Okay. I'm SO sorry this one took so long. I had too much schoolwork, so I apologize.
Disclaimer: No... Big Time Rush is not mine :(
Camille lay in her best friend Jo's bed, drowning in her own thoughts. She didn't know how long she had been laying there, trying to fall asleep, and she didn't know how long she would be laying there either. All she knew was that she wasn't getting to sleep anytime soon until she sorted out the mess she made with Logan and Steve.
Now Camille liked Steve. She really liked Steve. He could make her laugh, comfort her when she didn't get a part, and he was always there when she needed him. He was the sweetest guy she'd ever met. Well, next to Logan.
"Wait." she thought. "Next to Logan." Camille realized that no matter how great Steve, or any other guy was, they could never come close to Logan. She would always be comparing them to Logan, and Steve deserved better than that. He deserved someone who liked him just as much as he liked them. Camille knew that she wouldn't want to be with someone who was in love with somebody else. She finally understood what Jo was trying to tell her earlier. She wanted something from Steve that she couldn't have with him, not that she had any idea of what that was.
Camille sighed. She felt like such a hypocrite. Here she was, not too long ago, complaining about how Logan wast putting enough effort into their relationship when she was doing the exact same thing to Steve.
As far as Logan went, words could not express how amazing, how perfect he was for her. He was mellow, but just as crazy as Camille at the same time. They balanced each other out. She loved that he had seen a light in her, when everyone else judged her without even getting to know her. The problem wasn't that she didn't want to be with him, she was afraid. Afraid that Logan would think she was coming on too strong, afraid that their relationship couldn't go any further, afraid that Logan would find someone better. Wait. No Camille. She scolded herself. If Logan doesn't like you for who you are, he wouldn't want to be with you. She was still uncertain, though.
Making up her mind, Camille got up from the bed, and made her way to Steve's house.
After alot of thinking, Camille made up her mind. She had to tell Steve the truth first. She would confront Logan later.
She hesitated before tapping lightly on Steve's door. She didn't know how she was gonna tell him she had cheated on him. She was deathly afraid of having to see that hurt expression that was on Logan's face when he found out she and James had kissed.
Suddenly, the door swung open, revealing Steve. His face broke into a huge smile when he saw her.
"Camille! Hey! I was just thinking about you." he said as he pulled her into an embrace.
Camille gave him a small smile. Steve furrowed his eyebrows. "What's wrong?" he asked, taking her hand in his, concerned.
She looked him in the eyes. "I have to tell you something. It's important." She led him to the couch in the living room and sat him down with her.
"Oh, well that's good. I have something I want to tell you, too. Here, let me go first." Steve said, the smile not leaving his face. Camille sighed. He was so sweet.
"No, Steve, I think I should go first", she started. The sooner she got this off her chest, the better. "I-"
"Will you be my girlfriend?" He blurted out, a hopeful look in his eyes. Camille just stared at him, wide eyed. This was gonna be alot harder than she thought.
Hey guys. Thank you thank you thank you SO much for the reviews and feedback. And sorry this chapter is so short, but I'n going to upload the next chapter later on tonight so don't stress(: It's gonna be really long, I promise. What do you think is gonna happen? What do you WANT to happen? Tell me in your reviews okay? And I can't wait until Big Time Reality on the 26th. I see alot of Logan/Camille moments in this episode.
Love you guys!
