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chapter 4: sarah-jane

"I'd never thought you would go first" she started as soon as the door closed.

"Luke's study is going great." she said changing the subject. "we're busy fighting aliens. just like you. I also met the brigadier again. he got fat!" she suddenly started crying

"please don't go doctor, please!"

after a while, when she was somewhat calmed down she said: "I brought you jelly baby's." she picked up the bag and played a little with it.

"they always seem to make you happy."

again she cried, this time even harder

"I don't know what to do doctor. I always figured you comming to my funeral. not the other way around. certenly after last week." she cried

"I have cancer doctor. they told me last week it's terminal. I'm dying."

she sobbed for several minutes while she rested her head on the bed near the doctors hand.

"you were my world. everything in it. it took me ages to get myself back together."

she sat up and wiped her tears away with a tissue from her bag. there was, again, sweat on the doctors forhead. sarah-jane carefully wiped it off.

"you are the only one I let me call sarah. did I ever tell you that? for the rest it's sarah-jane. maybe even because you called me that. what am I gonna tell luke?" she asked more to herself, changing the subject back.

"two people who he looks up to die in such a short period. he looks up to you, very much."

there was a quiet knock on the door

"yes" said sarah-jane with a weak voice.

Amy, rory and river came in.

"martha and jack are currently somewhere in India. we can't reach them." said river, also with a weak voice. they walked to the bed.

"what's in the bag?" asked rory curiously.

"yelly baby's" answered sarah-jane "he used to carry them around and in the most weird situations he would offer a jelly baby." she smiled.

her eyes got big

"I remember something!" she almost yelled. "he told me that if he ever got ill a good cup of tea would do the trick. a good, decent, english cup of tea. it would stimulate his enzymes he said"

Amy's eyes went big.

"we need a good cup of tea!" she yelled and ran to the door.

"come on! to the kitchen!" there was a hopefull smile on her face.

"I'll stay here" said river. the rest rushed to the kitchen.

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