I cut myself today No One.
Purposely, with a piece of my recently broken pencil sharpener.
Noah noticed in Glee, but he never said anything, but after Glee when he gave me my ride home, as Finn just decided as if I didn't exist, told me if I ever need to talk, he was there. I am very thankful to Noah; he stopped being mean to me after we dated for those three days. He gets the football team to stop hitting me. It's nice.
I sang a solo today, in front of everyone, and they all laughed at me. I found it very rude. I tutor them all mostly, I help them with anything they need, I make sure that they don't get into too much trouble, and when anyone at school goes to jail, who pays their bail? I believe that's me.
Why do I give so much?
I hate it.
I hate myself.
I should just kill myself and save everyone the trouble I give them.
Noah wouldn't like that.
Rachel Barbara Berry,
I need someone to save me.
Please.
October 17th.