Castiel's Dream.
Chapter Two.
He had no idea how he'd gone from sitting to curled up on his side nor did he know how long he'd been hidden away for. He didn't even care. His vessel was cold but he didn't care. He had run out of tears and didn't care. He was numb all the way through, all hope gone. Any dream of being with the man he loved dead. A shell of an angel cowers from the world, from heaven, from the pain. One word, husked in a broken voice…Dean, flowed from his lips over and over and over again. No one will ever know if his current state caused or allowed what happened next. Light suddenly flooded Cas's hiding place, he blinked several times as it had been six weeks since he'd seen any light. He found himself laying on plush carpet instead of rock. Castiel sat up confused, he looked around and appeared to be in an office of some sort. He stood, finding himself alone and not just in this room, he could feel that no one else was in the building. He frowned very confused but started to look around for some clue as to where he was. Not that he cared but when you know where you are it's easier to get back to where you were.
After six weeks of not knowing where Cas was Dean was on edge big time and snappy with everyone around him. Look at him too long and he'd bite your head off. He'd go off on his own for days without telling either Sam or Bobby that he was even going. He'd be in an even fouler mood when he came back. Sometimes he'd come back beat to hell and wouldn't let Sam help him.
Bobby and Sam were thoroughly sick of his shit. Both men were seriously worried about the missing angel but no one's been able to find even the slightest clue as to where Castiel is or if he's still alive. Bobby, Sam and Gabriel have been working their asses off looking for the awol angel. But none of them are acting the way Dean is. Well Gabriel is very serious all of a sudden and that in itself scares the hell out Sam. Dean's reaction seems over the top even for him.
Castiel finds a thick stack of papers stapled together on the desk and is about to dismiss it until he see's the title 'Castiel's Dream'. He freezes, staring at his own name. A frown creases his beautiful face. He open's the first page and begins to read. By the time he finishes tears are rolling down the angels face. In this story he got to have Dean only to wake to find he'd been dreaming. He had, had this exact dream several times. Castiel incinerated the offending pages with a thought he was that angry. What sort of cruel place was this ? Why would some one do that to him ? Then he began to wonder if he was in his fathers office and got scared. He just destroyed out of sheer blind anger, pages yes but destruction none the less. Castiel waited but nothing happened, he was still alone as it seemed he was destined to be. Dean had him heart and soul, no one could ever turn Cas's head. Yet Dean didn't want him so yes alone it was, that or dead.
Then a thought occurred to him, what if he wrote it the way he wanted it to be ? Would his father allow that, was that why he was here ? A tiny ember flickered. He almost didn't dare hope that his father had bought him here for that reason but he loved
the hunter so much he was willing to try it. Castiel sat down to write. He wrote the first part the same but when he woke up in the morning his beloved hunter was spooned behind him and very awake.
Cas felt a shift in the air and stopped writing. He felt no one else but waited…nothing. He went back to rewriting the script of his life. He wrote a very erotic love scene to follow that then moved on to a day with Dean. Castiel even wrote in a memory flash back of how they'd gotten together, not wanting that to be a blank moment for either of them. He sat back to reread what he had so far typed into the computer on the desk and new text began appearing that he was not doing. Castiel read the new lines and was thrilled to see that they simply followed on from where he'd left off. He had barely a minute to comprehend this before he felt a massive shift in the air and everything went dark. Castiel felt like he was falling and he cried the only name in his mind "Dean!".
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