disclaimer: i don´t own glee
Authors note at the bottom
The anger rose like a trigger, burning my eyes with fire. The thick air seemed to consume me, my body jolted with fury and all hell broke loose. I looked at the figure that was standing before, all my thoughts were stir with impatience an all I thought in that moment was: Jeremiah I hate you with the burning desire to kill.
He was staring at Kurt with intensity as if he was ready to burn him on the spot, I could see Kurt's eyes widen, confusion, shock seemed to run all over his beautiful eyes, but after a few seconds his eyes began to shake with …anger?
"What's this guys problem?" Kurt muttered under his breath
Jeremiah swung the passenger seat in an attempt to pull it open, "Calm down Jeremiah" I hissed under my breath
"Who's this guy, huh you're new play mate" he growled the last words. Kurt looked utterly shocked and offended,
"Excuse me" he open the driver's side quickly that I didn't even had the time to stop him. "What are you implying that I´m a"
"A whore!"
I growled at Jeremiah´s word and used my good ´arm' to open the passenger sight and within seconds I was standing in front of the tall blonde "No Jeremiah! NO" I warned him.
"What am I Blaine, what the hell am I, you leave in the middle of our love making and then you come back home with him, what hell?" Jeremiah was in the verge of tears.
"Look Mr. I have trust issues, I was only assisting your boyfriend in delivering him safely to his home, for I have no utter intention with a stranger I just met. As for I was only helping him, for he claims he cannot move his left arm. So in other words I" before Kurt even had a chance to finish Jeremiah swung his arms to my side
"Oh, sweetheart I'm sorry o over reacted, are you ok"
"GET OFF I'M FINE!" I moved my body away form him in an attempt to reach Kurt
"hey look I'm –"
Kurt moved away with a smug expression, and offered the most intriguing smile I had the pleasure to ever see
"I´ll be leaving now"
"No" my inner voice spoke for myself
"No?" both men seem surprise by my outburst.
"What I mean is after all you done by bringing me here, I though I should repay you" No Blaine what the hell?
Kurt did not look amused " hmm good one but I´ll pass as you gentleman can see I have other business to attend" he pointed at a black navigator with Rachel waiting patiently on the side of the rode " but I will accept his apology" Kurt looked directly at Jeremiah, Jeremiah blues eyes were embarrassed and ashamed
"I'm sorry" he muttered
Kurt smiled brightly before he even had time to wave goodbye I grabbed his shoulder with my left arm, he looked shocked but then his expression change to pure horror
"I.."
"I see your arm is better sir" he replied coldly, my whole body jolted with fear, his eyes had a piercing sensation
"no you see" damn it Blaine how is it that this man can intimidate you so easily.
"no I see nothing" he pushed me with force " I see you're a liar, with what purpose, I don't know. But I assure you this I will find out" he whispered the last words quietly so I can only hear.
"Wait Ku-"
But he was gone, he jogged to the other side of the rode and dove into the black navigator, in which took of in within seconds. As I looked at the night sky I could feel the emptiness clenching with force, but all I could mutter was a sad attempt of a goodbye "I´ll see you soon" I turn around to face my ¨other problem…
I was furious my heart ached with anticipation, never have I felt so incompetent, but all my anger was directed to myself, as I was pacing in my room many question seemed to flutter such as
How could you like a Hummel?
Why a Hummel?
What is it about Hummel?
Why can't you have a Hummel?
"WHY AM I SO STUPID" I yelled the last question glaring at my reflection. It's been two days since I last saw Kurt, and my whole body aches to touch him. Touch something that I couldn't have.
Two days since our last incident, and for the last past 48 hours he's all that's been on my mind, even when I push him aside he claims his stay with power.
But what could I do? First I can't want him, he's a Hummel. Second he's ruined my sex life, Jeremiah stormed out when he figured I did not want to go in deeper in the relationship. Third by name he is my mortal enemy the man that I bow to destroy.
I was torn between my logic and feelings. I could not act in neither. My brain was dizzy with questions and problems. That I did not hear the bell ringing until someone walked in
"My dearest cousin" I turn to face the shorter man that walked with a smirk plaster in his face
"Thad" we hugged for a brief second before he let me go.
"Blaine how are you, I hope your feeling well"
Thad was one my closes friends and a member of my family that supported me un conditionally, we been friends for longer than I could remember. Thad is just a year older then me he will soon be taking over his father's industry. Thad's also in several occasions been an accomplice for my targets. Almost as powerful as I but not quite for he does have a soft spot
"I been good my dear cousin, things have happen that have tested my sanity but other then that i guess things would get better. But on the other hand how about you did you get what you wanted"
"No he didn´t forgive me" Thad´s eyes sadden, and I could feel the pain through his eyes
"But I thought"
"yeah yeah yeah" he interrupted " But what I did is unforgivable', I cheated Blaine, I cheated on the love of my life" He laid in my couch with a defeated expression "It's just not fair"
Thad always self-compose he has never admitted defeat, but now I could see his eyes torn those eyes that always were filled with composure now stared at me with a teary expression.
" he will forgive you my dearest cousin"
And as soon as I spoke those words Thad the man that always stood firm, was bawling in my shoulder, with sobs louder than a storm hitting the ocean waves.
"I just , I just love him so much"
"Shhh I know" The man that Thad love is a good man, always his happy inner self; I could easily see how my cousin fell for him hard. As a matter a fact he´s loved him since freshman year in high school. Now five years later and he still loves him with intensity.
"It's just I never meant to hurt him"
"one day he will understand, one day Wes Mayer will be able to forgive you, until then you can't give up"
…Wes was a lot like Kurt a man with few words but still the words could either hurt or send you to a blissful end. Now I could relate to the love trouble my cousin had, I always used to make fun of him, but never in my life that I expected to fall just as bad as my cousin, wait don´t you confused things Anderson. I dare not to voice my thoughts out loud for I could not be sure of what I felt for the blue eyed angel, this could possibly me just a whim something that will go away soon.
"and then he left with so much urgency that he slammed the door at my face" I woke out of trance to listen to my cousin banter but all I could see were the tears running over his face. Can love have such an ugly consequence? Can it really breake you the way it broke my cousin. But I could see the sting of hurt in his eyes, and all I saw was love, and it's deatly wapon so powerful that it could destroy you, it can act upon irrational thoughts and action, it can make you lose control just like the man sitting beside me. Thad a clear example of it's power, a man as powerful as him, strong and almost as cold as a rock. We Anderson's have trouble falling in love, but for him it was clearly not impossible.
Do I really want to fall in its wits? Trapped in it´s ever lasting flame
The answer to my question came as a blur as Thad's spoke three words.
"It's worth it"
i hope you liked it, its going according to it's plot. By the way anyone interested in being my beta i really could use the help. If your interested let me know. Untill next time.