It was weird. I always was my most, vulnerable self around her. I found my heart melting at her very words. She didn't mean to be deliberately seductive. She didn't mean to lure me, into believing anything I didn't want to believe. It was only that, Her voice was enough to make me lose , any sense of reality. That's exactly what happened here. I stumbled on my feet , trying to hold on to the trajectory of her voice ; to afraid to let it go , lest I should lose it. I looked at her, my eyes burning with some unresolved emotion, while every inch of my body lusted with a strange sense of desire. I moved an inch closer, closing in the few feet of distance that separated us, and dared to cup her face, with my bare hands. It would sound odd; I feared my skin would burn at her touch, the skin of a sinner. But nothing happened. An odd sense of calm engulfed me as my mouth and all my senses eased their way into hers.
I could only hear her moan.
The moments passed, as flashes of my memories went gliding by. I wasn't sure they even existed. I was pretty sure , they were figment of my imagination. It was only in my dreams , I had fantasized about being with Elena , being this close, share a part of me , that was still human. No, I knew it was a dream. But it was a pleasant one. I looked up at her , searching for the same heat in her eyes. But something didn't feel right. Her eyes weren't glowing as I hoped , it would. Her lips weren't swollen from the kiss. It was suppose to. I cocked my head , still confused at looked at her closely. The distance hadn't shortened at all. She was standing , where she had been , her eyes looked like stone.
Was I imagination it? All The moments of passion, Were they all a hallucination? She didn't call out my name? what did happen here ? I stared at her , agape, my undead hear beating faster than usual.
"Damon" she said quietly. At least I got that part right.
"I understand you, your feelings for me. I know it keeps you human. But there can't be any us Damon. It's always going to be Stefan" .
It's always going to be Stefan, always, always, always going to be Stefan.