I've set things up so that you can easily skip over this if you're not into smut, cause I know not everyone is into smut. So basically, if you want to skip it, bail when you see fit. But you should probably read some of it. Now, I've never written smut before, so any notes or anything would be great, just so I can try to improve things.

Enjoy!

By the time Chris' birthday rolled around, everyone had settled into a comfortable routine. Lea and Dianna took turns quizzing Chris on his nightly events with Darren, but he didn't mind too much. Him and Darren had talked about it and come to an understanding. If cuddling helped Chris sleep, Darren would do it every night. He'd even admitted that he slept better with Chris close by. Darren had gone out for drinks with the rest of the cast on certain nights, only to find Chris shopping or ordering porn on the pay per view in his sleep.

It didn't take him very long to realize that Chris didn't sleepwalk on the nights Darren slept with him.

But tonight was Chris' 21st birthday. He'd spent the day (after rehearsal) shopping with the girls for a new outfit. They'd decided it was time Chris was able to join them at a club after the show.

Chris was having a great time. He was dancing with everyone who approached him.

Darren hadn't taken his eyes off Chris all night. Watching him dance with other guys was driving him nuts. He'd had a few beers, not enough to make him tipsy, just enough to take the edge off.

Around 2 in the morning, Cory decided it was time to get everyone to bed. Whenever they went out, they designated one person to stay sober, and make sure everyone got back alive. They took turns, unless someone volunteered. Cory collected the group and insisted that everyone walk with their room partner, just to make life easier.

And that's how Darren and Chris ended up strolling down the street, hand in hand.

Chris was humming some song they had heard in the club. He didn't seem to notice Darren staring at him for a few minutes.

Chris glanced at Darren and smiled. "What are you looking at?"

"You look amazing in this light. The moon against your face..." Darren shook his head slowly. "Its delicious."

Chris blushed and looked away. "You can't just say things like that."

"Sure I can. Its true. I just, god Chris, I just wanna touch you."

Cory stopped up ahead, causing Chris to stop suddenly and stumble. Darren caught him and set him upright.

"Okay, everyone go up to your rooms and lock the doors. Make sure you chug a glass of water and take two aspirin before passing out to avoid the hangover. Night guys!" Cory took off into the elevator with a few of the others.

Darren waiting for them to be able to get an empty elevator before pulling Chris in with him and smashing their lips together.

Chris wrapped his arms around Darren, deepening the kiss. Chris could taste the beer on Darren's tongue. Darren pulled away suddenly, pressing soft kisses to Chris' throat.

"You can't walk around in jeans as tight as those, and dance with guys and expect me to not get jealous." he barely took his lips off Chris to say the words.

The elevator opened and Darren pulled Chris out. He pushed Chris up against the wall next to their door, moving so Chris' right leg was between his legs, pressed right against him.

"Do you see what you're doing to me?"

Chris nodded and reached into his pocket for his key to open the door. He pushed Darren in the room and pressing their lips together again.

Darren shrugged out of his jacket and grabbed Chris' ass, pulling him even closer.

Chris broke away for air and started removing more clothes. "We need less clothes."

Darren nodded, and begun shedding his layers. "Bed."

Darren's shirt fell to the ground, followed closely by Chris'. They oggled each other's bodies for a few seconds before Chris nodded, knowing exactly what he wanted. He'd wanted it forever. He'd thought of this moment so many times, he actually pinched himself to make sure he wasn't day dreaming again. He tossed Darren down on the bed and strattled his waist.

Darren exhaled. "Chris, you're beautiful." He sat up as much as he could with Chris on him, using his elbows to hold him up. "Are you sure about this?"

"Oh my god, you don't want to." he tried to slide off, but Darren's hand moved to hold his thigh in place.

"No no, I do. I REALLY do, but you've been drinking. If we're going to, I want it to matter. I want you to remember it. I want you to know that I wanted this, just as much as you do. Most of all, I don't want you to think that I took advantage or anything. I want you, I want us. I want it all with you."

