Whatever it takes to make you love me
Chapter 4: Re-calling thoughts, Change of heart.
AN: HELLOO OMG I'm so so so sorry I didn't update this. I had no internet for 2 months and now I got it back on :D
So here we are and Chapter 5 is underway :D
Thanks you for those reviews and faves I'm really happy and it keeps me going on this fanfic and yes they almost fuck out there XD
This fanfic is based on my feelings.
WARNING! Bad language
Sorry this chapter may be small since I am now studying :D
Okay enough of my rant and lets GO
Last time...
You feel her nightie just fall down and you see the goddess that lies underneath it. Her body, so beautiful, perfect, lovely skin and the moonlight just tops the cake. The feel of waiting and want may have his chance of actually letting her feel how much love he has for her. You kiss your way to her breasts and just little nips and kisses, trying not to bite her and not to go animal and rip her apart. And just as you kiss and massage her breasts you can't but now go blind and just let the pleasure roll in. You kiss your way back to her red, loveable lips and ravish her with your tongue.
You pull away from her and shook your head. No this isn't just right.
"I guess I take that as a yes?" She tired to catch her breath
You nod and she moves off, puts back on her nightie and walks back into her room. You see her walk away and then reality hits your face like a ton of warriors stabbing shit out of you. What have you DONE? You just almost made love to her outside, on the bench and yet anyone could look and fucking see. Confused and your mind starts to roll in lots of questions and unwanted ones, too. How the hell are you going to EXPLAIN to her when morning comes? And how is she going to explain THIS to him?
"I hear Training calling my name"
ON WITH THE STORY
Oh what in gods name were you supposed to do? Go up to her and say sorry? Pretend nothing happened? Great! Just fucking great! Is there anything else that could bring more pressure to you? You sighed and sat up from the bench outside you ran your hand through your hair, all stressed out and wanting to just go back to her finish what you've started. NO! That's not how you want to plan it, it's best to do some training before the sun rises and maybe just re plan the whole thing and find another way get rid of that stupid fuck-tart so called boyfriend of her's. If any male would have the time and guts to even go back to the woman and say sorry well congratulations because many don't and especially yourself that you don't have the guts to tell her nor want to remember it all either. Others just finish the job at hand, body and whatever all goes from there. Just right now it's best to not think of it all and just train like you're supposed to do.
Another sigh and pretty much you can't train when there's so much to think about what you've just done and training would just make it harder. So training is now out of your list right now, for fucks sake! Ugh! Just fucking DO something while shes sleeping, keep your mind at bay and just do something very useful anything other than her. You start to growl, man this isn't getting you anywhere and if that not helping either and what can you do about it? Nothing really.
"I need to get out of here"
Yeah you do
"I cant do this with her around me"
No you can't
"I have to leave"
Yes, leave now.
"GOD DAMMIT WOMAN!"
Defiantly god damn her
Screaming out of frustration and already stressed out, I mean, look it's just a little nip and touch, right? There's no need to stress about it. NO WRONG! You fucking idiot! You're not thinking right.
"Vegeta is everything alright?"
SHIT! She heard you. No, please don't come near, don't come near, please, please, please. Oh god HELP ME! That touch of her hand and already stiffens you up, no you have to leave, get out of here now!
"I have to go"
"Vegeta..Wait!"
Already your gone and that pain of guilt washes all over you and just can't keep up with yourself and she's disappeared, away from you, crying for you to come back, help her heal, make her smile, that lovely smile that melts your heart all over and those watering eyes could break your heart. Imaging her crying and broken you stop mid air, just look at the image, look at her shes crying,hurt and you are not her to comfort her. Shame! Pure SHAME of you! Where's your heart in this? Don't you wanna be with her?
"Yes, I do"
Do you wanna keep her and never let her go?
"Yes"
Do you want that fuck-tart take her away from you and never again you being in her heart? Look at you! You're just a coward! Where's your pride of all things, wheres you HEART? You disgust at yourself, leaving the poor woman upset while you go away from her is selfish! DO you want her? Well DO YOU!
"YES!"
THEN GET YOU FUCKING PRINCE ASS BACK TO HER!
Maybe it's time to start this plan right now and get rid of him...For good!
"Just you wait...I'm going to make his life a living fucking hell!"
A very living hell indeed.