IMPORTANT INFO: Ok, this is chapter three in the eyes of Allen Walker. Also I am introduce Laing Lee (the gender bent Lenalee Lee) in this chapter.

Disclaimer: I don't own D. Gray - Man

Beta: DarkAngel576 (You are so awesome! Thank you!)

Pairing: Tyki x Fem Allen

Warning: As this is a recap in Allen's pov of chapter three, there is a lemon at the end. I again attempted to be graphic. Please, be kind when reviewing… I'm trying out new stuff…

Her gloved right hand brushed against her frowning lips for the tenth time in the last twenty minutes. Allen Walker sighed and pulled her fingers away from her mouth. She could still feel it…

She could still feel his lips brushing against hers…

Allen frowned deeper and quickened her pace through the busy streets of the large European town. If she didn't hurry she would miss her train and then she would have to wait for another few hours for the next one.

Allen hated waiting more then anything. Motion, she needed to keep moving. Not only because she always felt restless when staying in one place for to long…

No, now she had other reasons to want to keep moving. If she stayed to long in one place then her fingers would unconsciously wonder to her lips, and they would feel warm and the tingling would get worse.

Then she would think about that kiss, her first kiss…And then she would remember the man that had taken it from silver eyes narrowed as she forced those thoughts about that man out of her mind. She needed to focus. She shifted the large and heavy luggage to her side as she stepped foot onto the platform of the train station.

A sigh of relief escaped as her train pulled into the station. Allen thanked her luck and practically dragged the heavy suitcase to the opening doors. Once there she paused to smile and offer the man standing at the door her ticket.

The young man smiled at her in returned and moved out of her way. Without wasting any time she stepped into the train. The young man at the door told her that she would have to wait for a little while before he could show her to her reserved cabin.

And that was fine with the fifteen year old Exorcist. Her arms ached from having to drag her luggage all the way from the Black Order HQ to the train station by herself.

Never in her life did she think that women's ball attire could be so heavy. The white haired Exorcist sighed again as the thought of wearing it made her heart sink…

But she had to go to this event, the yearly ball hosted by the Black Order so the financial backers of the Order could meet 'Gods Apostles' and learn more about the War with the Earl…

She didn't much like the idea of being put on display for rich nobleman to stare at, but it was either attend the ball or be subject to more poking and prodding from the Science department.

Allen did understand that, yes her Innocence had been destroyed and then reformed, and yes, it had acted on its own and saved her life, but that didn't mean that she liked to be treated like a…

Putting her heavy luggage down in an out of the way corner, Allen sat down heavily on top of it and leaned back. Her tired silver eyes fluttered closed and an exhausted sigh ghosted out from between her lips.

She had only returned home a few days ago from her time at the Japan branch of the Black Order. A small smile graced her pink lips, not one of her fake smiles, but a real smile at the thought of her friends. Allen had been so relieved and happy to see that Liang and the other Exorcists had made it home safely.

Unlike her…

Her hand rose from her side and her finger tips brushed against her lips again before she realized what she was doing. It had been her first kiss and it had been with a Noah. A Noah that had tried to kill her, the enemy that was trying to kill her friends and one that had killed so many of the Black man had crushed her Innocence…

Though in a way she was secretly thankful to the Noah, if it wasn't for him she wouldn't be so synced with her Innocence as she was now. She would not have this new power, she wouldn't have Crown Clown.

Her right hand moved from her lips to rub at her left arm.

Allen felt guilt twist in her heart, as her mind drifted to other thoughts about the night that she had almost died.

She had felt something for the Noah, though Allen refused to admit that it was more then physical attraction. The Noah that had tried to kill her had been handsome and strong and...

And when he had touched her...

And god there had to be something wrong with her, to be thinking things like that about

the Orders enemy. Allen sighed and shifted her petite body a little trying to find a comfortable spot on top of her suitcase.

Her skin still burned from where the Noah had touched her skin on skin. She could still feel his lips...

Allen growled in irritation. This could not be happening. She was just confused, she had almost died and then she had that dream...