Chris had a tear in his eye by the end of Darren's little speech. "Darren, I have to tell you something."

Darren nodded. "Anything."

"I didn't drink that much. I wasn't really in the mood to get falling down drunk. I switched to regular diet coke after the first drink and played it up so no one would catch on and insist on getting me wasted."

Darren looked at him suspiciously. "But when we were walking you almost fell..."

Chris laughed. "That's because I'm a klutz."

Darren shook his head, smiling. "Well the drink thing is a really good idea." Darren flipped them around so Chris was laying under him. "I'll need to remember that for the next time they drag me out with them." Darren started attacking Chris' neck.

Chris closed his eyes before gently pushing Darren away. "Wait, how much did you have to drink?" Chris knew that he wanted to do this, but what if it was just the alcohol making Darren want to?

Darren shook his head. "I'm not drunk. I only had two beers, Chris. Call it liquid courage, but I've been wanting to do this since I met you. I was just...confused."

Chris nodded. "Just...stop me if we're going too fast, or if you get uncomfortable. Okay?"

Darren nodded and pressed his lips back to Chris' collarbone. He begun trailing kisses down Chris' chest before looking up through his eyelashes. "Can I?" he motioned to Chris' pants.

Chris nodded. "You too though."

Darren nodded and got up off the bed to take off his pants. Chris slid out of his own just in time for Darren to plop down on top of him again. With less clothing between them, it was fairly evident they were both hard as rock. Darren slid his tongue into Chris' mouth while his hand started working Chris' cock.

Chris moaned into Darren's mouth. Darren grinned before planting a line of kisses all the way down Chris' chest and taking his erection in his hand. He looked up at Chris before taking all of him in his mouth. Chris had never gotten a blow job before, but ohmygod this was amazing. Chris reached down, knotting his hands in Darren's hair.

"Oh my god" Chris panted as Darren ran his tongue up and down his shaft. Where the hell did he learn to do that? "Darren, I'm so close." Chris continued panting and moaning. He tried pulling Darren off his cock before he came, but it hadn't worked. He came hard, right in Darren's mouth. Much to his surprise, Darren didn't stop. He kept sucking and swallowed everything.

He took his mouth off Chris and planted a long, passionate kiss on his lips. Chris could taste himself on Darren's tongue, which was so hot, had he not just come, he'd probably be hard again. He could feel Darren's erection pressing against his leg. He continued kissing Darren, flipping them again so Chris was on top. Chris pulled away and started moving down to return the favour when Darren stopped him.

Chris looked at him. "Sorry, was I going too fast?"

Darren shook his head. "Not at all...just...I've never...ya know..." he looked down.

Chris was suddenly very confused. "You're not telling me you're a virgin. I don't believe that for a second."

Darren laughed. "No, I've just never gotten a blowjob before. I've given them a few times, but never received. Not even from a chick."

Chris smiled. "Well, lets change that." He moved down and held Darren's legs down the way his first had. He knew that if you weren't used to it, thrusting was common, and it could hurt. Chris took Darren in his hands and slowly took Darren in his mouth. He immediatly tried to thrust into Chris' mouth, but thankfully, Chris was able to hold him down.

"Chris..." Darren threw his head back, running his hands through his own hair and moaning aloud. "Oh god, Chris, I'm so close." Chris kept sucking until Darren was coming down his throat. Chris swallowed like a pro, not letting Darren out of his mouth until he was going soft.

Chris grinned and crawled up to the head of the bed so he was right next to him. Darren was laying there in what Chris called his "post orgasm haze". Chris turned off the light and laid down next to him. Darren laid seperatly for a few minutes before cuddling up to Chris.

"I'm a bit of a cuddle whore."

Chris laughed and wrapped an arm around Darren. "Goodnight, Darren."

Darren smiled, already half asleep. "Goodnight, Chris."