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The Sayjin Inside

Chapter 15: Corruption

A/N: This has some censored material but still this is a great chp. And make sure to thank my new beta Reader Mirablick Russ for her contrabution to my work. Oh and if you all loved The Bouncer. Don't Ever Stop Riding maybe a story for you, one I just made last week if you haven't seen it.

(2 days later)

Goku had been far detached from everything, full-fledged depression setting in his veins. His form slumped out on the sofa, hardly moving or doing anything. His stench was awful as he hadn't bathed and his inability to cook made him resort to his talents to hunt, and his nature becoming more primal. His face was dark and pale, looking upwards to the ceiling, his mind tormented with his failure, and the notion that another visit would be coming soon only hurt more.

Do I even matter to anyone? Do they care? If I died would anyone cry...? The answer was no more then a whisper in his mind. "No..." So no matter what I did for everyone won't matter anymore. All that I've done is over? No more help?

Could there be another way? To get someone to love me again? Would anyone love a man like me? He surely doubted it but he knew there could be a chance for someone to actually want him; he wanted to be loved again. He wanted someone to care about him, someone to rely on him...

He wanted those feelings back no matter what it took. He wanted love; he wanted... no he needed someone to love…

Strolling down the sidewalk, his head hung down slightly, Goku walked through the city, which was still in a hustle and bustle, everyone knocking into him but not fazing him. He was still strong enough to bully through people, despite that his mind was still heavily plagued. Hoping that maybe someone would give him comfort, he walked up to a local gentlemen's club, the sign reading: Come Alone Leave With Another. Finding nothing else he shrugged and walked inside.

To understand what he saw took a moment for the mighty warrior; not once had he ever imagined people did this. He saw many, many men, few women. But every one of the women was either naked, or half naked. He wasn't exactly sure why but it seemed…. Some what entertaining… Walking down the steps he got quite a few looks from the girls as he passed before going back to their acts. He walked around seeing a spot away from everyone for now. He didn't want to go right in, he wasn't even sure he should… I mean who would ever want a spiky haired rapist like me? I can't even stay married for more then a day or two before losing my wife and friends… He lowered his head and ran his hands through his hair in stress.

The only thing keeping him here was the fact he would get nowhere if he did try to live again, he would still be so alone… that simple thought kept him in that chair. Resting back would be hard because he knew people were staring at him. He was already so ashamed of himself now. He didn't want to be made fun of… He didn't want to be anything else, he was already bad enough.

For how long Goku sat there in misery he didn't know, his mind was still plagued with how everyone turned away from him. He could feel every door shutting in his face, for things he never did.

"Hey honey why you staying here all alone? Don't you want to have some fun?" came a nice feminine voice. Goku looked up slowly as a topless waitress looked down at him.

His eyes wandered up to her unexposed breasts but he soon looked into her eyes. "No… well you see I just… can't." He said casting his look away again as the waitress spied what she thought to be the reason. Despite how depressed he looked she spied the gold wedding ring on his finger, something that Goku had completely forgotten.

"One of those eh? Oh we get you guys all the time," she said, smiling as she reached down taking his hand. "Come on, you guys are the best for this stuff. Here, we do lot of things happen that your wife will almost always refuse to do."

"Wha-Wait!" Goku cried out but he couldn't stop the girl from dragging him front row and plopping him down there. The added bonus seeing as how every girl noticed his handsome features as well as the exposed muscular arms was very enticing. The martial arts garb gave him that dangerous look that seemed to fulfill most of their fantasies, save for the most crucial one between his legs.

"Hey Tina!" The waitress called out as a friend of hers looked from her routine. "We got this lonely married boy having a rough time," she said, casting her friend a wink.

"Oh really?" She walked around the platform, turning around for Goku to give him a suggestive wiggle. She smiled to herself and even her customers laughed as Goku went beat red.

"Since it's your first time I'll show you what its like to be with a woman who really wants to be with a man," she said breathlessly running her finger up her stomach to the flimsy bra on her chest; with a flick it came undone and she pulled it off, laying it across Goku's lap. Even as the sweat dropped from his forehead, Goku still managed to hold himself together; he just hoped, but there was something prodding deep in the dark recesses of his mind. That he would definitely enjoy this.

(Censored)

Chi-Chi herself drove up to Goku's home, her mind now fully restored to what it was. She had become even stronger willed then before. She had survived the violent defilement of her body by her ex-husband after this trip. She managed to get her father to let her do this alone. She knew he could do things to her, but if she couldn't face this he would forever hold her back, just as Dr. Stevens had said before departing her and heading back to his mental research clinic, though leaving his phone number back for her father just in case.

