Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN KINGDOM HEARTS OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS {no matter how much i want to T^T} I do own Xamme though!


I finally reached my room. As I walked in, again, I heard someone calling my name. Except, this time he was right in front of me. "ZEXION!" I yelled as glomped him. I was so happy to see him and tell him on what had happened today! He didn't return the hug… instead he slowly pushed me away. That hurt…. "W-why'd you do that?" I whimpered. "Where were you all day?" He sounded upset. Why would he be mad? Did he have something planned? "I was doing recon…"

"With Axel?" he sounded even angrier.

"Well yes and no…" I looked down.

"What do you mean …yes and… no?" I could hear that he was talking through his teeth.

"Well he met up with a friend there… so I kinda had to do the mission on my own…."

"…"

I looked up. "A-are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong?" I reached my hand out to him. I only for him to back up. I felt tears forming in my eyes. "Did you do anything else on your recon?" He looked away. 'What the hell is happening…?'

"Umm… like what?" I was confused. What did he want to know?

"…"

I was getting tired of this game. I quickly went to go hug him. I buried my face in his chest, holding him tightly, refusing to let go. I looked up to see him glaring at me. I never did like it when people close to me glared at me or were mad at me. I wanted to back up. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to cry so much. But I sucked it up. "Why are mad at me?" I asked, barely above a whisper.

"You know why…" he looked at me sternly.

I was confused… if I knew I already would have apologized. "No I don't… please tell me…."

He sighed sadly. He shoved me to the ground, I fell, head hitting the floor, and it hurt immensely. "Don't act like you don't know", was what he said before he left. And those words kept replaying in my mind.

I sat up and started to cry. I squeezed my legs tightly, burring my face in them. 'What the hell did I do now? Why is Zexion so mad at me? Did I do something to offend him?' I kept crying and crying. The tears just didn't seem to stop. He has never done that to me before. 'Does this mean… we're through?' my eyes widened with fear of this thought. I didn't want it to be over. I just kept crying and crying until sleep overwhelmed me.

The next day…

"Hey… Xamme?" I heard a voice come from behind the door. I was laying on my bed. I didn't want to get up. I didn't want to answer. I wanted to be alone. I know Saix will later kill me for it… but I didn't care... "Xamme? It's me Axel… can you open up?" I heard the plead in his voice. But I didn't want to see anyone. "Xamme? Is something wrong? Saix is getting pissed." See what did I tell you…. "Xamme… are you alright?" I could tell he was worried. "I'm fine… just please… leave me alone…", I pleaded. "Do you want me tell Saix your sick?" he asked. That's what we always did. If somebody here felt like they didn't work… we would just say that person was sick. And if they were sick… well for once we were telling the truth. "Yeah…" I sighed. "Okay… I hope you get better", that was a sign that someone was there… either Saix, Xemnas, or someone who would tell. "What's wrong with Xamme?" I could tell that was Saix's voice. "She's sick and doesn't want to see anyone, not even me" Axel sighed. "What about Zexion?" I could tell he smirked. Usually that would always get me caught. But not today. "What about me?" I heard him call from a distance. I suddenly felt my heart sink. "Xamme's sick"

"Oh…" just hearing his voice at the moment wanted to make me cry… which I was.

"Yeah… so we just wanted to see if she wanted to see you…"

"Obviously she is really sick this time…" I heard Saix say as he walk away.

"Usually Xamme always wants to see you…" Axel said with thought.

"Well, I sure as hell don't want to see her", yeah that didn't… hurt… it killed.

"What?" Axel sounded confused.

"She's a little whore" I heard him say as he walked away. I felt my heart about to rip apart into little pieces. I heard Axel run after him. "You can't talk about her that way!" I could hear him shout. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to leave…. I took off my organization coat and dark corridored out of here. I was wearing noodle strap tank top that came to my belly button and black jeans. I could care less where I went… as long as it was away from here…. I first stopped at 'my roof' it was drizzling. I could care less. I just needed to know where I would go. I paced back and forth thinking of where I would go… then it hit me! DESTINY ISLANDS!

