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Dark Nights:
Chapter 2: Haze
Last Time:
"Rukia," he said softly, only a mile or two away from her house. "I need to tell you something." he said his eyes tracing for hers. The thing was her violet eyes had already caught him in her trap.
"Yeah?" She asked as he pulled into a red light.
"Rukia, I love you."
Rukia's violet eyes widen in shock. Even through the cursed alcohol, his amber eyes, his expression, was all serious. And the words that came out, all four of them, made her head fill with an emotion she had never encountered. She wanted to speak, she wanted to move her trembling lips, but nothing she tried worked.
The time around her, seemed endless, the stairs they shared, never came to a conclusion. Rukia couldn't even feel the car move as Ichigo drove it into an empty parking lot next to a store. Her heart beats covered any sign of sound.
"Rukia," His voice seemed distant, soft. "Don't look at me like that." he said her eyes going back to him.
Rukia closed her eyes and reopened them trying to gain control. "I-I-"
"Let me finish," he said cutting her off with a smile. "I love you, but, I can't love you." he said his amber eyes filled with sadness the shadow of the car making them darker. "As much as I want to, I allow you to be with me, you deserve better. Someone who can promise you lifetime happiness, someone who can give you the treatment you deserve." he said, tucking in a stray hair that fell to Rukia's face.
Rukia's heart raced with his warm touch. She remembered this touch, this feeling, but slightly different. It was when they found each other in the opposite realm, when he cradled her in the rain, saying he was sorry. It was almost the same, but the words he spoke were different, and the effect they had on her were almost alien.
"I can't allow myself," he began. "To ruin your life." he said with a smile that made her die inside. "I can only be a brother too you." he said with a kiss on her forehead.
Rukia felt a sensation of anger and fear. The words that came out of his mouth angered her in seconds. "No matter what," Rukia said gaining her control back, "No matter what you say, my life is my life! And I can choose to love whoever I want!" She screamed in agony. "Don't you go choosing my life Ichigo! And don't you dare pity me!"
"But you deserve a normal life!" He screamed back.
"Since when have I ever been normal?" Rukia screamed back tears on edge.
"Don't fight with me on this!"
"Why?"
"Because I only love you more!"
Silence filled the car and Rukia retreated in her yells. "Why?" she asked softly. "Why me? When you have thousands of girls? Why me?" she asked. "I am nothing compared to them."
"No!" Ichigo yelled his eyes filled with fire. "You're the one that stands out the most. You're not afraid of stupid things, you stand up for what you think is right, your constantly finding a way to pick a fight, and you make my heart beat the fastest." he said. "And I can't stop loving every bit of you."
"Then why are you trying to stop?" Rukia asked hesitant. She loved him yes, but why did she feel guilty, why did she feel half empty?
Ichigo shut his eyes only to find them locked on with violet ones. "Why do you make me suffer?" he asked with pity. "Why do you always make me second guess my feelings?"
Rukia didn't answer.
"Today will be never spoken of," Ichigo began. "Not until we both figure out our feelings," he said.
"But I know my feeling-" Rukia stopped half sentence, she didn't know her feelings, but why? Why did she second guess herself?
Ichigo tilted his head with a smirk. "Don't count Toshiro out of this already," he said, "I know you feel something for him." he said touching Rukia's cheek. "And I know you feel something for me too."
Rukia suddenly felt her heart drop to the pit of her stomach. "I don't feel for Toshiro that way!" she said with doubt. I don't! She refused I don't! I don't!. But she did. Some where she knew that, and she loved Toshiro Hitsugaya just as much.
"Will you let me kiss you?" Ichigo asked not giving Rukia a chance to nod. His lips planted against hers and she felt the world, go round again.
Orihime walked out of a small food market with a bag of food. She had remembered to get food on her way back and did what she had too, but when she came out she noticed the unmistakable car that belong to Ichigo, and her heart fluttered in joy. Until she saw who was in the car.
