'I'm sorry, Dean.'
'I know you are, Sam.'
And you do know it. But God knows how much you wish it was enough. Enough for you to be able to forgive him. Enough for you to be able to trust him again, love him again.
But God also knows that it's not enough. And he knows that you believe it never will be. How can it be? How can a simple 'sorry' ever be enough?
Enough: adequate for the want or need; sufficient for the purpose or to satisfy desire. No, an apology is never going to be enough.
Ever.