Hey, It's me again. Look I am SO sorry I haven't updated. Please forgive me I have a bunch of homework now and I got quarter exams coming up on Friday and today's Thursday and to add to that I had a music concert Today. I'm seriously busy and I didn't update Sunday because I had to got the dentist and see about getting my braces on next month and I was sick that whole week I didn't even go to school. I will shut-up now and let you read on (: and I promise to make it up by making chapter way… longer for you :] or I will try to …
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Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin' of the days, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
I'll Be Missing You- Puff Daddy
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Last Time on 'My Love Story'
"Hey what bout your lovely handsome and way cooler brother over here." Emmett said walking towards Edward with a half grin.
"Don't worry Emmett..." He took another breath. "You always have a little special place in my heart for most annoying yet lovin' bro." He half smiled. His heart monitor was slowing down and was now dangerously low.
"I love you forever ilmio piccolo Angelo." He whispered to me in Italian, his eyes fluttered closed and as his eyes closed his heart monitor stopped beating. He's gone, He's really gone. I started crying and Emmett came up to me and engulfed me into a hug.
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Now on 'My Love Story'
Bell's P.O.V.
"H-he's g-gone. He's re- really gone." I whisper into Emmett's shirt while he was holding me up.
"Hey, shh... It's okay. He is in a better place now. He's not in pain anymore." He whispered into my hair.
**sniffle**
"Yeah, yeah your right he's in a better place now." 'Hopefully' I thought to my self. "Why did he have to go though…" I said my voice raspy.
"Hey, Thing happen for a reason. Who knows, maybe you were meant to find Edward to know what love is and get ready to meet your real true love." He said all smarty-pants like.
"When did you become such a genius. I thought you were all looks." I said sniffling between some words.
"Hey, no worries. No matter what I will ALWAYS be here for you. Okay?" At this point I was just looking at him with such gratefulness in my eyes. He was really like a big brother to me.
I started to get tears in my eyes and I knew Emmett seen them coming because he took me into his arms again and started to brush his fingers through my hair.
"Bella?" I turned around and saw Esme with red puffy eyes and messy hair. I just ran up to her and hugged her, we were both crying into each others arms.
"Oh, Bella. What are we going to do." Said Esme. Finally letting go of me and looking me straight into my eyes.
"I honestly don't know Esme. We have to try and move on even though it will be very difficult. I-I just don't know what I'm going to do with out him. I don't know h-how I'm gonna go on with out him there to help me. God Esme, We haven't even had any kids yet." I started to cry once I finished my last sentence. 'We never even got to have kids.' I thought to myself and cried even harder while Esme sat me down on a near by chair.
They had just taken Ed- his body to the morgue. 'God I can't even say his name anymore.'
"Bells, Honey." I looked up to see my dad with glassy eyes.
"Oh, Dad…" I got out of my chair and jumped into his arms.
"There there, Bells. It's gonna be okay. He's in a better place now. You always know he Loved you, he may be gone but he will stay right in here"- He pointed to my heart-"In your heart always, and you have to know he's watching over you now." What my Dad said was true. I will always have in my heart, and I just know he's still here with us, watching us.
"Come on Bells. I'll drive you home. It's not safe for you to drive in the condition your in right now. Okay?" I only nodded, not trusting my voice. My dad let go of me and just put an arm around my shoulder while leading me out of the room, through the hallway, and through the waiting room/lobby, and finally outside to his cruiser.
The whole ride to my house was quiet. While Charlie was driving, I just stared out the passenger window at the green blur passing me by.
Finally, we came to a stop in front of my house.
"Thanks for the ride Dad, but what about my car?" I asked. "It's still at the hospital."
"Don't worry bout it Bells, I'll have somebody pick it up and drop it off here. 'Kay?"
"Okay, Bye Dad. I Love You." I said just above whisper but loud enough for Charlie to hear.
"Bye Bells, Love You too." I got out of the car and walked up to my house and looked back to wave my Dad bye. Then he was gone. I went into the house up to my bedroom. I went into my closet and got some pajamas to go to bed in and just settled for some gray sweat pants and a Black long sleeved shirt. I put my hair up into a pony tail and went into bed, But before I could do that I said a quick prayer. 'Please God, Let me know somehow that Edward is okay and that he's with you. Please, If he is, PLEASE let him know I Love him forever and always and he always has a place in my heart. Amen.'
When I was done I crawled into my bed and tried to get some sleep, for Edwards sake and for mines too.
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It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time…
I'll Be Missing You-Puff Daddy
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