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Chapter 5
I woke up after a heartbreaking evening with Rachel. She cried in his arms another hour or so then he drove her home. When he came back home and stopped in his room he felt consumed with anger. It was Finn's fault and she had somehow convinced herself that she was the problem, that it was all her fault. So today he had prepared something for her to show Rachel that she wasn't to blame because she was special in every way.
School went by slowly. I didn't think Rachel had confronted Finn yet. She was probably avoiding him as much as she could. The pain was still there. It was lunch and I was searching for her so that she wasn't alone. On a bench was her sitting there and Finn standing in front of her. He was moving his arms around angrily and I could her his voice from across the field.
"What was I supposed to do when you weren't being a good enough girlfriend for me anyways, Rachel. Quinn was 10 times better then you. I'm breaking up with you!" he yelled. Before I could go and beat him up he left Rachel sitting there crying quietly to herself. What was this guy talking about? Was he implying Rachel was the one in the wrong? Did he actually say HE was breaking up with HER? After all he had done to her. What an idiot. I ran as fast as my legs would carry me over to Rachel. I calmed her down by rubbing her back and whispering to her that everything would be all right and that I was here for her. She sobbed in my arms getting my shirt soaked but that was the last thing on my mind. But one of the first was beating the living daylights out of Finn Hudson.
"Rachel, lets ditch the rest of the day. Let's go somewhere and just relax and talk if you want." I told her as I continued rubbing her back in a gentle motion.
"Thank you, Sam." She said giving me the tiniest bit of a smile. Which was enough. It made her look beautiful.
I led her to my truck and started driving just wherever I was led to. We came out into this river. It looked so peaceful so I stopped and we sat together on a blanket I found in the back of my truck.
"I feel so stupid. I didn't notice anything and I don't even know what I did wrong. I'm just so confused and I keep feeling like everything I do is wrong." She said as more tears started coming to her eyes.
"No." I told her. I couldn't let her think like that. I stood up and she looked afraid I might leave her. "Wait here, I've got to get something."
I jogged towards my truck and got my guitar and slid it around my arm so it was in place. I went back to her and she was looking around worried. I took her hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze so she knew I wouldn't be leaving her. Not me. I wasn't like Finn.
"I was going to sing this to you in Glee club today after school but here might be a better place." I told her. She gave me a pretty big smile that seemed to light up the entire forest and shine into the river.
"Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss, no way it's all good
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around…
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect to me
You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
see you do the same
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect to me
Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than
less than perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing
you are perfect to me
You're perfect
You're perfect to me
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel
like you're less than, less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel
like you're nothing
you are perfect to me."
She looked at me smiling and her eyes twinkling in front of the setting sun. She looked even more beautiful when she smiled. She seemed like she enjoyed my song and I had to remember to keep breathing because her gorgeous smile hypnotized me. I would do anything to keep it there.
"I left out the rap part because I really didn't want to see you crying anymore. Trust me it wouldn't be pretty." I teased. She laughed but then looked serious again.
"Sam, thank you so much." She said quietly. But her words were full of gratitude and she looked so happy. And to my surprise she leaned in and kissed me. I stayed where I was. I was in shock of what was happening. Of course I had been dreaming about this happening from the moment I met her but I was totally taken aback. But it was the best feeling in the entire world. And it was what she described a relationship as. But right now what really caught my mind was, sparks. And when I thought sparks I thought Rachel Berry. And when I thought Rachel berry, I thought love. Forever.