I heard someone behind me. "So you weren't sick…" I could tell he was smiling. "Shit…" I whispered. "You know the penalty for lying and dress code rules" I just hated his voice. I heard him come closer. I turned to face him. His hand reaching from mine. I slowly backed away. "You need to get home. NOW!" Saix demanded. I stuck out my tongue, "I don't wanna!" Behind him, I could see a dark corridor opening and him coming out of it. My eyes widened. "GET OVER HERE NOW!" Saix growled. "Saix…?", he was looking straight at me…. "Not now number VI" he growled more. " I need to talk to Xamme…", he was still looking at me. The last thing I needed at the moment was to talk to him. I was getting closer to the edge. "Nowhere to run", he smirked evilly, trying to reach for my arm. I jerked away."I could always jump", I smacked back. "You wouldn't", his smile fell, almost grabbing my arm. "Watch me", I stuck out my tongue and jumped off the roof, before he could completely grab me. "XAMME!" I heard them both yell my name. I quickly opened a dark corridor to Destiny Islands before I fell to the ground.

As soon as I opened the dark corridor, I fell right into the sand. I spitted out some sand that was in my mouth. Didn't like the taste so much. "Yo! Xamme!" I heard someone exclaim. I looked up to see Wakka running up to me. "Hey!" I yelled as I got up. "Didn't expect you to come this soon!" he laughed. I laughed too. "Came here to do work again?"

I shook my head. "Nope! Just to relax!", I smiled. I was usually good at pretending I was okay… when the pain has been going on for some time.

" That's awesome man! Hey why you wearing all black? You some kinda goth chick?", he asked staring weirdly at my clothes.

"Similar", I laughed. "Nah, it's just my job is also my home and we're only allowed to wear black."

"That must suck…. Hey do you have some munny on you?" he asked smiling.

"Yeah I think I might some on me. Why?" I asked curiously.

"Y'know to take you shopping! Me and some friends were already planning to go!"

"Sounds like fun! You sure it'll be okay with your friends though…" I asked worried.

"They won't mind at all!" He grinned.

"Okay I'll go then!" I smiled. Luckily I did have some and plus I jacked my dad's credit card and he always has a lot of munny on it!

"Awesome!" he exclaimed as he grabbed my hand and started to tug me to the dock. "Dat there is my boat… you can ride in with me if you want!" I could have sworn he just blushed right there! "Sure!" I smiled. "Ladies first", he gestured. I nodded and hopped on. He paddled all the way to shore considering I didn't know how too. "So why where you on the beach alone?" I asked curiously. He shrugged. " I always like going there in the mornings. It's calming y'know?" He smiled. I nodded understanding. We finally hit shore. "Um… so.. we didn't plan to go shopping until this afternoon… but if you want we could buy you something quick to change into?" He looked embarrassed asking this question and was scratching the back of his head. "Sure… but um…do your friends not get along with 'goth chicks'?" I struggled not to laugh. "It's not that… they might think it's weird though…" he looked away. "Okay! I'm always up for change!" I grinned. He smiled "Okay let's go!" he grabbed my hand again and led me to the bus stop.

The bus didn't take long to arrive. We sat together the whole ride into town. I was familiar with some of the sites. I guess I didn't hit all the spots.

Soon the bus came to a stop. "This is our stop!" he exclaimed getting up. I got up too and followed him. "So where we going first?" I asked curiously. "Well, how 'bout Kohl's?" he offered. "Sure!" I smiled. "Okay then! Let's go!" he started to walk. I followed. "So you off work or something?" he asked turning to me. "Nah… I guess you could say I escaped", I giggled. "Oh… any particular reason?" he looked curious. "Things… are going bad with… someone I care about… and I didn't want to face him today… so I left…"

"Oh… so man troubles?"

I blushed "Something like that…."

"Oh… if I can know… what did he do?"

"We got in a fight…"

"Did he hurt you?" he stopped in his tracks.

"…"

"Sorry…."

"No its alright… it just hurts remembering…."

"So he did hurt you…."

I nodded meekly.

"That bastard…."

I looked up to him to see pain in his eyes. "Don't worry about it… I'm fine now…." I sort of lied.

"Sure…" I can tell he didn't believe me "So are you gonna quit?" he asked… I could see that he was controlling his anger.

"I kinda already did by taking off the coat… y'know the one I wore yesterday."

"Oh… well that's good. I mean why stick around people who will hurt you… right?" he grinned.

I smiled back "Your right." And he was right.

He started to walk again. "Well let's go before it gets too late…" he started to run. I ran after him, laughing. I don't think I remember ever enjoying myself like this.

