Disclaimer: I do not own Young Justice or anything related to it nor the songs featured at the beginning of each chapter.

Warning: SLASH (Wally/Dick, Kid Flash/Robin)

A/N: I tried my best guys, I really did try to make it as fast as possible. But I did tell you that I may put it up this week at the latest, and I did so…don't be mad, okay?

Anyway, I hope you like this chapter.

Forgive Me
(by: Evanescence)

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

It had been 3 weeks already and Wally still felt like a total idiot. He hadn't seen Dick since he had kicked him out of his room, but he knew that seeing him would just make it worse.

His uncle had tried to talk to him, to ask what had happened between him and Robin. Yes, he knew they had been dating Wally had told him the exact day Robin had agreed. Barry also knew the boy was extremely sad and kept crying all the time. The older speedster had to deal with Batman's angry questions as to why his nephew had to go and 'Tear the kid's heart apart' as he put it. Barry couldn't give him any answers tough. Wally wasn't willing to discuss it with anyone.

He had even chickened out of two missions at Gotham, just so he wouldn't see Robin. He couldn't face the boy, he was so ashamed of himself. What was worse he had to endure his uncle's description of Robin begging him to contact Wally and all the questions the small boy kept shooting about the redhead.

All of his teammates were mad at him. In the 4 missions they had those weeks, he had lacked the help of any of them when he was in trouble. (Well, with the exception of Aqualad and Wally was pretty sure, the Atlantean had only done it because he is the leader of the team and it wouldn't have looked good if he had let him die.)

Not even M'gann would talk to him, she only looked at him with slight anger and disappointment. Artemis kept blaming him for Robin's departure and took any opportunity to make him feel like crap and Superboy, looked a second away from hitting him every time they were in the same room. Not that he didn't deserve it.

He was currently sulking in his room, trying to remember when exactly he had decided he should ruin his relationship with Dick.

He had been so stupid. He was aware the boy was two years younger than him, but he sometimes forgot. Dick was so smart, so strong and so determined, Wally sometimes forgot the age gap.

'Still, that was no reason to practically go and rape my own boyfriend.' Wally's brain couldn't help but pointing out.

Dick had looked so scared, Wally had just wanted to hang himself. He had brought that fear to his eyes, that almost unnoticeable shaking to his hands.

It wasn't like he was dating Dick for sex, he was just so, beautiful and alluring, he hadn't been able to stop himself.

"I just…I'm not ready Wally."

Dick had said it so hesitantly, as if Wally would hit him or something. He knew Dick wasn't ready, but he had lost himself in the boy's body and the small noises he was making.

"Get dressed and go away."

He knew he shouldn't have been so harsh on him, he even made his blue-eyed angel cry. But he had to, he was scared of himself. If he lost it like that again he could really hurt Dick.

"I'm scared."

His little bird afraid of him? How had he let that happen? He was supposed to protect him, to make him happy, not to go and…lose control of himself.

The way Dick looted at him when he told him to leave, it took everything in him not to cry. Not to hold him and tell him everything would be okay. He looked so broken…

But Wally had to make him leave, Dick deserved better. He deserved a respectful boyfriend, someone who would wait forever until he was ready.

That was the thing though. Wally had always believed he was that guy. The guy that would treasure Dick forever and make him feel special and loved. But then…he had just lost it.

What if he had kept on going? He could never forgive himself. What if next time he didn't stop? It had been hard enough this time, he had heard Dick's voice, not really the words, but that scared tinge to his voice should've been enough. Enough for him to look at the boy and ask if he was okay, if he was ready. Yet he hadn't done it, and now Dick would never be able to trust him again, he would never be able to trust himself.

"I can't believe you, Wally!" The door to his room opened and he sat up in his bed to see Red Arrow standing at the entrance to his room. "How dare you!"

"Roy, what are you doing here?" Wally looked at the older hero, confused. Roy walked into the room closing the door behind him.

"I'm here to kick your ass, that's what I'm doing here!" Wally stood up and stared at Roy scared, figuring Dick must've told him. "I can't believe you were going to use Dick like that! He's too young Wally, you should know that!" Roy pushed him back, Wally managed not to fall and stepped away from Roy, knowing the older redhead could easily beat him into a pulp.