A dream of seeing the Order in ruins within that odd lake, Liang Lee reaching out to her, that shadow that had stopped her from reaching out to the other Exorcist. Liang's Exorcist coat had been torn and he looked to be severely injured, and still he called to her...

But that shadow…

Allen's shoulders sagged and her head bowed, her chin length white hair falling to hide her pained silver eyes. Allen was confused, she knew that she had a crush on her fellow Exorcist for some time.

She had even felt like the feelings were returned, and she had been happy. But then...

But then that man, that Noah had to go and steal her first kiss and make her feel so... so...Alive.

When ever Liang would touch her, like taking her hand or touch her shoulder, when ever his fingers would ghost over hers. It in no way compared to what she had felt when the Noah had touched her. When his fingers had brushed against her cheek, like when he kissed her…

There had been only one other man that had ever come close to making her feel that way. Allen sighed very heavily then. She was confused; her near death experience was simply messing with her emotions.

The train lurched forward and Allen blinked her confused silver eyes, her head tilting up. It took her a moment to realize that she had been lost in her thoughts for little over a half hour. Sighing in irritation at herself again, the white haired Exorcist stood.

Deciding to not wait for the train attendant to show her where her cabin was, Allen picket up her heavy luggage and decided to look for it on her own. It shouldn't be all that hard to find anyway.

She hadn't walked far before her silver eyes fell onto an all too familiar form. There, moving down the hall of the train, looking like he was looking for someone was the man that she had met and beat in the game of poker for Krory's clothes.

The only other man that made her feel the same as the Noah. Allen frowned slightly at how fate most be playing with her for her to run into the man that she had just been thinking about.

Her heart fluttered in her chest as she approached him, her skin tingling with the desire to touch him and she frowned more. Her cheeks heating slightly as the feelings spread through her blood, her heart beating faster.

Allen reached out and gentle brushed her fingers against his arm, unable to help herself. She suppressed her shudder when her fingertips that were covered by her gloves tingled with heat. The man turned and she smiled at him.

And Allen found that she was truly happy to have run into this man again. The handsomely rugged man standing before her blinked from behind his glasses and then tilted his head to the right. He pointed at her and spoke in a confused voice, "Wait your that-? You're a girl? I thought you were a boy…"

Allen blushed deeply at his words. She had almost forgotten about that the last time they had met that she had been pretending to be a boy. Embarrassment seeped into her heart, how was she going to explain it to this man…

Then an idea came to her, it was not fully a lie but, "Yes well, its-its complicated, lets just say that-that no one wants to play poker with a girl…" she trailed off, unable to keep herself from stuttering. She blushed even deeper at how just being close to this man made her think about the kiss…

About that Noah.

Allen forced down the confusing feelings twisting in her heart as the rather tall man standing with her in the hall of the train spoke. His voice was smooth and deep and Allen fought down a shudder.

The next few moments happened in what seem to be a blink of an eye. A train attendant came and the white haired Exorcist realized that the glasses wearing man had stowed away on the train. And before she could properly think about it she was telling the train attendant that he was traveling with her.

The young blonde haired man didn't question her, her being an Exorcist of the Black Order and all. He left and the man thanked her, and then asked for her name. And again with out thinking she had smiled and extended her hand, telling him her name.

As soon as their hands joined that heat flashed and raced through out her body. Allen could not stop the flinch and her first instinct was to pull away. Though the man only tightened his grip and purred out huskily his own name. "Tyki."

Allen could hardly think around the thundering of her heart and the fire that seemed to race along her skin. Her thoughts momentarily lost until he let go of her hand. She vaguely realized that she whispered his name before she managed to pull herself back together.

She shook her head and tried to excuse herself, but Tyki wouldn't let her. When she had taken a step back he simply took a step forward, saying that he should really stay with her.

Allen fought down her shudder and blush as her mind went to places it really shouldn't. Tyki just smiled and lifted her suitcase up from the ground like it was nothing and waited for her to lead the way to her cabin.