We finally arrived at Kohl's, almost out of breath. "Well that was fun!" Wakka said laughing. "Yeah!" I said after I caught up with my breathing. "'Kay! Let's go in!" he said walking in. I followed. "The girl section is that way", he pointed to the right. "I'll be in the guy section… come when you're done!" I nodded and headed to the right. As soon as I got to the girl section… I was… disgusted! They were all girly clothes! It was humiliating being here! But… I had to admit… some of them looked cute…. Then I came across some Abby Dawn apparel. This was the best I seen so far! But there were only so many! I quickly picked a sleeveless shirt that was hung a little above the boobs. It was gray, with what looked like claw marks in purple values (dark purple at the ends fading into light purple in the middle) on the front. Then a skirt that and black and white designs. I couldn't make them out. And a sweater to go over that was purple, pink, mostly gray and white with designs that I couldn't make out either. They all overlapped each other. They all fit perfectly! I just wanted leggings…. I went to look for the bra section. Because that's where they always had leggings. I quickly went. I found what I was looking for and went to the guy section where Wakka said he'd be. The guy's had SO much cooler clothing! I was jealous. I quickly saw Wakka and apparently he saw me too. "Hey! I see you found new clothing!" he grinned. "Yeah… but I see they guys have way cooler clothing!" "So you're more of a tomboy then?" he asked. "Yeah I guess…" I laughed. He smiled. "So you wanna check out now?" I nodded. "Kay!" He lead me to the cash register. I was about to take out my munny when he stopped me. "I'll buy!" he grinned. "No… I can't let you do that!" I exclaimed. "Why not?" he looked confused. "'Cause you can't!" I whimpered. "Please!" he pleaded. "Why do you even want to?" I asked curiously. "'Cause I want to!" he grinned evilly. I gave in "Fine! But only this once!" He nodded. "'Kay. I'll keep that in mind!" he laughed. I laughed too. I felt somewhat guilty when he bought my clothing.

"So you have any place to change?" he asked once we were outside. I shook my head "Nope." "Wanna come to my place and change there?"

"Well I have nowhere else too so… sure!" I grinned.

"Kay! Then I'll escort you there! It's not far from here!" he smiled.

I nodded. He began to walk and I followed. We walked about 10 minutes before getting to his house. "Here we are!" he said pointing to his house. "WOW!" I said in amazement. It was so beautiful! It was a light blue color with navy blue roofing. It was at least 2 stories high and had a balcony on the second floor. White Chairs were out on the balcony. Along the sides of the house flowers grew, mostly red and pink roses. And the sidewalk leading to the house just looked amazing. It was breathtaking. "You like?" he asked with amusement. I nodded, "It's so beautiful!" I said amazed. I heard him scratch the back of his head. "Thanks… anyways let's go inside!" he said starting to walk in. I followed again. 'If the outside is breathtaking I can't wait to see the inside!' I thought to myself. And I was right. The inside looked much more beautiful. When you walking in there was a wall to hang your coat and keys for the cars, also a mat to take your shoes off. I took them off. Then you went to the right and the floor became a tan carpet the led to the living room. The living room was gorgeous! There were 3 sofas in the middle of the living room, making almost a square except one side was missing. To the left was a real fireplace! And above it plasma screen TV. And it was HUGE! Then next to it on the right were slide doors leading to the backyard. "Xamme!" I turned to look at Wakka, shocked. "I've been calling your name for five minutes!"

"Sorry… it's just that your house… it's so beautiful!"

"T-thanks… anyways do you want to change now? Or do you want to keep looking?" he chuckled.

"I'll change now… where's the bathroom?" I asked turning to look at him. I think he was blushing again.

"It's though that door, the first one on the left."

"Thank you", I smiled and followed his directions. I went into the bathroom to change. The bathroom was also breathtaking. I know that's weird. The shower curtains where a light blue with ducks on them. And over the mirror hung candles and fake vines. The sink was marble. That's as much detail as I'm going to give. I quickly changed leaving my old clothing in the bag. I walked back out into the living room. "I'm done changing." Wakka turned to look at me. He stared at me with wide eyes and started to blush. "W-what? You don't like?" I asked looking down. "N-no it's not that… actually you like beautiful!" he stammered. I blushed. "Really?" I looked up. "Yeah!" I smiled. He grinned. "Wanna watch some TV 'till we have to go?" he asked about to sit down. I went to go sit down with him. "Sure!" I smiled. "'Kay what you wanna watch?" he asked curiously. "I don't know… whatever you want to." "Kay." He turned it on. And for some time we watched ICarly.


A/N: Hmm... I wonder what Zexion was gonna say to Xamme before she jumped.

Thank God she has good timing skills xD

I think Wakka likes her xD

Wakka: I-I DO NOT!

Me: Sure... riiighhht...

Wakka: -death glare-