And what was going on in there.
Orihime felt her world crash to her feet, and she trembled dropping the bags in her hand. Ichigo kissed Rukia, and they continued so passionately. Orihime couldn't stop the tears, her hands she to her face covering her eyes and she ran, she ran to her car, starting it and driving away in sobs.
The hatred stirred in with mixed emotions of sadness and betrayal, but the anger for the Kuchiki girl stood out the most.
Toshiro crashed on his bed, greeted by the monster bunny Chrysies. But he didn't bother to say a 'hi' in returned, he just laid there in silence. Only one thing on his mind, and that was the small Kuchiki girl.
"Toshiro, don't cloud you mind with thoughts of fear," Chrysies said. "I understand Rukia is very important to you, but you must not let her know about what you are going to do." she said.
Toshiro turned his head, laying his emerald eyes on the bunny on the floor, in her basket-like-bed. "I know." he said emotionless.
Chrysies pouted. "Toshiro..." she muttered. "You know that since you are a commander of the Southern group you can't let your emotions get in the way of your assignment, you've know this since your child years."
Toshiro nodded.
Chrysies sighed. "You're not making this any easier..." she muttered. "You know, Toshiro, that the Pack, will not live unless the red moon shows itself and you know that this year, many will die if you do not show to the party." she said. "And you also know that it will be impossible for you to leave her if you tell her."
Toshiro turned his head avoiding contact with the rabbit. "I know princess." he said softly.
Chrysies let a sigh out. "Rukia changed you Toshiro, for the good, and for the bad." she said, but Toshiro said nothing back he only stared at his pillow in thought.
And the two waited till sleep consumed them.
Ichigo pulled his car into Rukia's drive way, shutting off the engine and giving her a smile. She just smirked back getting out of the car, Ichigo getting out of the car as she did.
"I don't need to be walk two yards to my front door." Rukia said rolling her eyes.
Ichigo thought was to quick and too tall to out walk. He was already next to her as she stopped at her door step. "Well tonight was unexpected Kurosaki."
Ichigo rolled his amber eyes ignoring her comment. "So what, we blow everything off and pretend like nothing happened, going back to our normal lives?" he asked.
Rukia smiled. "We don't have normal lives." she said.
Ichigo kissed her, the way she smiled to him just asked him for it. "Remember after tonight, I am your brother, but the nicer one." he said with a small half smile that gave him his cocky attitude.
Rukia grinned. "Brothers don't kiss there little sisters on the lips." she said.
Ichigo rolled his eyes again. "I said after tonight," he said kissing her again and pushing her back to the wall. Rukia pushed the door bell with her back but they both ignored it paying attention to the one that they had their lips on.
The door opened.
"Oh my..."
Rukia and Ichigo's head went to the person at the door, both shocked and scared to move. "Crap..." they cursed together.
"Rukia Beatrice Kuchiki!" Shirayuki said pacing up and down the living room with an angry look on her face as she held Rukia captive on the couch after she chased Ichigo away.
"My middle name is not Beatrice-"
"I don't care!" Shirayuki said. "What I need to tell you is very important missy!" She said point a long fingernail to Rukia's forehead. Rukia wanted to roll her eyes, but she knew that she got luck that Byakuya and Hisana went out for the night and she didn't want to get a lecture from them.
"One, you don't even call! Two, I find you kissing a boy outside my house-"
"It's not your house-"
"And three... I can't be more proud!" she said hugging Rukia into Rangiku's signature death hugs, practically lifting her off the ground. "You even drank you first cup of Saki! Oh~ I can finally not be ashamed you call you my Human!" She said with a smile.
Rukia held her breath, confused, shaken and sleepy. "U-uh what?" she asked in disbelief.
Shirayuki sat Rukia down sitting next to her. "So~ tell me what happened, and I won't say a peep to Bya-kun," she said with a wink.
