"I would give anything – anything – to take it all back."
"I know you would. And I know how sorry you are. I do. But, man … you were the one that I depended on most. And you let me down in ways that I can't even …"
Imagine? Conceptualise? Envision? Not even in your worst nightmares – and believe you me they were bad – could you possibly have imagined this. This betrayal.
But what hurts you more than the betrayal is that now, now you're hurting Sammy. Your inability to forgive is agony for him.
How could you hurt him so?