Hey guys, writing this chapter really getting on my nerve. Because I'm so clever, when my computer asked me 'do you want to save this document ' I clicked NO! How fantastic right? So I have to re-write the whole chapter but finally I made it. Thanks for the reviews and here's the next chapter for you :) :) :)
Old Rachel POV
"You sleep with Finn?" Ben asked me
"Well, yeah" I answered
"Yuck!" He looked disgusted, his expression was priceless
"Can I asked you a question mom?" Isabella said
"Of course dear"
"How many guy had you sleep with?" she asked me like asking who is you name to someone, oh crap. I didn't ready for this question asked by my own daughter.
"Uh, um, two" I sighed
"Lack of experience" I heard Ben whispering with super low voice, but you know Rachel Berry. I can hear practically everything
"What you just said young man?" I growled at him
"Uh…Lots of loyalty?"
"Nice save, but next time you're not gonna touch your lovely Xbox for 3 months" I warned him
"Sorry mom"
"Okay, we should continue"
17 Years old Rachel POV
Oh no, this couldn't be happening. I tried to remember what exactly happened tonight but all I got was a spin on the brain. I looked around and found our clothes on the floor. Uh oh this is not good. I hurried get dressed and ran away from Noah guest room. When I reached down stair the condition was such a crazy mess. Noah sleeping on the counter, Mercedes sleeping on the floor, and I couldn't find Kurt. Probably he already home. I went to my car that parked in front of Noah house, I just sat there thinking what happened tonight. After few minutes finally memories floating back in my mind. I remember that I danced like idiot, Finn helped me to had a sit, I forced him to drink and after one sip he couldn't stop, our crazy conversation, drunk flirting, make out session that led to the bedroom.
I just cheated on Sam, I'm screwed. I felt tears falling to my cheeks, I didn't bothered to wipe it off cause I now the next tears will come. What should I said to Sam? He gonna hate me forever, he will never forgive me. As soon he step his feet to Lima he will know everything, and as far as I could remember almost everyone saw us making out last night. I should tell him, I don't want him to know it from somebody else. After crying my eye balls out I decided to went home, thank God my dads will not home until tonight so I'm saved from their crazy speech about why Graham Bell invented phone on the first place.
I cleaned myself cause I never felt disgusted of myself like this ever. After showered I putted on my sweater and sweat. I continued crying after stopping for awhile. Maybe all people that called me a slut at sophomore year was right. I am a slut, I had a perfect boyfriend but what did I do? I cheated on him. I know that I was drunk and couldn't made a right decision. But that was not a great excuse for sleeping with other guy. Suddenly I heard my house bell ringing. I cleaned my face from tears and some snort before ran to open the door.
"Hey" Finn greeted me
"We need to talk" I said waiting him for coming in
"Yeah, I know that's why I'm here" he stepped in and with his hand on his jeans pocket
"What had I done Finn" I finally broke down, I cry again, I don't know how many time I had cry today. My tears could fill a salad bowl now
"Shh" He walked towards me and hugged me.
"What should I tell Sam?" I sobbed
"We didn't need to tell anybody, it's gonna be our secret I won't tell Sam" He whispered
"How it's gonna be secret if last night we made out on Noah couch with half-population of Mckinley in there" I frustrated
"They all drunk, they will not remember anything"
"No Finn, it's too risky, I'm gonna tell him the truth" I made my final decision and no one could change it. I'm gonna take the consequences, because I deserved it even it means losing Sam, "Beside, I don't want any lie in my relationship, you know what will happen when the lie is out"
"But he will break up with you" He looked confused
"Lie will not fixing this Finn" I said with louder volume, he just hugged me without saying anything. After a few minutes hugging he pulled away.
"I need to go home now, my mom need me" He said, "And if you need someone to lean on I will always here" He half-smiled
"Thanks Finn" I said weakly, I really meant it cause I know I'm gonna need him
"And by the way, last night was amazing" He said before closing my door house, leaving me alone. Honestly, last night I really had fun with him. Oh great, how low am I?
