Chapter 6: Wrong Look
Disclaimer: No, Victorious
With the wrong rendition of the wrong look
"Where are we going, Jade" Tori keeps nagging until I finally answer her. "To some place I know, Ok that's all you need to hear." She nods and stays quiet until we get there. "It's my old house, no one lives here anymore." I tell her waiting for a question but instead she walks off to lead me inside. "It's so empty" she whispers "yeah well duh no one lives here like I said" I say to her. She laughs and closes the door. We walk around just looking, it's dark, dusty, and quiet. Just my place but I don't know why I took her here when we could have went any other place.
"My father beat me in this house, I never fought back until I was able to. Then he stopped, my mother was always at work and too busy to notice. But when she did have time for me she always noticed I always made excuses for me. Because he was my hero he never felt guilt or pain, I admired that." I say, walking us into the kitchen the sunlight shining through the windows, making it bright, too bright. She squeezes my hand harder I turn to look at her she has eyes of sympathy. "No, no Tori don't feel sorry for me, just don't do it. Don't worry about me I am fine, end of story." I whisper to her she shakes her head an let's go of my hand.
It feels empty with her not holding it. "Tori, what is it?" I ask walking closer to her. She keeps walking back each step I take closer to her. "Please don't tell me you are going to run away from me too. Well if you are then just go and stop stalling. If you are trying to hurt me go ahead, leave." Her back touches the wall and she keeps shaking her head. "No, what Tori?, speak up" I tell her getting aggravated. "You already are hurt Jade you are the one running from me. Just because you are afraid to feel love. You are just scared to get hurt." She whispers looking up at me I grab her face slowly and softly, not like most things I do. "Tori, that's not true I am not scared of anything, not even love. I am not afraid of pain." I say to her not completely sure of what I am saying.
"Jade, then love me if you aren't afraid" she says to me. "I will" I whisper, walking closer to her so there is no space between us. "No you won't you are too ignorant" she says turning her head away. I bury my head in her neck and wrap my arms around her waist. "Yes I will" I whisper causing her to look at me again. I feel her hand lift to hold my cheek I close my eyes and just stand that way. I already love her I can't deny that anymore. Everytime I try I go crazier then I already am. She covers my forehead with tiny kisses I smile maybe love won't be so bad.
"Hey lesbo's this place is restricted" a man screams at us I in the kitchen hallway. I rush off of Tori and glare at him. "What did you call us?" I ask knowing the answer before he can say anything I run over to him and punch him in his gut. "How you like that fagot, don't like it much huh?" I ask, taunting him to get up "come on, asshole, get up, fight me!" I yell, standing over him. "Jade, Jade, stop let's go" Tori is shouting trying to grab my arm. I carefully push her away and kick the stupid ass guy in to face, making blood drip from his face. "Oh, yeah I forgot I had boots on, ha well sorry. Maybe next time you will think before you make a smart ass comment, fag." I say grabbing Tori's hand making my way out the old ass house I kick him out of the way before we walk completely out of the house.
"Jade, you almost killed him, look at me!" Tori is screaming I turn around to look at her. "What Tori? you know how I am I can't just let him insult you like that." I yell at her then keep on walking By the time we make it to her house it's night. Just my time of the day I nod, looking up to the moon. "Eh want to do something crazy?" I ask Tori, looking at her scared, angry eyes. "Oh come on Tori I am sorry I really am." I whisper pulling her into a hug, she hugs me back, nodding. It's a good thing that she easily forgave me. "Ok so do you want to?" I ask pulling away my hands still on her shoulders. She smiles and nods "Ok" I shout cheerfully. I walk over to the side of her house and pick up a ladder and walk back over to Tori. "Ready?" I ask setting the ladder against her house.
"Are you sure this is safe?" she asks, doubting my idea. "Um well yeah" I say waving her to come over she walks to me. "Ok you first so I can make sure you up there safely." I say she shrugs her shoulders and starts climbing up I hold the ladder for her. "Wow!" I hear her shout once she gets on the roof. I smile she looks down at me I yell "be careful, Ok" she nods, smiling down at me. I climb up slowly and she watches every move. When I finally make it to the top Tori helps me up. We walk around, laughing trying not to fall off. We finally get tired and lay on the ground. "Ew, it's so dirty up here" Tori shouts looking at the roof. I laugh and say "you are such a girl" she laughs along, playfully pushing my arm.
We turn on our sides to look at each other. I touch her cheek and she smiles, grabbing my hand. "I love you" I whisper, scooting closer. "I love you too" she whispers back lowering in to out our foreheads together. I kiss her on the lips, just a innocent peck and she smiles. We lay back down flat on our backs and look at the sky, our hand connected between us. This isn't so wrong anymore. We both see the stars and moon together and I have to admit this is kind of romantic. Even though I don't do romantic she is an execption.