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A/N: Okay everyone I rewrite the first three chapters so please take the time to reread them if you just skipped to the forth chapter. Also please read the A/N that I have on the first chapter it is important! Thank you! The poll for the Succubus's Prayer will be down this weekend for the Poll for Karma to be up. On Monday the 14th is when The Succubus's Prayer poll will be back up.

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Succubus's Prayer

New Day

(BPOV)

I raised my hand to shield my eyes from the warm welcoming sunlight. I was a very rare glorious day in Forks, to bad for me I was in a deep depression from the hole in my heart and so the happy feeling that the day brought was sadly wasted on me.

I wanted nothing more than to crawl far into my mind and let the numbness take over my every being but the warmth of the day and the hunger was stopping that from happening.

The hunger was supporting me through this misery of a broken heart. No, it's not just my heart that's broken it feels like my entire being is broken. The hunger did not want to put up with my pity party any longer, so it show its disproval by letting out a fury of hunger and I was forced to breath in heavy breaths to appeases it.

Once the hunger had its fill I could feel it pulling away from me just a little bit anyway like it was just at arm's length. Watching and waiting when I needed it to help me or when we both needed to feed. I quickly checked the windows outside the hospital to check my eyes, I was relieved to see that they where still the chocolate gold gradient color that I had awoken with instead of that eerie light icy blue color.

I took deep calming breaths; I couldn't break down here and cry. I had to be strong for Charlie and I probable already made him worry sick about me. I could simply have my breakdown in the safety of my own room.

I was pulled out of my little mental pep talk when I felt eyes on me, so I took some quick glances over my shoulders to people looking at me like I was some piece of meat. The hunger had already had been fed, so safe to say it was annoyed as much I was about all this unwanted attention.

A sigh escaped my lips as I surveyed the parking lot for Charlie and my gaze narrowed in on the cruiser.

"Bella over here!" Charlie said waving me over to him and offered him a small smile as I headed in his direction.

I had to walk passed a group of young interns and much to my dismay most of them where male. I could feel their gaze on me as they started to whistle and cat call as I walked closer to them to get to my father. The hunger did not like the disrespect they were showing me and I like I was being mocked at. Human men found me attractive but the angelic beauty I had given my heart to didn't want me.

I just wanted to given to the pain and wrap my arms around myself and just let the tears come. No, I will not break down here! I'll stand tall until I'm alone with my pain. I can't let anyone see how hurt I really am.

Moment caught my attention only to see one of the interns making his way to me as his buddies were snickering at the upcoming show. I heard a low menacing growl come from behind me so my curiosity got the better of me so I turn around to look at none other them that Sam guy from before in all his intimidating muscular glory and of course a light blush covers my cheeks. I chance a glance at the guy that was trying to approach me, only to see him frozen in mid stride and growing paler by the second.

The guy quickly turned on his heels and ran straight back to his little group. I gave Sam a simple small in thanks and he just gave a nod in acknowledgement. I watched as Sam made his way to an old looking pickup truck by the woods. I quickly jogged over to Charlie, not wanting any more men trying to see if they can get lucky with me and with my intimidating savior gone it was sure to happen. At that thought I all but ran to Charlie. As I was approaching Charlie I noticed that Jacob wasn't with him.

"Hey, Ch-dad where's Jake?" I asked as I let my eyes scan the parking lot for any sign of him.

"Don't worry Bells! Jake took Billy to the dinner already and we're going to meet them there." Dad explained.

"Okay." I said in a defeated voice. I was hoping Jacob would be here I need that odd happy warmth that he had. I just really wanted to smile and feel generally happy again and Jacob does that without even trying.

I could almost fell myself about to fall into the hole in my chest but the hunger was there ready to catch me if I did. I let out an exhausted sigh as I got into the passenger side of the cruiser after I through my bag in the trunk.

The ride to the diner was silent and neither Charlie nor I wanted to talk, then again he was never one to show that much emotion to anyone really. My mind wondered to the encounter that I had at the hospital with Sam. I still didn't understand what that was or hell I didn't even know if I was human any more.

Suddenly my world was spinning and I was being slightly crushed by something warm with rock hard muscles until I realize it was Jake and one of his costume bear hugs. I smiled and giggled at this realization, I couldn't help it Jake was just so…so I don't know how to describe it. I guess it was his aura maybe but whatever it was it was just wonderful to be around him.

"Jake …I …need…t-to…breathe." I breathlessly giggled out.

"Sorry Bells." He chuckled as he set my feet firmly on the ground. He released my waist and shoved his hands into his pockets all the while with a smile that easily out shone the sun and I couldn't help but to smile back at him.

I just stared at Jacob for a while just taking him in and the hunger seemed to approve, of what I don't know.

"Come on Bells! Let's get something to eat." Jacob stated holding out his hand for me with my smile on his lips and with a nod of my head I gladly took it with a smile of my own.

The dinner at the diner was… amazing! I mean the food was okay but Jake had me laughing the entire night. The pain that I felt that was caused when they left was nonexistent. I was smiling and laughing the entire time and they were all real, I was generally happy. The hunger was pleased that I was enjoying myself. It was nice and the truth is I never felt more alive. Me and Jake actually had a French fry fight, like we were both little kids and when one of the chocolate milkshake dripped French fries hit dad square in the forehead Jake and me were laughing so hard we almost wet ourselves as Billy chuckled while Charlie just ate the French fry that hit him with an amused expression.

After we all ate and had our fill of food we said good bye to each other and headed to our own homes. The pain in my chest wasn't there it was in fact close to being nonexistent even without Jake near. Then again I was still on my happy Jacob high.

When Charlie and I got home, we started getting ready for bed.

"Bells, the doctor doesn't want you to be in school for the next few days okay?" Charlie yelled from where he was on the stairs as I was putting the leftovers in the fridge.

"Okay dad." I replied as I finished up my task clearly still in my good mood.

That how ever did not last as I entered my room as his smell and memories came flooding over me. It took me some time to realize that I was crying over my broken heart as the hunger tried to get my mind to remember something else. So the encounter with Sam came to mind and the time I spent with Jacob today just made me feel bubbly. Once I was in a better mood I quickly got ready for bed and then I had just really felt how exhausted by today's events that I easily let sleep take me with a relieved smile on my lips as I was pulled into a dreamless sleep that night. The last thought I had was a hopeful up lifting one.

That maybe I can get through this and find some sort of happiness with Jake and the hungers help of course.

To be continued…