Aloha.! I know I am updating twice on this one and havent yet updated on my other one but I just really like this one and wanted to update it again. But have no fear because I am still going to be working on the other one I promise. I have already started on the chapter. Well Enjoy.!

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Jacob's P.O.V.

I am so happy that Mari has come back.! I know that they are not under the best circumstances but still. We are walking to the beach, and she is just always so happy and cheerful. She has changed a lot though, I mean…shes grown.! I don't mean to check out my cousin but shes got a nice rack.

"Jacob, Jacob, JACOB.!" Oh what "Huh.?" I looked down at her and she was looking forward with a small smile on her face. "What Mari, what is it.?" She smiled and shook her head. "Oh its nothing just that you looked lost in my boobs." She said nonchalantly. I felt the heat rush to my cheeks, "Wh-what.?" I asked scratching the back of my neck.

"Let's just forget it okay." She said. But she couldn't keep that grin off her face. I nodded my head mute. We walked down the beach and we were just talking and laughing and having a good time. I was lying on my towel and Mari was lying across me. People were walking all around us and people were checking her out but she seemed oblivious. And that just pissed me off. I was glaring at some model wanna be looking at her when she hopped up and pulled on my arm. "Come on Jacob.! Let's go swimming.!" I laughed at her enthusiasm and that just caused her to pull on my arm harder. I gave in and before I knew it she was in her bikini running for the water. I laughed and stood in my trunks waiting for her to come up. A minute later when she still hadn't come up the smile was gone from my face.

"Mari.! Mari! Mari!" I was shouting her name as I ran into the water. "Mari.! Kamaria.!" Then out of nowhere someone jumped on my back and sent me and them flying towards the ocean floor. When I finally got up there she was standing there with her arms folded across her chest. "You called me Kamaria." She said advancing towards me. Uh-oh. I put my hands up "I just, I was looking for you I was…worried and um…" She was just nodding her head and advancing as I sputtered for words. "You went under, and I…if you would just-." She cut me off and we were about chest deep now. "You know how much I hate being called that." I didn't say anything. "Don't you Jake.?" She said it as if it was a fact and I was scared shitless as I nodded. Then she jumped on me tickling me like there was no tomorrow. I fell to the floor laughing and she was laughing along with me as if she was getting tickled herself. I finally pulled myself together enough to get up and lift her over my shoulder and run to the shore. She was laughing her ass off which by the way was right next to my face.

Then out of nowhere Paul shows up "Sup, Jake." He said walking over but he's not looking at me he's looking at her ass. I glared at him and put her down and she pouted crossing her arms over her chest which I was glad for and whined. "I was having fun up there." I rolled my eyes at her and she smiled and rolled her eyes right back. That's when she noticed Paul who was staring at her and whispered to me not so subtly. "Whose the creepy guy." He looked shocked but he shook it off and put on his smug smirk. "The creepy guy is Paul Meraz and you are.?" He asked. A look of realization marred her features but quickly disappeared.

Then she looked him up and down condescendingly and said. "Not impressed." I would have come in between them a long time ago but she looked like she could take care of herself. He looked stunned like he didn't know what to say. That's when she sighed. "Okay I don't like you and I want to get on with my day now if you would be ever so kind as of to leave that would be wonderful." She smiled and rolled her eyes walking over to the towel.

Paul got a scowl on his face and he was about to respond when the laughter of the pack could be heard. They came from behind Paul. "Damn shes a feisty one." Quil said looking at her ass. And he hummed of approval "I like it." I growled. She came over and took one look at the scowl on Paul's face as he looked at her and she shook her head. "Tsk tsk tsk, keep your face looking like that and it's gonna get stuck that way." She said and the pack laughed and she turned to them. "Are you guys on steroids.?" And everyone erupted into booming laughter except for Paul who was still scowling at her.

"Dude do you have a problem.?" I asked standing in front of Mari slightly. He turned his glare on me and Mari walked around me to the pack. "Well while they bite each other's face off I will introduce myself." She smiled. "Hi, my name is Mari." She said with a smile. Paul growled. "Why didn't I get a greeting like that.?" She turned on him. "Because you are a pompous jerk.!" She shouted she walked closer to him. "You don't remember at all do you.!" He shook his head and she just seemed to be getting angrier and angrier by the second. Her face was all red. "Well let me refresh your memory for you. I lived here from when I was 6 to when I was 10. And all throughout that you were bullying me. I was the geek, dweeb, dork, and loser. Oh.! And apparently I stuffed my bra.! Well they are 100% real.!" She was heated and was gesturing to her chest.