"Nothing happened!" Rukia debated.
"Oh~ don't lie! I always thought you would be making out with the white-haired one though, but never mind that, your sister promised me you would have your middle name Beatrice, did I tell you about the time your mother-"
"You know my mother?" Rukia asked cutting Shirayuki off.
Shirayuki sighed closing her eyes and reopening them. "Your mother, was an amazing woman." she said. "And she was loved by many, but I can't say more..."
Rukia stared at her in disbelief. "What?" she almost screamed. "Why? She is my mother! I need to know!" Rukia panicked.
Shirayuki gave her a sad look. "There are laws, that forbid and Soul Spirit to interfere with the future and tampering with the future is also like tell a secret from the past."
Rukia almost laughed. "Well I don't give a crap about laws! My mother, and father, you know something! And as you Master I demand to know!" she said tears starting to form. "Please..." she begged, "As your friend... tell me..."
Shirayuki shook her head. "I'm sorry..." and with that she held up and porcelain figure, putting it to Rukia's forehead.
"Shirayuki what are you-?"
"Erase." she said under her breath a chill entering the room. "Once to the head where knowledge is kept."
"STOP!" Rukia panicked.
"And once to the heart, where true memories live." Shirayuki put her figure to Rukia's heart and Rukia felt an icy pulse hit her, knocking her out cold. "Some wont remember this night." Shirayuki muttered picking Rukia up in a bridal style. "The last one you touched wont remember what happened, since there will be nothing left to remember..."
So the snow which carried Rukia too her room, letting her sleep in the peaceful night.
Rukia's violet eyes fluttered open finding herself on her bed still dressed in the party outfit she wore yesterday. She sleepily got up, the sunlight from the window hitting her face, and the last thing she remembered was pushing Toshiro into the pool.
Even the thought made her smile.
But she knew she couldn't stay in bed as much as she wanted too, she had to eat at some point. So what she decided to do was skip the morning shower and go straight to the kitchen, after all, it was summer, every normal kid ate before their shower.
So she walked out of her room with a yawn, entering the long corridor and finding herself in the kitchen. Shirayuki didn't seem to be around, and Hisana and Byakuya were probably still sleeping, so she decided to make herself a casual bowl of cereal. Yum.
She went to the fridge first, taking out the milk and setting it on the marble counter, going to the cabinets and pulling out a medium sized bowl. Then, Rukia had to make a tough decision, Fruit loops or Lucky Charms?
Our smart heroine went with both.
She put the contents back and ate her cereal till she reached the couch, turning on the TV and watching any random show that was on.
DING-DONG
Rukia let out a sigh, putting down her almost empty cereal and wondering who the heck would have the guts to bother her this early in the morning. She reluctantly opened the door to find a shocking surprise.
Toshiro Hitsugaya aka: Snowflake, was at her door, giving her a low bow and holding a bouquet of white roses. "Mi'lady," he said as a gesture, his emerald eyes reaching Rukia violet ones with an electrifying glance. "Pleasure to greet you this fine afternoon."
"Save it Romeo its morning." Rukia said rolling her eyes and blocking the door avoiding to let him in. "Cut the crap, what do you want?" Rukia asked annoyed by his appearance.
Toshiro let a casual smirk show, "Your right." he said, breaking through Rukia's barrier and letting himself in. He through the roses backwards and they landed on the small coffee table, walking towards the couch and laying down on it his cockiness annoying Rukia by the second. "I came here to hang out, mooch a bit, satisfy some people, and watch your cable." he said with a smile.
Rukia couldn't hold her smile either as she walked over to him and bended down her nose almost touching his, and her eyes daring him to making a move. "Go find another girl to satisfy." she said turning on her heel and picking up the roses, opening the door and pointing his way out. "Now be a good doggy and run along." she said.
Toshiro cringed sitting up. "This is the thanks I get for bringing you a beautiful batch of roses and putting up with the crap you gave me yesterday, the stuff I do for your little ass." he said sarcastically.
