if that is it at all though. I'll have to research it." Severus said.

AN: I'm going to end it here for now. I would like to know if you think Harry should be turned into a girl or stay a boy. I have a poll set up for this on my profile. I'm thinking of putting this story on hold until I can finish A Forgotten Moment. I have at least 3 more chapters for that story.