sorry i've been a very lazy girl. ive been so caught up in reading the next chapter from zfirze that i didnt even bother reading anything. I can't wait for the next chapter of eternity. Big shoutouts to both zfirze and bon bon and lets not forget tealeyedwhatever it was and flyingshadow1314. also, there is a lot of angst in this chapter so beware.

Beta'd by: XoxGaaraxoX

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Grimmjow paced the little office Ichigo's father had directed him to. He had only been in there for 2 minutes, but if felt more like 2 hours. What is going on? Who is this "visitor" that they were talking about?

Grimmjow was so wrapped in his thoughts that he didn't realize that Ichigo's father had walked back into the room. When he did he ran to him, and lifted him up by his lab coat.

"Who is this visitor, and what does he want with Ichi?"

Isshin couldn't speak so he gestured for Grimmjow to let him down which Grimmjow did with great hesitation.

When he was finally able to breathe, he gestured for the two to sit down in the chairs.

"You know Grimmjow-kun, I have never seen Ichigo grab onto someone so fast. You are a first. I've see a change in him that even HE never brought on. It's been nine years since I've seen him smile at someone the way he smiles at you…That's right…9 years…

**Flashback 9 years**

Ichigo threw a hit at Tatsuki which was easily dodged before a fist came right back at him and knocked into his nose causing him to fall to the ground.

"Winner Tatsuki," the instructor said. As if it were a switch, the tears began to pour down Ichigo's cheeks.

"Aw, look at little baby Ichigo. He can't even take a hit from a girl."

"Shut up, Tatsuki."

"I won't shut up for a little baby." Immediately the sobs got louder until Ichigo noticed orange hair off to the side that was so similar to his own. The tears automatically disappeared and a big smile stretched across Ichigo's lips. "Mama!" Ichigo broke off into a run to his mom and hugged her as if he would never let go.

"Alright class dismissed!"

Everyone bowed for the teacher.

"Thank you for your guidance, Sensei."

When the teacher had left the room, everyone ran to retrieve their belongings and left.

As they were walking up the street to the where his mom had parked, Ichigo heard a group of thugs giving cat calls to someone. Ichigo, not knowing that they were directing them to his mom, turned around and berated them.

"That's rude. You shouldn't talk to women like that."

"What was that you shit-head gakki (kid)?" said the seeming leader of the thugs.

"You heard me. Didn't your parents ever teach you how to talk to women?"

"Ichigo don't talk to them. Let's just go. We don't want to cause any unnecessary trouble." His mom turned to the men and bowed in apology. "I'm sorry for my son's rude behavior."

"We don't want that type of apology," the man said grabbing his crotch. "I gotta 'nother way you can apologize."

Ichigo's mom picked him up and ran, getting as far as the end of the empty side street before she and Ichigo were yanked into a nearby alley. One guy held Ichigo while two held his mom. He didn't know what to do.

"Please, just let him go. Do whatever you want to me, but let him go."

"Naw, afta we get through witchya we gon' have some fun with him," the man holding Ichigo said before proceeded to lick his way up Ichigo's neck. "But as punishment fer his "rude" behavior, I'll have him watch his pretty little mom get raped 'fore we do away with you.

The man ripped his mom's skirt so you could partially see the fabric of her underwear before those were removed as well. Before Ichigo could register what was happening the man had fully embedded himself inside his mother. Ichigo looked at the man as he raped his mom with his eyes wide. He couldn't do anything. He couldn't even breathe. All of a sudden a burst of energy ran through him, and swirled around him.

The man finished off, and then the next guy took his turn all the while never noticing Ichigo until the energy burst out of Ichigo with his scream. The scream was filled with agony, pain, helplessness, anguish, and power.

The power radiating around him increased and knocked all of the guys away from his mom, hard enough for them to see stars but not quite knock them out. That's when Ichigo noticed the light brown tail almost orange tail curling around him as if to comfort him.

While all of them were still recuperating, Ichigo's mother ran to him and grabbed him before running to the car. Ichigo could see that her hands were shaking as she tried to get the key in the lock, and when finally successful she yanked the door open and threw Ichigo in the passenger side and climbed into the driver's side. She yanked on her seatbelt and told Ichigo to do the same. As she was starting the car Ichigo saw the guys running out of the alley and when they heard the start they all ran to the car.

Ichigo looked away from the rearview mirror to look at his mom's bruised face. He could see the fear painted all over his face, but when she noticed him looking at her, she gave him a smile.

Everything that happened after that was a blur. Ichigo remembers someone lurching forward after a car hit them from the back and then the car was spinning. They ended up crashing into a nearby streetlight. Ichigo remembers someone yanking them out of the car, but couldn't remember faces. He remembers someone kicking him in the stomach and remembers seeing two men carrying his mom's limp body into a nearby alley with him following. There Ichigo could feel himself being stripped, but he could only see his mom's limp body as another man thrust inside of her. All of a sudden a huge shadow covered them. Ichigo looked up, because the shadow had blocked his view of his mother. There he partially saw the silhouette of a tall man. After that he proceeded to pass out.

**End Flashback**

"Ichigo never got over how they desecrated his mom's dead body. Back then when Ichigo had first heard of Masaki dying in the car crash, he tried to kill himself. The guy that saved him from those thugs came out of nowhere and saved him.. Only Me, Ichigo and a few others really know about it. He is both a blessing and a curse"

"Why is he a blessing and a curse?" Grimmjow asked not getting why Ichigo's savior could be both good and bad.

"He was the one who pulled Ichigo out of his suicidal side, but he also became extremely possessive of Ichigo. He wouldn't let Ichigo hang around any guys, and almost made Ichigo isolate himself from everyone. Ichigo ended up becoming an introvert."

"The why the hell did you let him come near Ichigo. You're his fucking father aren't you?"

"'Cause Ichigo wanted to be around him. I know it seems stupid, but at the time I didn't know what to do, so I tried to act as normal as possible so as not to burden him. Eventually that guy started trying to start a relationship. Ichigo was seriously considering it until you appeared."

"Okay I understand all of that, but why do I have to leave that room? Shouldn't I be out there supporting Ichi?"

"'Cause he'd probably try to kill you. You can't imagine how angry he was when he found out Ichigo was going out with one of his guy-friends. He nearly destroyed the living room when Ichigo smiled and introduced him. I've never seen someone run as fast as that boy did. I was even more shocked that they didn't break up after that, but, as you know, one did occur. Now since Ichigo had been considering going out with him, the outcome could be even worse than the first."

"That's it. I'm not leaving my Ichi out there by himself to fend off some lunatic. You gotta be outta yo rabid-ass mind." Grimmjow walked out of the room followed by Ichigo's father who was unsuccessfully trying to pull Grimmjow back into the room.

Grimmjow stopped in his tracks when he saw the familiar face standing at the foot of Ichigo's bed. He could tell the man was pissed off, because his ears and tail had popped revealing that he was of wolf blood. The man must have seen Grimmjow out of the corner of his eye, because he immediately turned to Grimmjow.

"It's been a while Grimmjow Jagerjack."

"Same here, Zaraki Kenpachi."

"What the hell are you doing here? Shouldn't you be off to your own shit at Hollow Inc?"

"Oh, don't worry about me. I'm just taking care of my business."

"And what would that entail?"

"My Ichi that's carrying My kittens"

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