Rukia didn't even flinch.
Toshiro sighed. "Come'n Rukia, I was just kidding," He said shoving his hands in his pockets. "Lets go out somewhere, I've been bored all week, lets go to the park or something, I'll even buy you a freak'n Chappy doll." he said.
Rukia felt a chance for revenge. "Lets so the carnival," She said. "And how 'bout we make a bet, whoever can go on the most rides on a full stomach, gets to do whatever the other person want, for a week." she said.
"Two weeks."
"Deal."
Toshiro snickered. "It's on Kuchiki, I'll pick you up in a hour, and you better look a lot cleaner that you do now, I could've mistaken you for a troll." he said walking by her and flicking her forehead.
Rukia's blood boiled. "Don't you go getting run over before you have to go two weeks doing what I say." Rukia said with a smirk.
Toshiro turned around at the edge of the door, his emerald eyes glancing back at her. "I look forward to you being dress as my maid." he said with a devilishly handsome smirk that made Rukia go the slightest shade of pink.
"You'll eat your words Hitsugaya..." she said softly her blush still on her face.
He still managed to hear her weak attempt for a come-back. "Not before you serve me breakfast, Bruch, lunch and dinner." he said. "And I added the brunch just for the two weeks I get to win." and with that he left, the look in his eyes still hovering in Rukia's mind.
She tried to shake off the thought, returning inside and to her bowl of cereal.
"Ruki-chwan~!" Shouted the drunk Shirayuki from the living room. "Ruki-Chwan~! Where ar~ joo?" she said getting up poorly and walking down the corridor using the walls for support.
"Shirayuki your drunk again." Rukia said coming out of her living room and helping her Soul Spirit. "Honestly we don't even have Saki and you magically get some, how does that happen?" Rukia asked.
Shirayuki gave a smile that made her shiver suddenly wishing she didn't ask. "My secrwet, joo find out later~" she said with an index finger to her lips.
Rukia rolled her eyes checking the wall clock in her room and making sure Toshiro wasn't late for their "Competition" . "Shirayuki I'm going to be out with Toshiro later so if Hisana and Brother come back tell them not to worry." Rukia said.
"Okydoky!" She said as Rukia past by her and to the living room.
Rukia rolled her eyes, her Soul Spirit could be so childish sometimes, but it she didn't mind, after all she wasn't the perfect role model either. She plopped on the couch, were she found herself a lot lately, craving popcorn and cheese.
But she knew she couldn't eat since she was up against Toshiro, her friend-rival that always found away to piss her off.
DING-DONG
That was the sound Rukia had been waiting for all day. She got up, and open the door to find Toshiro, leaning on the wall, a smirk plastered on his face. "Ready to lose?"
"Haven't you learned Toshiro? I don't play to lose." Rukia said walking with a perk to his familiar icy blue Carrera that had been temporarily revoked.
Toshiro fallowed her, in a flash already in the car, turning on the engine with a twist. "Haven't you learned, you're dealing with a werewolf?" he said.
Rukia chuckled.
When they made it to the amusement park, Toshiro ended up paying, since Rukia had "Forgotten" her wallet at the house. And the first thing the two did was head to the food court, ordering anything on the menu.
"Don't forget the funnel cake!" Rukia said happily to Toshiro who was in the line. "I'll go get a seat." she said walking along the booths that were busy.
When Toshiro came back he had his hands full, a smirk on his face, and his eyes on Rukia and only Rukia. Girls in other booths cursed Rukia mentally.
"You know, we're getting eyeballed from all over." Rukia whispered as Toshiro sat down.
"I know." He said.
Rukia smiled grabbing a bag of food. "So how do we split this equally?" Rukia asked checking the contents of the bag.
Toshiro pointed to one side. "That's yours," He pointed to the other. "That's mine, don't worry I got two of each so were eating the same things." He said. "What are you going to start with?"
