Well this is a new story. I've been working on this story for about 4 months, that's how long it's been on my computer. I hope you like it cause I've just been so hesitant on whether or not I should upload it because of what it's about, but whatever.
Chapter 1
I moved around, trying to figure out my surroundings, but finding it very hard. I was lying on my stomach as I moved my left arm and instead of feeling a blanket, I felt a body. My eyes jolted open at the sudden shock of what I felt. I pushed myself up as motionless as possible and looked to my side to reveal a very naked Nick Jonas, the one person I hated the most. I glanced down at my own body, to find that I was too....naked. I quickly got off the bed, breathing heavily, knowing that this could not be good.
I searched the floor frantically for my clothes, I found them by the bathroom door and then I realized I had a really bad hangover from the night before, considering my huge headache. The only thing I recalled from yesterday was going to Vanessa's party, drinking some and then making out with---oh my gosh I couldn't believe I slept with him! I ran into the bathroom, and quickly put on my clothes, not wanting to wake him up by taking a very much needed shower, I'd just have to wait till I got home.
I really didn't want to do this, it was disgusting but I had to, in fear of him finding out about it. I slowly opened the bathroom door, leading me back into Nick's bedroom. I tiptoed over to him, grabbing his clothes in the process, and reluctantly but gently slipped them on him. I grabbed the rest of my things and before heading out the door, I glanced at the clock, which read 7:00am. I made my way past Vanessa's room, Joe's room and down the stairs till I was out of the house. I took my time walking to my house; it was only about a block away from Vanessa's.
I let out a breath of relief when I entered my house, happy to find that no one was awake at that moment. I crept up the stairs quietly, and then suddenly I felt the urge to throw up. I ran into my room, and into the bathroom, throwing up into the toilet. After a little while of that, I finally stopped and got up from my spot on the hard floor. I wiped my mouth with a rag from my sink and walked back into my room, falling onto the warm comfort of my bed. I stayed in my same spot for a while, until I finally had enough energy to lift myself up. I went over to my walk-in closet, and scrambled through it until I found something that was comfortable.
In the process of taking my shower, my mind couldn't help but wander back to the night before. I didn't remember much of anything that had happened, but one thing was clear, I did have sex with him. He took my virginity and from what I knew, I took his too. I don't know if I should be happy that it was with someone I knew, or be repulsed at the fact that it was at 16, I was drunk and it was with someone I didn't even love, yet alone like! I knew I was only putting myself down but I couldn't help it, what happened last night was wrong and I didn't even begin to think about what would be the outcome.
After washing away my guilt and thinking everything through, I came to the decision of not speaking of last night, not even thinking about it. I went back to school in a week and I didn't need anymore stress. Walking back into my room, I realized I forgot about someone......Cody!
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It was officially the first day of school, a week after that night, and waking up this morning was painful. I had been puking every morning for the past week and I had no clue why. I was not looking forward to the day ahead of me, I would be seeing all of my friends, a good thing of course except, one of my friends was Nick's older sister......yeah not a very good thing.
After choosing an outfit of black skinny jeans, and a halter top, I went into my bathroom to take a quick shower. I was happily surprised to find that I didn't have to the urge to throw up. When I went downstairs, I found my mom, dad and my 4 year old nephew Dylan, sitting at the kitchen table.
"Hey you guys," I said, smiling as I took a seat next to Dylan. I was still feeling kinda upset over everything, but I didn't wanna worry about that, or worry my parents, or anyone for that matter. I should be happy that I was finally going to see Cody again after 3 whole months.
"Hey darling," my dad greeted me as he sipped his coffee. My mom waved and so did Dylan; their mouths were too occupied to talk.
"Hey Dad?" I asked. He looked up from his newspaper,
"Yeah Miles?"
"Where's Brandi?" I was curious, I hadn't seen her all week, but her son was here. I thought that was pretty irresponsible of her to leave her own son with her parents for a week.
