Whatever it takes to make you love me

Chapter 1: The Feelings of one's heart.

AN: Thank you so much UzuHuu for the review :D

I do NOT own DBZ or their characters okay? Good..i wish I owned Vegeta though, just image I can do to him :D

oh and um..my grammar had gone shoddy..so please bare with me :D

WARNING! May have some bad language in here. This fanfic is based on my feelings.

Last Time:

Day in and day out there always someone who you want out of the picture, wipe out the old and in with the new. You can't just sit there and look at the two showing love to each other, it hurts and you feel like you want to rip that persons heart out and stomp on it. There are times where you want to tell her how much you feel for her, love her and cherish her and others where you hate her with a passion. Not all can be good as they say some don't even take matters into their OWN hands and just cry and sulk and do the unthinkable to grab their attention and there's a good thing, taking matters into your OWN hands and get do whatever it takes to get what you want, even if it hurts them or kill them actually.

Seeing these two just boils blood in seconds they were making out in the kitchen and a wave of huge disgust riles up like vomit. Just want to go in there and grab him, rip his tongue out, cut his chest open and eat his heart for dinner. It's unbelievable if you ask him and yet why not he just go and leave her for good, choose another helpless girl to stick that ugly tongue DOWN her throat? Why even bother? She's not going to be yours in time nor even going to be MARRIED if you think of that. She's not even going to have your babies and raise them for all she cares and not going to waste her time with you. So just leave and get the hell out!

Well since she won't get rid of him he will just have to intervene and make you stop loving him and love a true man.

"Like that's ever going to happen" Vegeta said.

On with the story :D

Vegeta stood up from sitting down on the grass. There's so much to think about and probably so much to tell..Well not really. Not as Confident as you think and yet not having the courage to even tell face to face. It feels like you sit down and look at the mirror and you don't like the looks of your face and think it's ugly and cant bare to look. Getting nervous to someone you love or even lusted after is another not to mention how much ache and hurt it is to see her with him. Dear god if anything ever such as this come to frame of mind again may it be less painful? Or just going to live with it and crawl without legs on your way out? No not a chance in hell he would.

And there's the most of all.

The heart.

Yes what would it be without one? You wouldn't be alive at all, if that feel anything mostly. Not much to tell from your own as they have an old saying "listen to your heart". There are plenty of ways to tell from the heart of their own and many can not, saying and expressing would be hard when trying to confess their love for one another. To him it would be the other way around, but not as lovely or "passionate" as what others seem to do. Looking at them right now wishes it was over or just fuck each others brains out and done. Now would that be a wonderful time?

Then there's the kiss, yes the "romantic kiss" every woman would be after..well not just everyone. After confessing and other love bullshit you go for the kill and then you kiss for your love for her. Not how he would see it at all. It would take guts to EVEN to kiss the girl and why not? It's only in the matter of giving it a go or a chance at least. Nope not a chance at his side of things.

If he just could walk in there grab the guy and beat him into a pulp.

Vegeta sighed.

What more could you stand of seeing these two just kissing? How much ache can you take without trying not to be hurt? How much can HE take to not to cry or even feel lost and unloved for any of that reason? NONE that's all. Just lock it all away and let that big lump of heartache slid down at the back of his throat. And even that doesn't help at all a few weeks or months later it would burst and all hell might break loose.

"Does it even matter to me?" He asked himself.

Well yes it does matters to him, SHE matters to him, she holds his heart and cares for it, she will hold it tight and lock all of the bad thoughts away, cleanse his heart, fix his wounds and scars from the past and most of all LOVE for what he has left in him. And if she see that then what more would he have to fix himself to PROOVE he is better than just a saiyan prince? She might not think of him as that. You can't just hide forever and keep it locked away for longer and there are more than just plain love and feelings. Just look at them so much love, so much caring so..so much hurt. Putting a hand on your chest and just want to rip your own heart out and see how much bleeding and hurting for a love one is all too much for him. Sure protect and save and whatnot has it's advantages, but how long do those "advantages" last for?

Slowly walking into the back door your heart starts beating you can't breathe well and you panic so much you just want to run away. Okay take it easy and go with the flow.

"Yeah right go with flow...stupid" He mumbled

Opening the door you hear moans and groans and my Kami how much more? And there you see these two going at it like it's the end of the world or their love is just going to die out. There's goes that Vomit of disgust coming up. His heart sank and trying the best to not say anything. Quickly he headed up to his room and shut the door, locking it so then he can have his privacy.

Hearing giggles coming from down the hall and now into the her bedroom. He knew they were going to get louder and pretty much more messy. You just want to cry right now and start to feel sorry for yourself and then you just shut down and cry harder and then sleep or some just take pills or those bad drugs that make you go nuts and wanting more. Pulling his hair out of stress and hurt and yet your heart suffers most, because that's where the main feeling for her love is.

Vegeta wiped a tear from his eye and growled. No more of just don't cry, really it's not worth it, right?

"Yes..it's worth it" He said to himself

For the rest of the night you know this will never stop, unless you do something about it.

"That does it! No FUCKING MORE!"