After a close call of almost touching the traveling miner again, Allen gave up on trying to take her heavy luggage away from the man and just settled on letting him carry it for her as she started to walk. He had still been talking and Allen found his voice almost hypnotic, and when he stopped talking she had stopped walking.

This turned out to be a mistake, because stopping caused them to run into each other, and somehow Allen found herself within the man's strong arms. She was more then mortified with her clumsiness in front of the man that she felt more then just a little attracted to.

She had quickly apologized.

Then Tyki had mentioned that he needed a place to sleep for the night. Allen blushed deeply as her first thought was of how the man had looked almost naked when she had beaten him at poker.

He then smiled at her as she fought to get the words out to refuse his request. He then said the words that she could never refuse. "I was hoping to have a rematch with you in a game of cards. Unless you don't think you could win like you did last time." Tyki purred out, his voice low and deep.

Allen's blush had left her cheeks then as the thought of losing in cards rang in her ears. She would never lose at any card game, and before Allen realized what she was saying, she had accepted his challenge and inadvertently invited him to stay the night with her.

The card game didn't go as she had planned either. They wound up playing for shots and even though Allen hated drinking, she still found her self unable to refuse Tyki's challenging dark brown eyes and that tempting smile of his.

Allen frowned when she lost her seventh hand. She knew that the miner was cheating but for the life of her, she couldn't figure out how. The white haired Exorcist couldn't afford to lose anymore hands either; the alcohol that she had already drunk was singing through her veins and making it hard to think.

Her vision was starting to become slightly fuzzy and her body was starting to also feel numb. Allen found it hard to focus her confused silver eyes when she felt hot fingers take a hold of her chin and tilt her face up.

Tyki was smiling at her and then leaning in. His lips brushed against her gently and Allen let the pleasure filled moan escape past her trembling lips. Little shocks of electricity shot through her and her mind drifted back to that kiss.

It had felt just like this…

The Noah had kissed her just like this.

Allen closed her eyes and forced thoughts about her enemy out of her mind. She was confused, having to face her mortality like she had been forced to do, was confusing her.

Allen realized, as the man that had taken her second kiss moved to pull away from her, that she could really die at any time. And really, how much longer did she have?

She was a Parasitic Accommodator, she only had about five or six years before her Innocence drained her of her life.

She didn't hate Crown Clown though; it was just a fact of her life.

Allen pushed her doubt and embarrassment away as she pushed forward and kept her lips connected to the miners.

She knew that she was being reckless, that she really shouldn't do what she was about to. They were unmarried and she barely knew this man. But he also made her feel so good and what she did know about him she liked.

She continued to keep her lips on his as she straddled his hips. She could feel how willing he was as the bulge in his pants rubbed up against her center. Even through their clothes she could feel how hard he already was and how much harder he was becoming.

Allen felt her pale cheek heat up in embarrassment at how she was acting. She was acting like the women her master bedded…

His hand sank into her short white hair and suddenly his demanding tongue was forced into her mouth. Tyki growled deeply in the back of his throat in need and Allen trembled more.

She wanted this, she wanted him. And she didn't really care how she was acting…

His other hand moved and she was pulled down tightly onto his covered hardness and his hips jerked up and Allen gasped as he rubbed himself between her parted thighs.

Allen shuddered as more pleasure raced through her and she tried to pull back from Tyki's demanding hold. The man underneath her tensed and held on to her tighter, and Allen loved it.

She wanted this, she wanted to be needed and wanted…

"Please, I want to- I want to with you..." she whispered against his demanding lips and after a moment he let her go. Allen moved and she pulled away, his hands falling to his belt and Allen shuddered at what she knew as coming next.

She removed her pants and panties and her trembling fingers rose to remove her blouse when she paused. Her heart clinched and her eyes wavered…

No, she would leave her blouse on. She didn't want him seeing her left arm…

Allen shook her head at her shyness over her innocence, at how silly she was being. And still her thoughts wouldn't leave her be. All her life she had been shunned for her left arm, tossed aside because of it.