"I really don't know darling, sorry," he frowned, I smiled reassuringly.
"Its fine dad, just curious," after that, it got fairly quiet until it was finally time for me to get to school. I got up from my spot, and kissed everyone's cheek.
"Bye everyone," I called out as I made my way to the door.
"Bye Miley," Dylan yelled to me, waving his head. I waved back then walked out of the door. I stood outside waiting impatiently for Vanessa to pick me up since I didn't have my license yet, she always picked me up, ever since my freshman year. I sat waiting nervously on my front steps, I was anxious and nervous. I hadn't told Vanessa anything yet, I was planning to eventually though, I just didn't know how to tell my best friend that I slept with her brother, it wasn't that easy!
I was pretty happy when Vanessa finally arrived because it was kinda cold out. It was LA but it was kinda chilly today and I wasn't wearing a jacket and I was too lazy to go get one. When she pulled up the driveway, I ran straight to the passenger side, and into the car.
"Miles!" My best friend squeals as I enter her car. She threw her arms around me and squeezed me tightly. "I missed you." I hugged her back and giggled slightly.
"Uh Nessa, you saw me a week ago," I told her and pulled away from the hug. I straightened myself out as she started her car again and pulled out my driveway.
"So? I still missed you, you never answered my calls," She told me and frowned but still kept her eyes on the road. I frowned also but replied,
"Sorry Ness, I wasn't feeling good," I wasn't completely lying, I had been feeling really sick, but that obviously wasn't the real I didn't talk to her.
"I understand Miles, I can see that you're still sick, but I want the real answer. You can't lie right to my face, your my best friend, I've known you your whole life," She gave me a hard stare as she parked in the school parking lot. She had known me since I was a baby, and now she's a senior and I'm a junior.
I looked at her and sighed because I knew I had to tell her sooner or later, I couldn't hide something like this from her. "Okay, but not now, I'll tell you at lunch." she nodded and we exited the car.
"Miles?" Vanessa started as we headed towards the building; I looked over at her curious,
"Yeah?"
"So I know you're not going to tell me now, but will you at least tell if it involves someone I know," she pleaded. I sighed once again and opened the doors that lead into the dreadful High School.
"You know the person very well Nessa," I avoided her face as I told her. I kept my eyes ahead of me as we walked to our locker. People were staring at us, Vanessa was popular, she was head cheerleader last year and I was co-captain so we're pretty popular. Her twin brother Joe was on the football team along with their brother....Nick.
"Kay, that should keep me sane till at least lunch," she laughed softly as we opened our lockers. I put what I didn't need inside of it, closed it, and waited for Vanessa. I looked around the narrow hall, expecting to see Selena, my other best friend. I knew she was going to arrive soon.
I glanced over at the entrance, spotting the last person I wanted to see. I had to know if he remembered anything from that night, so I turned to Vanessa.
"Vanessa uh, has Nick ever mentioned anything to you, or been acting any different since your party last week?" I was nervous to hear her response, but I needed to know soon because Nick was headed our way. She turned her attention away from her locker and gave me a confused look,
"Uh no......why?" she asked. I smiled inwardly but didn't respond because I couldn't...Nick was standing right in front of us along with his bitch of a girlfriend. I gulped loudly when I looked up at their faces.
He was staring at me with a small smirk playing across his face as if she knew something was going to happen. "Hello Miley," said someone that wasn't Nick, I looked next to him, it was Demi.
"Uh hi?" I was confused as to why hell this bitch was talking to me; I looked at Vanessa who was just as confused as I was.
Demi laughed bitterly, "You guys piss me off you know that? Yeah you too Vanessa, I don't care if Nick is your brother either, both of you better stay away from my boyfriend," she warned. I rolled by eyes, and stepped further away from Nick, trying to the fact that standing near him was making me uncomfortable, but it seemed like he had no clue so that was definitely a plus.
Vanessa must've noticed how uncomfortable I was so she glared at them and growled, "Why don't you guys go away," she suggested angrily and wrapped her arms around my shoulder. They glared back at us and walked away silently.