"The burger." Rukia said grabbing the burger and unwrapping the foil as Toshiro did the same.
In about thirty minutes they finished the bags of food, Rukia making sure they saved the funnel cake for last. "So lets ride some rides, or do you already want to back out?" she asked with a gleam in her eyes.
"Save it for when your dress as my maid." He said getting up and throwing the empty bags of propaganda. "And trust me you'll look great in black." he said.
Rukia got up angrily, fallowing him out the door. Ass... She thought sending daggers with her eyes.
Toshiro glanced back to her. "Fast ones first or easy?" He asked. "I suggest we get the fast ones out of the way, unless your too scared too." he said making Rukia glare back at him.
"Oh shut up." she said.
"I agree we should ride the fast ones first." he said dipping his voice in sarcasm. "Lets get on that one!" he said pointing to the wooden rollercoaster that would lean every time the carts moved across.
Rukia smiled. "I'm all for It." she said walking towards the line that wasn't that long, Toshiro close being her.
"You know if you get scared, you can always hold my hand." he said with a sly smirk. "I wouldn't mind." he said his emerald eyes narrowing down on the Kuchiki girl who was deeply unimpressed.
"Like I would even want to do that." she said rolling her violet eyes. "Trust me, that the last thing you'll catch me doing." she said.
Toshiro raised a brow and then gave a fake sigh. "Oh well, I tried." he said with a shrug. "I guess I'll just have to sit with one of those hot girls, I bet they will practically be on my lap." he said.
Rukia eyebrows furrowed. "Seriously, you're playing the jealousy card? I don't care who you go with! I just want to see you barf up you cocky guts." she said sticking out her tongue childishly.
"You're right, I should just stick with you, after all, I drove you here, we had lunch together, and we even shared a drink, there's nothing going on between us." she said really edging on with the sarcasm. "It's not like we're making out at the restaurant or anything."
Rukia glared. "Ok fine, sure we had lunch together, and people might think we're an item, but it's not like we really are." she said. "I never thought you'd be the type of guy to care about what people think Toshiro."
Toshiro rolled his emerald eyes. "I don't." He said. "I was waiting to see your reaction, after all, you are overly stubborn, hot headed, and a sadist." he said. "I wouldn't be surprised if you tried to murder me on the rollercoaster." he said.
Rukia smirked. "I'm not a sadist, but I might try a freak accident thing." she said jokingly.
Toshiro ignored her comment. "Whatever." he said.
They were next in line, once the next row of carts pulled in, it was their turn, and Rukia was the first to get in claiming the front row, and Toshiro fallowing, sitting next to her.
"Buckle up. I wouldn't want you to fall out now would I?" Rukia asked with a twinkle in her eyes that made Toshiro not even comprehend what she said.
But he had to say something. "Ya ya..." he said rolling his eyes lowering the bar in front of them, "Hold on tight," he said.
Rukia put her hand over his, "Don't get to excited." she said with a smirk. "I just hope you don't puke on the first ride." Rukia said, never letting go of his hand, even when the ride started its long journey up the 200ft drop.
"How fun," Toshiro muttered as they reached climax.
"Don't shit in your pants-" Rukia's sentence was cut off by the plummeting drop of the rollercoaster her voice excited, not scared.
Rukia felt Toshiro pull his hand up in the air along with hers, forcing her to let go of her vice grip to the handle bar and into the air. Rukia felt her stomach drop, and her butt float softly up, the loose seatbelt not being to supportive. She felt her voice strain and she couldn't yell, yet a grin was plastered on her face.
If Toshiro wasn't staring directly to the ground, he would stare at her, and her alone.
The two felt the rollercoaster start going up again, then a quick, neck twisting, whiplash to the right, then another one to left, then a plummet to the ground again. Rukia and Toshiro couldn't even see clearly the since wooden roll coast was shaking so much.