"I'm so sorry Sam!" I cried
"No Rachel, I can't handle this, how could you cheated on me" He said, closing his eyes
"I-it was a mistake, we were drunk and-"
"Just keep it to yourself" He turned around wanting to walk away, but I catch his wrist
"I still love you Sam" I begged
"Do you know how hurt am I right now? I was torn inside Rachel, it's over" He pulled his arm from my grip
"Sam!" I shouted, there's group of students watching us broke up and I'm chasing him like desperate girl
He turned around once with red eyes and tears that he fight, "Bye Rachel"
It's been two months since I broke up with Sam, and Finn didn't lie about being there for me. He was there when I cried every time I remember Sam or when I became over dramatically after saw Avatar commercial on TV. And time was the best medicine for broken heart. Even though I still felt being punch on the stomach when I saw him or remember him but it's not that bad anymore. Now me and Finn acted like we just friend since we were born and never dated each other. I found myself feeling more happy with that condition. Sam and I still haven't talked to each other. He always avoiding me since we broke up. He never saw me in the eyes when we passing each other in the hallways. But I guessed he still need more time, but how long he need to forgive me? I know my mistake was super big and it need more time to recover if you got cheated twice by your girlfriends with the same guy. But how long?
I was waiting for everyone else came to choir room when Sam walked in with frowned on his face.
"What's wrong?" I asked him, this is the first time I actually talked to him
"Nothing" He said, then sat on the back of my chair
"You know you can tell me everything Sam" I looked to him
"It's kinda personal"
"Come on" I begged him, "If you don't tell me I will scratch the wall with my nails" I know that was his weakness, he just couldn't hear the sound of scratched wall. That was one of million things you will know if you dated someone.
"Don't!" He warned me, his expression was hilarious. I couldn't stopped myself from laughing
"You should see your own face" I said when my laughed was over, "Now tell me, what's wrong?"
"I just got the reply from the college I applied to.." He explained, but I knew what he gonna said
"And you're not accepted" I finished his sentence
"Yeah" He sighed
"Don't worry, there's still a lot of colleges"
"I know, but I started to worry you know, I had dyslexia and stuff I hope it's not gonna effect my future"
"It's gonna be okay Sam trust me, you're personality is amazing Sam, any college that see your personality will buy another chair for you at the furniture shop" He smiled, oh how I miss his smile.
"Thanks Rachel"
"No worry, cause everybody seems gonna be late I wanted you to help me with this song that I've been working on" I explained excitedly, it's gonna be like once slap and killed two flies. I'm gonna cheer Sam up cause my song selection was so cheerful and I'm gonna do better with my performance. I still need to perfecting the perfection.
"I dunno, I guess it's not the best timing" he shrugged
"Come on Sam" I showed my puppy face
"Fine" He groaned
"Yeiy" I clapped excitedly, "Hit it Brad" I commanded the pianist guy
We danced and sang happily, the tension between us finally over. I'm so grateful that he forgive me. I don't know how could I handle the thought of he not forgiving me.
"Hey why there's no one come to glee practice today, not even Mr. Schue" He asked after we finished our song
"It's tuesday right?" I asked him, starting to became suspicious
"I guessed, I thought it was Tuesday" He muttered
"Let me check it" I took my phone and saw the Calendar, "It's wednesday!" I announced
"That explain why everyone not here yet" He chuckled softly, then I followed. And our chuckled became a hysterical laugh
"How come we both had the wrong day of practice in the same time?"
"I dunno, fate maybe? I better get going, see you later Rachel you really know how to cheer me up" He took his bag than leave me
What do you think? The next chapter's gonna be the last chapter and It have been prepared to upload :) Just keep the review coming for faster update of the final chapter, the chapter when Rachel will choose between Sam or Finn! I'm so so so excited!