"Thanks Nessa," I looked down. She sighed and lifted my chin up so that I was looking into her worried eyes,
"So now, I'm guessing it has to do with my stupid brother, doesn't it?" she asked softly as though she felt bad for me. I nodded my head solemnly and moved away from her.
"Yea, but I still ain't telling you till lunch," I attempted to smile, but failed. She nodded understandingly before we parted and went our separate ways to our first class.
I found Selena sitting at a seat on the back of the classroom when I walked in. She was staring at the door so when I walked in she saw me and immediately got up from her seat and engulfed me in a tight hug.
"Miley!! I missed you," she squealed loudly as she practically knocked me down with the force of her hug. I was able to balance myself before I hit the floor though. I glared her, when she pulled away she gave me an apologetic look, "Sorry."
I stood up straight and flattened the wrinkles on my shirt, "Its fine Sel, I missed you too," I told her honestly as we made our way back to our desks when the bell finally rang. We were in Spanish and since the teacher thought it'd be good to talk in just Spanish for today, Selena and I figured I'd be okay to ignore the lesson.
"Selena where were you earlier? I expected to see you by your locker but you weren't there." I turned to her in the middle of class making her move so she was facing me.
"I was with...Cody," I noticed she hesitated before answering, I frowned realizing that I had forgotten about him again, but then I thought about how he didn't see to care that I wasn't talking to him.
"Why were you with him? Did he mention me at all while you guys were talking?" I questioned curiously, I hoped he had so I'd know that he still cared for me.
"Of course Miley, he loves you, the reason we were even talking is because he wanted to know how you were doing." I had to smile when she said that, but I did feel bad that I hadn't been as dedicated to our relationship. "And he told me that he couldn't wait to see you today, he really missed you Miles."
I looked away from her so that my eyes were on the teacher, "I know. I missed him too." That was the last thing we said to each other for the rest of the hour, my mind wandered back to Nick. I couldn't get my head around what happened and I just didn't wanna believe it but I knew that when I told Vanessa, I'd really have to come to terms with it.
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It was finally lunch and extremely nervous was what I was. I knew I was going to be telling Vanessa what happened and I was not ready. I rubbed my sweaty hands together as I sat at the lunch table along with a couple of my friends who were going to be trying out for the cheer leading team this year, I was still one so I had no need to try again. I was waiting for Vanessa to show up, Selena didn't have lunch.
I must have looked very distressed because when she finally arrived, she sat next to me and said, "Miles, are you alright? You don't look so good." She was always concerned about me, and I was thankful for that since my own sister was never around to make me feel better.
I shook my head though, "It's fine, I'm okay and I know your gonna ask so Imma just get to the point," I took a deep breath, and continued, "Okay so you remember when you threw that party?" I asked her, she nodded her head slowly, obviously not liking this was going at all, trust me, I didn't like it either. "Well, you now how I had gotten drunk and you told me to go upstairs to rest....I did but I was so drunk I hadn't realized that the room I went into was Nick's." I looked at her and she was looking away while fanning her face. I was kinda thinking she has an idea where this was going.
"I don't remember all that much but I'll tell you what I do remember." I knew she wasn't going to say respond so I continued, "When I walked into his room, I looked at him, noticing he was drunk also," At that point I was starting to get chocked up, and tears started forming in my eyes. "I don't remember exactly how it came about but-" Then she cut me off, and looked with tear filled eyes,
"Miley, please do not tell me you slept with my brother," she chocked out quietly, "Please," she closed her eyes as she pleaded. I looked around to make sure no one was listening before averting my eyes back to her. I nodded my heard sadly, and wiped my own tears.
"I'm so sorry Nessa, I didn't mean for it to happen," I explained frantically. She held her hand up to stop me from talking. I looked at her closely and noticed she was crying.
Soo, that's you all think? Please let me know if I should continue :D
~~Jasmine~~