Then she started advancing as if she was going to hit him and I started holding her back but she was powerful. She was in his face cussing and screaming in Spanish. We needed to get 2 more pack members to hold her back.

"Su todo lo un idiota mal en mi vida es tu culpa que hizo que mi vida te chupan.! Quiero matar a usted Im que va a matar a usted se mantenga alejado de mí si usted sabe cuál es bueno para usted. Tienes suerte de que tus amigos están aquí para salvarte, porque si no se que sería de seis pies bajo tierra.! Seis pies.! Todavía tengo puntos de sutura en la parte posterior de la cabeza por tu culpa.! Yo te odio maldito pudrirse en el infierno.! Pudrirse en el infierno.!"

[Your a jerk everything bad in my life is your fault you made my life suck you.! I want to kill you Im gonna kill you stay away from me if you know whats good for you. You are lucky that your friends are here to save you because if they weren't you would be six feet under.! Six feet.! I still have stitches in the back of my head because of you.! I fucking hate you rot in hell.! Rot in Hell.!]"

"You bitch would you listen to me.!" He shouted he really shouldn't have said that. "That's Alpha Bitch to you.!" She screamed. Then she took a deep breath and yanked out of our hold on her. "You know you're the reason I moved. I couldn't take the emotional abuse anymore." Then it all came flooding back to me. I had forgotten because she seemed so much more…happy while she was away and I felt like I needed to repress and ignore it because Paul was cool and I had a 'rep' to protect. God I feel like a jerk.

She was starting to tear up, so she rubbed furiously at her eyes. "You know what your not worth my time," She turned from him to me. "Jake can we leave now.?" I nodded when Paul stretched out to pull her back. "Look I know tha-" Paul started "DON'T TOUCH ME.!" And she finished.

We walked back to my house and she immediately asked her mom if she could go home. She could see the desperation in Mari's eyes so they all left early and I sat on the couch totally and completely bummed. Dad rolled over to me once the door closed. "What happened down at the beach Jake.?" I sighed and dragged my hand over my face. "Paul came and started to flirt with her and she remembered that he had bullied her way back when and it brought up bad memories for her…and me." He nodded his head in understanding and patted my shoulder.

"Everything will be alright son." He said and rolled off to bed. I decided to get some shut eye too. Mari didn't even say good-bye. I climbed into bed but before I went to bed I couldn't help but think. Where is Bella now.?

Mari's P.O.V.

I can't believe that little piece of shit had the nerve to hit on me after all of those years of me putting up with his shit.! After all the shit he's said to me and put me through. And I can't believe he didn't even remember.! I guess I was just never that important. Just one of those people he liked to mess with. We finally made it back to the house with Cassie Dria and Ricky all asleep. I took Ricky while mom took Cassie and Dad took Drina. We put them in their room and I dashed off to my room before they could ask me any questions as of why I asked to come home early. I sat down against the door inside and looked around my room.

It's medium sized, with green walls and white trim. I smiled and decided that I would start unpacking. I opened up my photo box and saw pictures of way back when. I was about 6. I was in pig-tails and glasses. I was holding hands with…Bella. She was my best friend, Paul use to bully her too. There was a picture of Bella, Jake and I. Jake was in the middle and had his arms around both of us. But Bella and I were holding hands behind him. Though I can't see them I could tell. I smiled. We all had shit-eating grins on our faces. As I was flipping through I laughed at the picture of Bella and Jake with Bella's finger in his nose. [Not really in his nose] And then I found one that had to be my all time favorite, I even remember when we got it taken Jake Bella and I had been making mud pies and Jake smushed mine so Bella stuffed it in his face. :D Charlie took that picture. Our arms were around an upset looking Jake but you could see his smile somewhere under all of that mud on his face…and that frown. I laughed again.

I wonder where Bella is now. She had left when we were about 8 because her parents were divorced but she would visit every summer. Then I left, I remember that day too.

Flashback

We were meeting at the park. My mom and dad were getting fed up with having to take me to the hospital for serious injuries, without knowing how I got them or who gave them to me. I was never a snitch so only Bella Jake and I knew what was going on.

They decided that we were going to move away since it was constant and the injuries were getting worse. Bella was sitting on the swings by the time I got there and Jake was playing in the sand box.

