APOV (Next Day)

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

I passed by her on the sidewalk and it was as if we were complete strangers.

A tear rolled down her cheek and wanted so bad to wipe it away but I knew that wasn't my place.

And it never would be.

I love her with everything inside of me but she made her choice.

But if she ever wanted me back I would take her back immediately.

[HOOK]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
Cuz I know!
[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

I didn't think she would ever actually do it, but it wasn't like I wasn't going to.

Had she not ended it last night I would have made her decide between me and Dimitri.

But without me needing to say anything, she chose.

She'd broken my heart twice now, and it had been hard to say goodbye.

Because there isn't a right time to say goodbye.

But I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Though I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

It was my fault, I had to admit. I started this affair. If only I'd given up on her.

If only she'd rejected me again.

And I know ending this hurt her, but not as much as having to this behind his back.

[HOOK]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

I saw the pain in her yes.

The battle she was fighting with herself.

I didn't want her to go through this.

Because it was in the moment that I came back to her life that it crushed.

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

I knew what I had to do now.

I had to leave court, and this time forever.

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [2x]
Do you hear me crying?
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [2x]
[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

But I couldn't blame her.

After all, she had done exactly what I told her the when we first began the love affair.

"Follow your heart."

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say

But maybe this was for the best.

But it still didn't stop the pain that ripped me apart.

It didn't stop the need I felt for her.

The addiction I had for her.

I wiped away my tear.

I would and could get over Rosemarie Hathaway.

This was goodbye.

And that was a promise.