I don't really know where we're going as we walk out of the school and into the parking lot, I just know I have to get to know him better. And the look he had on his face as I mentioned going back to class was awful, he looked so sad and I just couldn't take that shit.
"What do you want to take my car or yours ?" I say as we reach the middle of the parking lot.
"Well I don't have a car only a motorcycle." He says pointing to a beautiful black Ducati 999 Damn why in the fuck does that turn me on? I'm not gay , but then I can't deny that the thought of him on the motorcycle made my dick twitch either. Yeah I don't even want to think about it right now. Shaking my head I turn back and look at him.
"My car it is then." I say walking towards my silver volvo.
"Really Edward a volvo?" He says with a smirk on his face.
"Are you making fun of me and my car?" I ask with a smile of my own.
"No not at all, your just way to hot to be driving a volvo is all." He says blushing and looking at the ground. Damn is this boy hitting on me?
"Yeah well I figure i'm so hot I can make any car look good." I say winking at him to let him know i'm clearly joking, and maybe even flirting with him a little, I'm not sure why 'cause i'm so not gay. Yeah I say that alot , so what?
"Yeah and your so fuckin modest to" he says rolling his eyes and opening the passanger side door to get in.
Getting in the car I start the ignition and ask "where to?"
"Doesn't matter to me." He says as he's buckiling his seat belt.
"Well how about my house ?"
"Ummm...sure" he says looking anything but sure.
"Look we don't have to it was just a suggestion" I say not wanting to make him uncomfortable.
"No it's fine." He says laying his hand on my shoulder. And damn if it didnt feel like the boy shocked the hell out of me , I mean fuck even my toes were tingling. What the fuck is going on?
"O.k." I say even though it only comes out as a wisper.
Backing out of the parking lot I start up a conversation.
"So tell me something about yourself." I say wishing I didn't have to look at the road and could look at him instead.
"What do you want to know?"
"Anything " I tell him and everything I mumble low enough so he can't here.
"Well, i've lived here all my life. I have a sister who's a year older then me, she's a bitch but she's also extreamly loyle when it comes to her friends and family. I don't really have any friends but I guess you've already seen that. And i'm gay which you already know, and well thats about it." He says looking at me.
"What about you?" He asks
"Well I just moved here from NewYork , I have one brother who looks like a dumb jock but is actualy really smart he's away at collage. I also have a sister who's a year younger then me she's a handful she's like the taz mainen devil on crack. And well i've always thought I was straight"
I finish glancing at him.
Jaspers silent for a good five minutes looking as though he was thinking over my words.
"Ok so whats your favorite color?" I ask to break the uncomfortable silence.
"Green." He says staring at me as though he's almost in a trance.
"Can I ask you a question Edward?"
Damn my name sounded so fucking good coming out of his mouth, just hearing it got me hard as a rock. O.k now i'm starting to panick. What the fuck is this boy doing to me?
"Sure go ahead" I say trying to sound like i'm not fixing to have a mental break down.
"What did you mean when you said you never thought you were gay? Does something have you rethinking that?"
Oh,shit did I really fuckin say that? Do I tell him the thoughts thats been running around in my head or do I not mention it right now? I mean how can I explain something that I don't even understand myself?
Well I guess I owe it to him and myself to try right? Here gos nothing.
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