I DON'T OWN SHUGO CHARA XD OK WELL AFTER THINKING FOR A WHILE I DECIDED THERE WILL BE A FEW MORE CHAPTERS TO THIS BECAUSE I DECIDED I WANT IT TO BE AT LEAST TO 20.
WHEN DEATH RETURNS:
Chapter 16- passion
(Amu pov)
My mom had told me she had talked to my school, and told them I had been out of town. I would be going back to school Monday and for once I really didn't mind. I had seen my dad once since yesterdays incident, lets just say it was hard not to voice my anger or breaking down. I was thankful when he left for work, I was scared if I was around him to long my mask would break. Allowing all the emotions to just pour out like an overflowing cup. I didn't know how long I could avoid him when I was grounded and well he was my dad so I was bound to see him at some point each day. I could tell my mom knew something was bothering me so I attempted to avoid her to, it seemed silly trying to avoid my own parents. My mom had called her work saying she would be there in an hour. When she finished I told her I would be upstairs practicing my piano skills. My mom knew not to go in that room without my permission, I would wait in this room till she left. I was thank full when I heard the car pulling out of the driveway exactly an hour later. I was heading down the stairs when I heard a noise come from my room I froze in place, I could have sworn my mom left already. I walked into my room only I didn't find my mom, instead I found my dad staring out my window. "Amu dear can you please tell your daddy where the lock is." His tone seemed caring but I felt the unspoken threat that layed behind his words and knew it was an act. I took a step back just as he turned around however when I went to move again I found it felt as if some invisible force held me in place. His face was now contorted into a look that will haunt me for the rest of my life. There is no way this could be the same man who had raised me. If it really is then he must be the best actor in the world, he stopped when he was right in front of me. My whole body was screaming run and my mind was sent into a panicked frenzy but I was unable to move even a half inch. "Whats wrong little sparrow you look scared, don't tell me your scared of the man who raised you." He smirked and I knew he could see the anger, hurt, and fear in my eyes. He was toying with me on purpose making me fear him twisting the knife he had stabbed me with himself. "I'm hurt my darling daughter is afraid of me after all I have done for her" he bent his head until his lips were near my ear. "I will get the lock but for now this will be a secret between you and me. Until then you are to act as normal as you can or well... your friends will go missing starting with that boy of yours." He snapped and I fell to the ground my body unable to support me I felt as if my bones had turned to jello. He was walking out my bedroom door, "W-why?" He paused walking back crouching down so he was looking me in the eyes. "Why. You mean why did I trick you and not tell you?" I nodded the best I could, for a second I saw my old dad in his eyes before it was gone. "Understand everything I have done is for you, that is all I will say." With that he vanished leaving me alone and feeling hurt. Tears sprang to my eyes and I didn't even bother to fight them I didn't move I just layed there.
(Ikuto pov)
I paced continuously back and forth nonstop, what the hell was I supposed to do. I know I have a year but what the hell how can I choose between my family and the girl I love. I shook my head deciding I didn't want to think about losing either yet. "Ikuto?" I turned to see Utau standing in my doorway, " Ikuto you know sometimes you have to let go of things whether you want to or not. In the end its your choice but remember ill support you no matter what." I hugged her something I hadn't done in a while, " thanks Utau." After that I had a slight idea of what I would do , but until the time came I would enjoy my life and time. I smiled as I picked up my phone texting all of my friends asking them to meet me at the park tomorrow. With that I layed down and fell asleep.
(Amu pov)
~next day~
I woke up in my bed, I don't remember climbing in bed I stared around but shrugged it off. I starred at the clock stretching I got dressed I found a note when I went down stairs. ( Amu we had to go to work love you! Oh and after your father and I talked and he convinced me to let you off of your grounding so behave.) I smiled slightly but then the events of yesterday ran through my mind leaving me confused and wondering whether my dads words could have been the truth. What if he really had a reason for his actions and lies... Then maybe everything wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Something he said all of a sudden came to my mind, what d-did he mean by lock? I was even more confused if possible. I decided to tell the others I was off grounding, so I texted them and sent it to them all. I decided maybe I shouldn't go out today despite being free of grounding. As soon as I sat down my phone went off multiple times, I skimmed through each one. When I got to Ikuto's message I read it smiling before I replied.
I- Awesome now I can see my little strawberry ;D
A- Eh... well I'm just glad now I can go spend time with Tadase :)
I- :( you hurt me Amu
A- Oh calm down I was kidding any ways Ill ttyl love ya 3
I- Wait before you ditch me later can you meet me at the park?
A- Um... what time?
I- 3:00
I thought it over before I answered, I guess my plans of staying home are canceled.
A- Sure see ya then Mr, kitty
I- your lucky I love you or I would so attack you for calling me that jk . Love you
Laughing I closed my phone running upstairs to take a shower. When I got out of the shower I still had time left so I decided to spend it being lazy, something I haven't got to do in a while. I turned the radio on and layed on my bed humming along to what ever came on. I only moved when the clock read 2:30, calling my mom I told her where I was going. After that I grabbed my shoes and headed to the park. When I got there I saw every one and said hi to them all after that we all just sat around joking. Everything felt normal for once " hey so guess what" I looked at Ikuto with a brow raised. " Dude just tell us" Kukai blurted out after we waited for a minute. " Fine, so I was thinking maybe we could all go to the amusement park tomorrow." I chewed it over while everyone else agreed almost instantly. Looking up I saw everyone was waiting for my answer, " Ill ask and tell you guys later." They nodded after the park Ikuto and I walked hand in hand to my house. No one was home so he came in with me, we hadn't really had time to be alone together lately. He pinned me to my bed kissing me soft yet firm, I gladly kissed back. When his lips lowered to my neck nipping and sucking I couldn't suppress my moans of pleasure. My legs wrapped around his waist and my fingers entwined in his hair as I pulled his body as close to me as I could. "Ikuto...I l-love you" I managed to get out through my gasps. My body felt as if it were on fire I had never felt so good in my life. His lips moved back to mine and this time he deepened the kiss are tongues dancing are body's moving in the heat of passion. His fingers felt cool against my skin as he pressed his palm against my stomach. Small touches now felt exciting and sent the contradicting feeling of chills down my spine yet fire boiling within. His hand slid a bit further up reaching the edge of my bra, the tips of his fingers slowly edging further up. I was a bit nervous after all I am a virgin yet it felt so good I couldn't stop him now. In fact I pulled at his shirt trying to somehow tug it over his head without breaking the kiss. Giving up and cursing the fact he wasn't wearing a shirt that was easier to take of, we momentarily broke the kiss as he pulled my shirt off. I waisted no time in doing the same as we resumed kissing his hands roamed my body. When his hand quickly unclasped my bra I paussed he did that a bit to professionaly. I pulled back despite his protest and attempts to continue, using my arm to cover my chest I asked the question men dread being asked by there girlfriends, " Ikuto sweety... how many times have you had sex?" He gulped but regained his compossure "Only once" I was a bit jealous despite knowing that was a bit unfair. " Look Amu, I love you and only you I won't push you if your not ready. Please don't worry about that one time it was a mistake and she doesn't matter you do." I couldn't stay mad, forgetting the fact I was half naked I latched on hugging him tightly to me. " I'm sorry I was being silly, I love you to" He kissed me softly and we layed there in eachothers arms. This is how I wan't it to always be together in love and understanding eachother. We didn't need to say a word we just stayed quiet as we held onto eachother, kissing here and there.