And Rukia thanked the people who thought of putting a pillow on the back of the seat, even if it was hard.
Darkness surrounded Rukia making her eyes widen trying to make out what was about to happen next. All attempts was futile though, the only thing Rukia could see was the light at the end of the tunnel.
Too bad there was a drop there.
More screams clustered in Rukia's throat, and with a roughly break, and a jerk of necks, the rollercoaster finial pulled into a slow, 5 mile per hour stop.
And the first thing Rukia did was turn her head to Toshiro with a big grin on her face. "That was fun!" She said automatically.
Toshiro just chuckled at her enthusiasm, and once they got off, Rukia was bouncing with excitement. Lucky for Toshiro, they put a restroom right next to the rollercoaster.
"I need to... go." he said jerking his head towards the restrooms.
Rukia eyebrows furrowed not getting what he meant. "I don't understand- oh..." she said, the thought striking her like lighting. "Just play fair and don't puke Hitsugaya," she said with a smirk. "But I know you're not that type."
Toshiro rolled his eyes at Rukia's sarcasm. "Whatever" he said shortly, going to the door with the stick figure of a guy on it.
Rukia climbed on the fake cement rock, cheerfully waiting for Toshiro to come back out.
After a whole day of rides, you'd be expecting one of the two competitors to puke out their guts, but neither did. Both were too suborn to admit defeat and as the sun started to set, the game was coming to an end.
"Rukia, why don't we just call it a tie and get it over with." Toshiro whined, tired of the Kuchiki's stubbornness.
Rukia sighed, as much as she didn't want to admit it, Toshiro was right, it was a time to end the game. "Fine," she said, "But after the spinning dragon one, I haven't ridden that one since I was a..." Rukia forgot she had no idea about her past, she never really rid it at all, or at least she didn't remember.
Toshiro got the picture though. "Fine," he said, and the two jogged over to the small line of people.
Rukia and Toshiro were quickly put into a metal dragon, and even before the ride started Toshiro was eagerly sinning the wheel making Rukia slide to one side with bad attempts to stop him.
And then it started to move, Rukia couldn't wait to get the dizzy feeling, and the loss of footage, she loved everything about amusement parks, even the annoying parts.
The spinning became faster and faster and Rukia could only see flashes of Toshiro's white hair and emerald eyes, wearing a big grin on his face. She couldn't help but laugh as she was stuck to the edge.
The flashes of people on the outside were blurry, and Toshiro's laughter and her giggles echoed off the mechanical machine.
Sadly it started to slow down, making it harder for Toshiro to spin, and he stopped, laughing along with Rukia as she slid back near him, waiting for the steps to open down.
"That was fun." Rukia said resting her head on Toshiro shoulder, tired of the failed attempts to stop Toshiro.
"You had no chance, after all, I do have super werewolf strength." He said glancing down to Rukia, her body in his arms. He couldn't remember a time he felt so happy.
The steps open downwards, and Rukia was the one to get up first. "C'mon on, it's getting to hot in here." Rukia said blush staining her cheeks.
Toshiro got up. "Oh and I was so getting comfortable cuddling with you." He said with a smile.
Rukia stuck her tongue out walking down, Toshiro right behind her. She felt fuzzy, but not sick. "Your a ass, I could have-" Rukia felt it, the food from before regurgitating in her stomach. She covered her mouth in reflex and ran, spotting the nearest trash can.
Toshiro didn't even have time to react.
Rukia to in fresh air, her body half inside the trash can, and whipping her mouth with her sleeve. She felt sick to the pit of her stomach.
Toshiro ran over to her, furrowed eyebrows and a smile that Rukia instantly knew. "Looks like I have a maid for two weeks." he said his hands on his knees and his face an inch away from Rukia's furious one. "Come on, I'll go get you some water, and napkins."He said walking off.
Rukia wanted to die in the trash can right there and then.
