Oct. 14
God damn Stupid parent teacher conferences! The ONLY reason my mom even goes is to talk about my "social disadvantages" and shit like that. Then they act all "Ohh I'm so sorry I didn't address that sooner"
Now, there are many things I hate. My dad, my meds, my mom's logic, teachers, taxi drivers... the list goes on. But I REALLY and I mean REEEALLY HATE School. It's not the actual waking up or atmosphere or scheduling or even the classes and shit, not that I don't hate that too, but what I REALLY hate is the teachers. I never used to have problems with teachers, but as soon as I turn in an assignment late, I get a bad rep. Believe it or not; I'm actually pretty good with homework. Do I put down random crap because we get two points just for turning in the assignment on time? Yea, but the point is I DO it. And the truth is, they're just as bad as the students! They make assumption, spread rumors, and then ask to talk to you after class to show you your test score and act all sympathetic and as if everything's ok at home!
Do you REALLY think I'm gonna tell you? You don't even LIKE me! You just want me to admit I've got problems so they can bump me down a level so you won't have to deal with me! And to top it all off I can't fucking FOCUS! My heads ALWAYS hazy, I'm dizzy, and I can barely see straight! I keep knocking into people in the damn hall! FUCKING SIDE EFFECTS! STUPID FUCKING PILLS! Maybe I'll just stow them somewhere and sell 'em to those freaky emo kids...
~~~Roger
Oct. 30
Somehow for some reason, I got invited to someone's dumb Halloween party. Now Of course I went because ANTHINGS better than sitting around and listening to my mom bitch me out about going trick-or-treating. It was a costume party. Of COURSE. Lucky me. ...I Dont want to look like some loser who's "too cool" for a costume, so I just wore all black and stuck glow in the dark stars all over myself and went as night. I'm clever like that... So yea. The party sucked to say the least... However... Some dumb whore decided it would be a good idea to make us all play spin the bottle. So the game gets goin and Im thankfully not landed on much. Well, once by this one kid Jack, but he just laughed and hands me the bottle. I look and I'm landed no other than the dorky-albino-ginger. ...Lovely. Now I don't back down dares so when someone screamed "closet" ...Yea. They locked the door and this poor kid looked like he was about to be raped! I told him it was fine and that's it's just a dumb game then he jumped me like a starving animal. DAMN can that boy kiss! Freaking INSANE! I was NOT expecting that from him at ALL! He pinned me to the damn wall and was making these noises and grinding on me and groping EVERYWHERE I wanted him to... just- FUCK.
I knew I wasn't totally into girls but Oh my GOD! ...He kept kissing and biting and grabbing, and licking! Then he dropped to his knees and Oh. My. God. I can't even- Holy fuck. He didn't even day anything before he- I can't even find words to describe it but there was more licking and sucking and slurping and grabbing. It was probably THE single hottest thing I've ever- It was only until after the party when I realized what was going on, and how weird it was. He's 2 YEARS YOUNGER! And. I know that's not a lot in the long run but it's a pretty big difference when you're a junior and he's a freshman! We're not supposed to even TALK to freshies let along lust after them! ... I'm such a fucking pedo!
~~~Roger
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