I think after this chapter maybe... two more chapters =) Enjoy and like always review!

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Out of all the places I could've gone... I ended up here.

In the ski resort where I met her. I thought maybe, being here, where it all started, would help me.

I walked the same hallways we walked, went to the places she went.

I've dealt with my ghosts
And I've faced all my demons
Finally content with the past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once, I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame
Trapped in the past for too long
I'm moving on

It was a good idea to come here. I faced my ghosts and realized it was better to be without her.

I blamed myself for everything that had happened... and in a way it was... but it was hers too. An I'm okay with everything now.

And right now, that I'm weak, I'm finding my strength.

My strength to let go and move on.

I've lived in this place
And I know all the faces
Each one is different
But they're always the same
They mean me no harm
But it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm moving on

I see people here that I know but have never really dealt with.

One face stands out though. Jailbait.

I'm moving on

There's no point to keep holding on to what I thought I had with Rose.

It wasn't real.

At last I can see
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarentees
But I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind
That those days are gone

Before I got here, when I saw into the future I saw the destruction of myself.

But now...

Now I see a bright future.

One that does not includes Rose.

I had wallowed myself in self-pity and alcohol, but not anymore.

I sold what I could
And packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should
And lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm moving on
I'm movig on
I'm moving on

I loved her with everything I had inside of me.

I had lived my life to the fullest...taking risks like with Rose, but maybe it's time to really settle down.

With someone that's actually available.

I look at Jill and smile.

I'm happy with my past... a past that I regret. But a past that has brought me here today. A past that makes me smile and cry...but hopeful at the same time.

Because I'm moving on.

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Hehehe the next two chapters will be in 3rd POV and in the future ;D and I'm still letting you pick one more song...

A song for Rose and Dimitri =)

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