"O.k. so whats your favorite color?" He asks looking uncomfortable as hell.
"Green." I say not really having to think about it as I name the color of his eyes. What I am thinking about though is what he said before that. He always THOUGHT he was straight , as in he's not sure any more.
"Can I ask you a question Edward?" I ask needing to know what the hell be meant by that.
"Sure go ahead."
"What did you mean when you said you never thought you were gay ? Does something have you rethinking that?" I ask almost rushing the words out impatient for his answer.
By this time we're pulling up to a beautiful 3 story home which i'm guessing is his place. Shutting off his car he turns in his seat to face me.
"Can we talk once we get inside?" "Sure." I say almost scared about what he has to say.
The first thing I notice getting out of the car is that there isn't any other cars in the driveway , so we must really be alone. I'm not really sure if i'm happy about that or not. Walking through the door Edward heads straight to the kitchen.
"You want anything to drink" he asks looking nervous as hell. "No, thanks i'm good." I say as I watch him take out a bottle of water and guzzel it down. Watching his adams apple bob up and down up and down I can't help but imagine him swallowing something other then water.
And fuck if i'm not hard as a goddamn rock.
"Jasper?" Edward says standing right in front of me now. Damn how long was I in my head?
"You o.k.?" He asks looking worried.
"This is like the fourth time i've said your name."
"Yeah i'm good. Sorry I spaced there for a minute" I say embarrassed feeling the heat travel From my face down my neck. "Come on lets head to my room we need to talk." Edward says heading up the stairs to the third level. Walking into his room the first thing that grabs my attention is the king size bed in the middle of the room. Draging my eyes away from it I see that there are books and music everywhere. Something else I can't help but notice are the posters of bikini clad women hanging on his walls. I guess that answers the gay question doesn't it.
"Look Jasper about what I said in the car."
"Hey I know your not gay Edward. It's cool your room kinda gives it away." I say with a smirk trying to let him out of this conversation 'cause it kinda looks like he's about to shit a brick right now.
"Look Jasper I don't really know how to say this and i'm not one to beat around the fuckin bush so i'm just gonna spit it out" he says walking towards me with a look of determination in his eyes.
"It's not these posters of girls in bikinis thats got me hard as hell right now, it's you. All you" he says backing me into the wall.
This can't be happening. This can't be. There's no way this beautiful sexy boy in front of me is gay, and if he is he couldn't possably be in to me. I'm a nobody a nothing.
"You asked me in the car Jasper if something had me rethinking the whole being straight thing.
No, not something Jasper , someone. You. Your all i've thought about since seeing you in the hall. Everything you do it seems has me wanting to fucking jizz my jeans like a goddamn fourteen year old. So no I never thought I was gay until I found you. And you know what? I'm ok with it."
I can't seem to find any words to be able to speak after his rant, so instead I just stare ' cause he's still so fuckin close and he smells so fuckin good that I can't consentrat.
"Jasper can I kiss you?" He asks no louder then a wisper.
"Please." Is the only word my brain can come up with, and as he takes my bottom lip between his and lightly starts sucking on it I can't help but wonder if i'm fucking up. 'Cause if something happens and this ends bad i've lost the first friend i've ever really had.
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