In the end..
There is...
Crashing
There is...
Crushing
Your body collapses over mine
But for the first time I don't mind the lack of distance
I welcome it
Pulling you in closer
Caressing those beautiful strands
that tickle my cheek
Your violet dipped eyes twinkle in the moon light.
Ah, how beautiful.
In the end, there is nothing more to life than dreams is there?
Do you remember?
Those days of old
Our childhood
Nights filled with words
Filled with promises
Words shared forever between us
We would always be together
Those nights we slept in each others yards
Counting the stars in the endless sky
As your short hair bounced with each step you made
As your hands reached towards me
Holding me close
We made that promise
That we would always be...
In the end, there is nothing more to life than innocence is there?
What a lie
Our paths could never cross like that again
We had jumped on different trains
Yours leading to a world of purity and light
Mine…
Destruction and chaos.
Blood and tears
We had separated
We were separate
Never meant to be.
Besides
You always eyed
that boy next to me…
As I became his shadow
He shone in the sunlight
His blonde hair blinding
Your blushing face obvious to any stranger
You liked him
As I ignored it
It hurt
Our childhood beginning to break apart
Just to have those silent moments in your presence
I watch you fall more and more in love with him
In the end, there is nothing more to life than pain is there?
Do you remember?
Do you remember that kiss I shared with you the night of my departure
Your eyes shut
Your breath even
You had no clue I was even there,
Did you?
That soft touching of lips,
The comfort of your scent helped me leave
Helped me escape that eternal damnation
You slept as if you were an angel
So pure
So true
I was once happy just to be with you
But now it wasn't enough..
I needed more.
I needed to touch you more
I needed to feel your body
I needed your scent in order to breathe
I needed to leave you
Before I lost you.
Before I lost my place in your heart
Heh
Your heart...
Your heart
It was always his wasn't it?
He was an idiot
He was selfish
He was blind
He was unworthy of your love
No matter the lies I told
No matter the promises we made
Our childhood didn't last long
It wouldn't last anyways
I had to leave
I had to leave you
You had him
You had forgotten me
In the end there is nothing more to life than envy is there?
I have returned
I have come to destroy the world you clearly love
I have come to destroy our childhood
I have come to destroy the thing you call home
I have come to take you away …
From him
To claim you as my own
I would spill his blood across the city
I would burn everything to the ground
I have come
to create the world anew
I have come to
Make a world where not a worry has to cross your mind
I have come
To make you my redemption
I no longer cared if you loved him
I needed you more
I had cared for you more
You were always suppose to be mine
Why couldn't you see it
In the end, There is nothing more to life than revenge, is there?
But you,
You try to fight me
Your kuni flying in the air
Your soft hands glowing…
Trying to make my body numb
You are so close
It is like we are dancing
One step forward one step back
How ironic that you take the lead
We move together
Becoming one again
In the end, there is nothing more to life than illusions is there?
With failed attempts at cuts
You trip
Falling gracefully into my arms
As we fall
I protect you
As I should have long ago
As I was...
Before him
But you were not prepared for my act
You seemed to be surprised by my concern for you
Even after your lover was gone
Which leads us here
The agony within my heart maximized
Oh how it pains me to be in your presence…
But no
This is not a pain of the heart
No
I see blood.
I see your hand
Holding my heart
In the end… there is nothing more to life than death is there?
My blood
Reflected in your pale eyes
It trickled down the white robe
How ironic
The staining of purity
Blood red from Pale white
Life from Death
Hatred from love
You have created a world of contradictions…
You are my beginning
You are my end
I see it now
I see the truth
In the end, there is nothing more to life than wanting is there?
We as humans lose ourselves with this need
Wrapped within its faulted warmth
Waiting
Waiting for our love to respond
Waiting for them to see…
But as I look to you
You look to him
I lose my mind
I lose my reason to live a safe life
And destroy everything you love
So you can love me.
How sad
How happy
I see the anger in your eyes
I see the tears falling down your cheeks
I see the pain you feel
I am the first person you have killed
I am the first person you've hated
But now..
Now I am eternal
I will forever have claim over your heart
I will forever be in your mind.
Even when I'm gone.
You will not be able to forget me
And all I had to do was kill him
It's the price I guess
Now you are forever mine
In the end…
The end.
There is nothing more to life than you in the end.
REVIEW I BEG YOU!
AUTHOR NOTES: So... this was the first oneshot poem/story i have ever written. It sorta is a song-fic... sort of. It's a song INSPIRED fan fic. TO be quite honest Song fanfics annoy me to no end with the idea of taking lyrics and using them as seperate parts of the story... Anyways I worked off the idea of 'IN the end' and created (by myself) all the reasons of life that could be possible... Its still a story... but kind of sad if you think about it... So if guessing correctly that you read this ill do a brief sum
This is a story, telling of the one-sided love of Sasuke for Hinata, Beginning with a dream he works his way back in time... questioning the ideas of life and death... what happens in the end. what is the meaning of life? So in each situation he finds a new answer: Dream, Innocence, Pain, Envy, Revenge, Illusions,Death and wanting. All of these ideas link together creating his answer to what his life is, it was her. She was the source/reasoning to every event that happened in his life. She was his life, even though he had no place in hers. He kills Naruto as an act of need, of desperation and betrayal. He killed Naruto to make a place within her heart. Even though he was now hated, even as he died by her hand he died knowing he loved her, and that he would always be in her heart. Although not in the most positive of lights that place was good enough for him, revenge and pain would take over her heart just as it did his.
So in the end, of the end (ha played with words) He dies in her arms. the dreams and all the events before is his life flashing before his eyes. I would love to hear what you thought. Its my first not M story and I mean... its not sexual... but deep... i hope XD
Tell me what you think, to be quiet honest however it was a random piece spurr the moment i wrote last night at 1 AM and finished up tonight... i would like to know what you thought.'
OH YES and the song that inspired this is In the End by Snow Patrol (now you know where i got the title from!)
I suggest reading the story/poem/whateveryouwouldcallthis and listen to the song at the same time... and tell me what you think!