i am so so so so so so sorry i waited so long to upload but with school starting and everything else going on and my being grounded from the computer its gonna take some time. but im at my dads house and to say sorry im going to upload two chapters tonight if i get 5 more reviews in this in the next hour i swear on the angel.I wrote this with one of my good friends. we exchanged chapters i would write a few and she would a few so ill tell you who wrote what chapters :) please read and review. :) we own nothing exept the plot...and mark...(a mean made up character :)) oh and me and my friends whenever we make a promise we swear on the angel so that we know we will keep it cause' if you swear on the angel you cant break it.:) once again i am extremly sorry please forgive please.

i wrote this chapter so please enjoy-chapter 3-dinner time.

i walked into the locker room and looked around to make sure no one was there. i had a strange feeling like i was being watched but no one was there. I leaned against the lockers in the locker room and fell to the floor tears gushing out of my eyes.

still crying i stood up to change out of my volleyball uniform and into my regular clothes. i looked at myselfand all the bruises i was forced to cover so no one knew the truth. i dont know why i let him do this to me. I geuss he's right...im weak im needy and pathetic and weak.

...at the restaurant...

When Mark and I got to the restaurant I noticed that he had reserved a seperate table for him and myself away from the rest of the volleyball team.

I watched as candle wax slowly rolled down the candle only to freeze in its place abut halfway down the candle. I look up just in time to see mark go face first into his third plate of Fettachini Alfrado.

"God mark!'i exclaimed "can you be anymore of a pig? thats like your third place and your getting it everywhere!" mark slowly looked up to look me right square in the eye. in his eyes i saw anger and hatred but that's a look i'v come to know a lot more lately.i close my eyes and prepare for the blow...but it doesn't come. i open my eyes to see that mark as once again focused all of his attention on his plate of food. anger boiled in me and i did something i completly regret. i took his plate and threw it on the floor. the plate shattered into millions of tiny fragments and pieces.

everything stoped. everyone stoped. everyone stared. its to much its all just to much. i turn and run out of the restaurant without saying a word.

i closed my eyes for barley a second when...BAM!... i ran into something...or someone...a very sexy someone. this someone had blond hair, big muscles and through his shirt you could see a very hard very sexy 8 . "i'm s-s-sorry"i stuttered i heard footsteps behind me and i knew what was going to happen so i quickly searched the area for a place to hide and deciding that the tree would be the best place to hide for now.

i climbed the tree and on the first try i scraped my knee against the bark of the tree. once i was situated in the tree i heard voices coming from right under the tree.

"hey,Jace right?"

"yea, why?"

"can you go inside?"

"no."

"what! why?"

Jace doesn't answer.

"shadowhunters don't belong here in the mundane world, why dont you and your stupid ass g back to idris." i was to scared to realize what was being said. there was silence for a few seconds when sudenly i felt a hand grab hold of my ankle and pull me out of the tree. i fell to the forearm landed on a very sharp rock akwardly sliceing it open grabed my other arm and very painfully pulled me to my feet.

"clary. tell this self righteous asshole to go inside."he damanded in a very threatening tone.

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"CLARY!" mark screamed. i closed my eyes refusing to cry."crying is a sign of weakness and i do not talorate crying in this house" valentine would say as he hit me harder.

I took a deep breath..."jace...i...can..."i opened my eyes so i could look him in the eyes"jace please go inside. im fine really just go inside and forget you even saw me please?"...Jace just stared at me for a few moments with a blank expression befor slowly turning around and walking to the restaurant.

as soon as jace was inside mark pinned me to the tree and started yelling"WHAT THE FUCK! GIVES YOU THE RIGHT! TO FUCKIN EMBARRASS ME IN PUBLIC!"..."ITS HIM ISN'T IT?" he lowered his voice to a very threatening and very scary tone."clary if i ever see you talking to him again i swear to god i will fuckin kill him and you know i will.

"YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HIM! I EMBARRASSED YOU CAUSE YOU WERE BEING A DICK!" i screamed but regreting it grabed hold of my hair and pulled it so i was forced to look him in the eye "we will finish this discussion in the truck, but first you have to go back in there and appologise to all those people, tell them that your sorry for causing a scene, tell them that you suffer from a severe compulsive arm disorder or some random bullshit like that, that would explain your horrible fucking behavior got it?"tears where streaming down my face and i didnt have the energy to speak i couldnt make myself i was to scared.

"ANSWER ME DAMN IT!" he screams.

"yes sir."i barly wisper.

"good now go!" he damands

i start to walk back to the restaurant when he grabes my arm and pulls me back to him.

"oh and clary? make it good. ill be listening" he said with a sickening smirk on his face it made me sick to think how he can do this to people.

i stand back up and run into the restaurant befor he can stop me again..

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YAY! LONGEST CHAPTER SO FAR! YAY!ok so thats chapter 3. once again im so sorry ...i would like to dedicate this story from this point on to Nicole Ivey Renalds & Guinever Renee Renin.

R.I.P-N.I.R.

R.I.P.-G.R.R.

they were my have ben for 11 years. and im gonna miss them.i wouls just like to sayGuinevere renee renin killed by an intentinal blade through the vain died on. October 28th, 2011.
Nicole ivey renalds killed by an intentional blade through the vain died on. September 29th, 2011
Both 18. Both victims of abuse. Both tragicly my bestfriends of 11 years...both dead. Scuicide isnt cool if you no someone whos having scuicidal thoughts get then help and if u r having scuicidal thoughts then come up to me and let me no i can help i wont tell anyone who u r but be honest and mssage me can swear on my bffs grave i will do my best to help. i know its not my place. and i know its not my bussiness but please if you feel like you have knowonw to talk too please come and talk to me i swear on the angel i will do my best to help and i swear on the angel i will listen! please!