Within a minute Toshiro came back, finding Rukia with her back to the trash can and her hands on her head. "Hey, are you feeling better?" he asked, holding the bottle water to her face.
Rukia glanced at him, taking the water. "I wanted to go on the Ferris wheel." she said weekly.
"You just finished puking Rukia!" Toshiro exclaimed.
"Please!" she begged.
Toshiro sighed sitting down next to her. "How 'bout you get better, and then we'll ride the Ferris wheel, ok?" he asked raising his eyebrow in question.
Rukia nodded with a small smile. "Thanks Toshiro," she said getting an erg to put her head on his shoulder.
"Come on! Toshiro you slow poke!" Rukia said quickly dashing to the line to the Ferris wheel. And Toshiro quickly discovered that Kuchiki's, recover fairly fast.
"One second you were nearly upside-down in a trash can and now you want to go two hundred feet in the sky, you're crazy Rukia!" Toshiro said fallowing her despite her words.
"I'm perfectly fine now," She said. "Come on Toshiro, you promised."
"Ya whatever." Toshiro said grumpily, crossing his arms and avoiding her eye contact. "Just don't throw chunks on me, we already established that I won our little bet." he said with a smirk.
It was Rukia's turn to roll her eyes, landing them back on Toshiro and giving his a small smile. "The sun is about to go down, that's why I wanted to get on." Rukia said.
Toshiro smiled at her, going first into the capsule as it retuned down. He sat to the right, and surprisingly, Rukia said next to him. But he had no complaints.
The ride went slowly up, and the two were completely quiet for almost the longest time. Rukia glancing at him, and trying to put her attention to the window but failing every time his eyes met hers.
And every time she felt static when they touched. Rukia wasn't even paying attention to the orange sky that was the most beautiful of colors. "Toshiro..." she muttered tilting her head towards him.
His eyes were already on her. He felt the wanting of putting his lips towards hers, and feeling her warm breath. He wanted to interlock hands with her small ones, and he wanted to mess up that raven black hair of hers. But even the best restraint might crack.
Rukia inched in closer. "Thank you for today Toshiro..." she muttered. "I had... lots of fun with you." she said with a smile.
It was his turn to get closer. "Rukia, you know you're beautiful," he whispered, putting a cold hand to her cheek, laying his forehead on hers.
Rukia felt her lip quiver, and she wanted to close her eyes, falling into his control. His voice was so alluring. His touch was electrifying. And the way he made her feel was so protected.
He could stop himself, once his lip gave a tiny peck to hers, he wanted more of her taste, he want more of her soft lips, he wanted to consume her and embrace her in open arms. And he did.
He held the Kuchiki girl as if his life was at risk. He ate at her lips as if he would never touch her again, it was so long since he felt her body against his, and he lust it.
He hand ran down her back and she wanted more of him. She could feel her breath run short, and her mind go to cloud 9. The way he wraps his arms around her and kissed her neck hungrily, she knew she would always be safe in his hands.
But why did he reject her? Some where Rukia could feel him tense up, and push her away, she could feel his voice pleading to stop. But why did he not pull away?
Rukia was the first to break the spell. "I'm sorry." she said.
Toshiro kept his hand to her face and smiled to her. "You have no reason to apology, Rukia Kuchiki." Toshiro said with a kiss to her cheek. "I'm more at fault than you are." he said.
And Rukia felt her heart race; she didn't even notice how the ride was coming to an end until Toshiro said something about it.
Rukia couldn't wash away the feeling of hunger for Toshiro since that day. And she knew that, it was so wrong too, but yet it felt so right. The way he held her, the way he made her safe. She shouldn't shake it off.
And when they both entered the car together, oh how badly she wanted to touch his hand with hers.
Authors Note:
Sorry its late, I had some trouble with my internet, and I got grounded for a while. I hope you like the chapter though.
Thanks for reading, comments are grateful here.
-xXAnetXx : 3