"Hey you guys" I said sitting down on the swing next to Bella. "Hey" they said simultaneously. Jacob got out of the sand box and came towards us. "Why do you look so sad M.?" Bella asked me. "I have some bad news B." Jake got interested. "Well what is it.?" I looked down. "I'm moving," *gasp* "today." *GASP* I felt myself being shoved, "Why didn't you tell us earlier M.?"

I kept my head down "I didn't want you guys to know and be all sad and stuff." Jacob got up and stomped his foot. "Well its too late for that because now we are sad and stuff.!"

My eyes stayed glued to the floor. "I'm sorry." I whispered. Then they both gave me a hug. "It's okay M, Jacob is just upset and doesn't know how to express it." [Oh and in this story Jacob is the same age as Bella. So he is also 17.]

Jacob blushed but he agreed. He always did have a crush on Bella. "We're gonna miss you Mari" he whispered. And gave me a kiss on the cheek. "Yeah M we'll miss you a lot." Bella said tears running down her cheeks. We were still hugging and we were all crying silently and hugging wishing that things were different.

*HONK* *HONK*. We all turned and saw the big moving truck with my mom waving from the inside of it. I got up and walked away, when I was half way away from them and half way towards the truck when I turned back and saw Bella was crying into Jacob's shirt. As if Jacob could feel my stare he looked up from her with tears running down his cheeks and I blew him a kiss wiped away my tears and left."

End Flashback

My eyes started to water but I rubbed the moisture away before it could stain my cheeks. I looked down at the picture of us and smiled again before putting it on my laptop and getting it enlarged so I could put it on my wall. Once it was up I smiled up at it and signed it under me. I'm going to get Jacob and Bella and they are going to sign it too right under themselves.

I finished unpacking and put everything into frames and put them around my already furnished room. I vacuumed the rug and swept my walk-in closet. I unpacked everything and made my bed about 5 times. [Yes I clean when I am upset]

There was absolutely nothing for me to do now so I sat on my bed and thought everything over. I know I didn't say good-bye to Jake but I was kind of upset with him too. He never stood up for me, he was always so worried about his reputation and how cool Paul was and what he could do. He was always listening to Paul too, even if he was telling him to hurt me.

Flashback

I was sitting in the school library reading a book. I was advanced so even though I was in 3rd grade I took 4th grade classes. I was breezing through it and I loved the plot. I remember thinking that this was too much fun to be homework. Then out of nowhere my book was ripped from my hands and thrown across the library.

I looked up and saw Paul and his 'gang'. I glared at Paul "What do you want" He shrugged his shoulders "Nothing I just love Bugging you it has become a habit of mine!." He smiled "And I just cant shake it.!" I heard his 'gang' chuckle at his little explanation. I rolled my eyes.

"Wow that's so interesting you should tell that story at parties." I nodded my head while speaking to him as if he was retarded. (But calling him a retard would be insulting to real retards because they are so much smarter)

I rolled my eyes and got up to walk away but he grabbed my arm and threw me to the floor and my head hit the table. It poked a hole in it and I started bleeding. "Ow.!" I looked up at Paul while holding my head.

"Hhahaha the dweeb has a boo-boo" I held back tears as he called Jake. Jake appeared by his side. "Kick her." He ordered. Jacob shook his head. "No way man that's my cousin."

"Are you disobeying me.?" He asked. Jacob shook his head and sent an apologetic look my way before kicking me in the leg. "OUCH.!" Then Paul picked me up and threw me into a bookshelf. I broke my right leg and left arm and sprained both of my ankles.

End Flashback

And that was on a good day. I felt tears sliding down my cheeks. But rubbed them away, I don't cry for anybody. Im stronger than that. But I know I could never stay mad at Jacob and that he is probably beating himself up about what had happened back then. I guess he had repressed it like he does with everything else, like his mother's death. He pretended that it didn't happen and avoided anything and everything that reminded him of her until it was as though she was gone from his mind.

Than I thought about Paul, he was always an ass to me and now that his hormones kicked in he's trying to be all nice and shit, I bet all he wants to do is get into my pants and I have only three words for that theory. Not happening ever. And even if its sincere which I highly doubt I will NEVER forgive him for what he has done to me, NEVER.! I looked over at my alarm and saw that it was 4:00 a.m. I decided to take a shower and when I came out I pulled on my Tweety T-shirt before climbing into bed. Just as I was closing my eyes I smiled over at the picture on my wall. I wonder where Bella is now.? Before the darkness took me over

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