She didn't want him seeing her left arm, because he might refuse her at the sight of it. He was just a normal human after all…

Her hands left her shirt and her silver eyes looked back to Tyki, who had just pulled down his fly. She reached out and took his face into her hands. He blinked at her and his mouth opened and Allen chose that moment to shift herself into his lap.

Her body was shaking and Allen was almost beside herself in embarrassment as she reached between them and wrapped her thin fingers around his cock. He was rather large and thick and she had to swallow the growing lump in her throat.

She closed her eyes and forced aside her uncertainties, as she moved the head of his hard pulsing length to her wet and slick entrance.

The rounded head of his cock had no sooner rubbed against her, when his strong hands took a tight hold of her pale hips and before she could open her mouth, Allen found herself being forced down into him.

She choked, pain flared along her nerves as his thick and hard length was forced up into her passage. It felt like she was being torn in two and Allen couldn't stop the cry of pain from escaping her parted pink lips as he took her virginity.

She pressed her face into his strong shoulder, panting and shaking. The pain in her lower half somehow worse then anything she had ever felt before. It was easily worse then when the Noah had ripped of her left arm…

She shook her head and whispered. No, no she couldn't be thinking about the Noah… No, not when she was in the arms of another man…

The pain started to lessen and Allen shifted her hips and whimpered again. It still hurt, but that heat that she felt every time that her and Tyki touched was slowly coming back. She could feel it burning away her pain.

She could feel Tyki tense when she had moved, and she could feel him trying to hold himself back. She pulled away from his shoulder and her silver eyes met dark confused brown.

She smiled softly and moved her hips again. His brown eyes filling with pleasure and desire and Allen wanted to see more of that look. She wanted to see him look at her like that more.

It hurt only slightly as she braced her self, her arms wrapping around Tyki's broad and strong shoulders, and pulled her trembling body up. It felt odd, yet so very good, to feel the man's hard and ridged length slide and pulse within her as she moved until he was almost all the way out of her.

Allen intended to lower herself slowly but his hands pulled her hips back down, not nearly as hard as the first time, and thrust up into her passage at the same time. Allen's eyes widened as liquid fire flashed through her.

Her blood sang with the pleasure.

He helped her pull up again, and again he jerked her back down. Instinctually she rocked her hips the second she became fully seated within his lap, and Tyki growled hungrily against her lips.

The white haired Exorcist shuddered in pleasure at the sound. She had thought having sex with this man would be more tame then this, more slow. But she could feel him fighting to restrain himself, even as his cock was forced up into her wet and pulsing passage as she pushed herself down, this time before he could pull her, Allen strengthening their pace and speed.

He was shaking and shuddering against her, dimly Allen realized that he was thrusting up into her and pulling her down onto his throbbing length like a man that was starved.

Desperate, as he again took control of this act of desire and pleasure.

It was like he was being reduced to nothing but a wild and untamed animal, all because of her. He was holding her and thrusting into her hard and fast, and she shuddered as fire flashed through her and then her whole body snapped tight.

A second later, the knot of pleasure that had been quickly tightening within her broke open and Allen through back her head and screamed her pleasure. She felt like she was burning alive, being consumed by the pleasure that race through and pulsed within her body.

The next moment she could feel even more fire as Tyki came. His essence burning and scolding her from within as his grip on her white hips tightened. It almost felt like she was being branded, it was so hot and burning that it was almost painful.

She whimpered as his hips jerked and twitched as he released into her. Deep in her clouded mind Allen knew that she should pull away, that she shouldn't let him release within her like that.

Allen buried her flushed face into his shoulder again, panting as her pleasure from her orgasm started to fade. Her thoughts finally clearing from the pleasure and alcohol…

Oh please…Please Mana, forgive this sin…

If you want to see the picture of Laing Lee that is solely responsible for me having to write him in this fic, go to my Deviant Art account (link on my profile) and go to my favs. RikoJasmine drew it! Its so awesome! Or message me and I can send you the link.

Question: Would anyone like me to do chapter four in Allen's pov for the next chapter? That would include her dream and maybe the smut scene… if anyone wants it that is…

Or should I just get on with it? Please review!