"I know that Roy, I just…messed up." He couldn't look at him anymore, he knew the archer was right.

Roy sighed, he knew Wally was sorry. "What were you thinking?" Roy walked closer to him as Wally sat on the edge of his bed. Roy had lost the threatening glare and now Wally relaxed slightly.

"I wasn't I just…I don't know..." Wally put his head on his hands. Roy just sat next to him. "He was so scared. I scared him, Roy." Wally felt tears rising on his eyes.

"He's more hurt about the kicking him out, you know? Keeps thinking it's his fault, that he did something wrong." Roy looked at Wally, hoping he had a good explanation.

"What? Why would he think that! he thinks that… that he…" Wally stared at Roy dumbstruck, how could Dick believe that? He would never use the boy that way. "He thinks that he had to sleep with me?"

"Yeah, he thinks that you broke up with him because he wouldn't." Roy now knew that Wally wasn't so much of a douche bag, now…if he only knew the real reason. "He thinks it was like…his duty or something, you know, as your boyfriend."

"I would never… I didn't expect him to." Wally ran a hand through his hair, now he knew why Dick had apologized. "I would never break up with him for that…I love him, not his body or...I love him."

"Then why did you throw him out?" Roy would first get his answers, before he stopped hating the speedster.

"I was scared, I had gone so far…I thought I'd lose all control and…" Wally wanted to see Dick right away, tell him he loved him and that he hadn't done anything wrong. That it was his own fault, that he had been an idiot and ruined everything.

"You wouldn't do that Wally. Maybe you lost control now, but…you would never force him." Wally ignored Roy and just looked away.

"But I had already started, maybe not as far but. He had already complained and I…" Tears fell at the thought. He could have hurt Dick, beautiful, sweet Dick that had actually agreed to date a loser like him.

"You wouldn't, you would've stopped Wally, I know you." Roy wasn't lying, he knew Wally would've stopped, he knew he loved the acrobat. "You were just caught up. You would've stopped, even if Dick would've wanted to do it, you wouldn't hurt him, you wouldn't have gone through with it."

"I don't know Roy. I was so entranced…"

"It was just a moment, you just lost control for a second. You just have to make sure that it doesn't happen again." Wally nodded and Roy leaned down so he could look directly at him. "I mean it Wally, it can't happen again."

"I won't let it happen again." Wally looked at him with sad eyes.

"Is that why won't you see him? You're scared it could?"

"Yeah…I don't know, I'm scared I could hurt him." Roy could feel the fear and regret coming from Wally.

"You're hurting him now tough…" Wally looked up at him at that, he hadn't meant to. "He's so sad Wally, you can't do that to him."

"What do I do?" Roy was kind of thrown off by that question, how to answer?

"I guess…you just go apologize and…get him to understand that you don't expect anything but love and companionship from him. And be more careful next time." Wally nodded frantically, knowing the last part was more of a threat than advice.

"I will, I swear." Wally couldn't help but wondering if Dick would even accept him back as his boyfriend. "How come you didn't kick my ass into tomorrow?"

Roy chuckled lightly at that. Now that he had found the reason to this trouble he felt much better, he felt like a weight had been lifted. Now he could stop hating one of his best friends. "Dick made me promise. You know I would've destroyed you if he hadn't." Suddenly Roy just turned towards him and hit him hard on the shoulder.

"Ow! What was that for?" Wally looked at Roy astounded.

"Well, I had to I came here with a purpose after all." He chuckled at Wally's outraged look.

"I thought you promised." Roy started walking to the door.

"Well, the upholding of the promise depended on your explanation." Roy looked seriously at him from his position at the door. "Go make this right Wally."

A/N: Thanks for reading!

I hope you liked this chapter, I tried to put it up fast.

The next chapter could probably be the last, but maybe not, I still have something else for this story, but I don't know if I should just put it here or into a sequel, (give me your thoughts okay?)

Anyway, tell me if I made any mistakes, because I don't have a beta, so I make a lot of mistakes!

Thanks to all who reviewed to last chapter and who ever reviews this one!

-XxFallingxAngelxX

P.S.: SiliHearts and Artistic18, I'm sorry I couldn't answer you, I would've given the story away! But you guys are really smart, you realized what happened!