Steeling herself now as she parked the car, her hands holding the annulment papers in hand as she approached the door, her hands making a fist as she slowly raised her hand up, she knocked on the door.

Waiting just a moment as she heard footsteps approaching the door, she waited to hear the clack of the doorknob; she bit her bottom lip expecting the worst.

"Hey what do you want? You woke us up?" Came a tired female voice as a redheaded woman stood in the doorway. The woman raised her hand rubbed sleep from her eyes as well as stifled a yawn. Her body was concealed in a large orange gi, one that belonged to Goku.

Chi-Chi had to blink a moment as she looked at another woman. What the hell is this? Did he give up his house or something? Or is this hussy just taking over his leave? But she ruled those out upon seeing clothes strewn about the house, another orange shirt, boxers, two sets of panties, a woman's dress and top, as well as Goku's other clothes. She gritted her teeth at the aspect; Goku gave them all the act of acting depressed only to find a whore on the street. "Yes, I came here to speak with Goku. He's been expecting a visit." She said through her teeth as the woman blinked and walked back.

She waited for about a minute until seeing Goku walk to the door, his face looking like shit. But he didn't seem to feel anything and the fact he was buck ass naked didn't come to mind. He looked up and stopped dead in his tracks.

"Chi-Chi?"

"Yes it's me! And I can plainly see you're enjoying your new freedom. Find some other girls to sucker to your bed like you did me! What cheap line did you use? I'm the world's Strongest Martial Artist? Give them a smile and act stupid?" She screamed at him, her anger boiling over that he didn't even have the decency to sign the papers then go find another screw.

Goku only shook his head. "I still don't even know what I really did to deserve being yelled at, you've even made me believe that I raped you. But still you had to turn all my friends against me. I can't even get close without being told to get lost! I didn't do anything to you! I walked out into the woods under the full moon and then woke up and suddenly everyone's angry at me! What did I do? Was leaving you for one night so bad?" He yelled back at her.

"You're the worst Goku! You don't even have the decency to stand up for what you did and give such a lame excuse like you went out for a walk for one night! For two weeks you made me your personal little whore! And I didn't turn your friends against you! You're the one who tried to kill them, the whole world, and make me your eternal bitch! Why don't you just fess up and kill yourself; we'll all feel better once you're dead!" She screamed furiously at him, her hand grabbing the close by frying pan and with a mighty hurl chucked the metal dish straight for his face.

His arm snapped up and with a swipe smashed the metal pan to pieces. His face was now lowered and hidden behind a mask of black hair. "I would never…I couldn't kill anyone, I did everything for my friends. I love them each, so never say I would kill them!" He growled his fists balling, the visible blue streaks of his ki now rippling off his arms as he began to get angry… very angry. "I am not some monster, I would have never hurt you, or anyone! When my Grandfather died I swore to make sure no one would have felt like I did that day. But thanks to you, you've destroyed me! I can't help anyone now, because no one will let me!" He growled as he about moved towards Chi-Chi but the arrival of the two girls from the club the night before stopped him cold.

"Goku baby what's wrong?" asked the evening waitress, the sight enraging Chi-Chi even more as she saw the girls hands holding a sheet over herself.

"Two women! Oh you're sick Goku! You can't even be good to one. I hate to know what you'll do with two!" She spat venomously.

"Shut up you screaming bitch!" snapped the red head, though not even knowing whom the woman was. The lack of sleep and her newfound taste for this man made her anger boil over. "Goku here is a man that can easily handle more then one woman, and guessing by the screaming, you're the lass he married."

"Yes I was and if I were you I'd leave him; he's just going to warp your mind and rape you like he did to me for two weeks!" she yelled back.

"Yeah right sister! Goku's just adorable not to mention an animal in the bed, but seeing the woman he left I'm glad he did, you're just some middle aged housewife who probably pulled a fast one on him!"

"How dare you even-!"

"Just drop it all of you!" Goku yelled stopping the argument. He stormed over to Chi-Chi his hands snatching the paper from her hand and the pen. Signing his name on the page he knew necessary and shoved it back in her hands. "There now get away from my house, I have people who actually care about me. So get lost!" He slammed the door in her face leaving that to be it once and for all….

Chi-Chi stood there for a moment stunned as she looked down, Goku's signature on the annulment. He now couldn't do a thing to her, but inside she felt… like something hurt. She felt like she wanted to cry…. I did the right thing! She told herself… but still it hurt… something told her it hurt.

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