A/N thanks for the reviews! Our first two chapters have been a joined effort by myself and Mondler1998 but Modler1998 will be writing this chapter and I will be writing the next, then her and so on. Thanks again and remember to review even if you don't have an account!:) Oh, and yes this is a bit of a strange sort of chapter but it's just so you can see how everyone is feeling... enjoy!
Chandler lay in his bed, staring at the roof wanting nothing more than to curl up in a ball and cry. Had he just ruined the best thing that had ever happened to him? Yes, he was heartbroken but he wasn't even entirely sure that Monica had cheated on him and as far as he knew it was only a kiss. Now he had cheated on her and it left him feeling dirty and heartless. He knew he would have to tell Monica, he knew it would come at a price but the guilt was eating away at him, he knew he wouldn't last much longer. He finally understood why Ross had to tell Rachel all those years ago, but knowing what had happened to them just scared him so much...
Rachel sat on the chair in her bedroom, eyes locked on the picture of her and Monica that lay on her night stand. Had she just ruined two of her best friendships ever? She had just returned from Monica and Chandler's apartment, Monica, her best friend and Chandler who just happened to be in a relationship with Monica. Chandler the man she loved. Chandler the man she just slept with. Chandler, the name used to bring a smile to her face, but now it was the name which brought never-ending guilt to her heart. She knew Chandler too well to even consider that he might not tell Monica, he was too honest, too sweet, too in love with Monica not to tell her. She knew she would end up telling Monica too, but was scared to face the consequences...
Monica stood in front of the mirror in the Musselburgh Arms Hotel and stared at herself. Why was Chandler being so distant? When did their love begin to die? Maybe he found out about her and Joey's kiss, but Rachel was the only one who knew about that and Monica trusted Rachel, she knew Rachel would never sell her out. How had she let this happen? She just went over to get eggs, Joey seemed depressed, she comforted him and then he randomly kissed her! Before she even had time to do anything, they were caught. If Chandler found out she wouldn't be able to face herself, or anyone else for that matter, but even so, he deserved to know. She knew she would tell him when she got back, she knew it would be hard, she knew she would be falling apart inside, she knew she would lose the love of her life and her best friend but she would tell him. No matter what had to happen...
Phoebe sat in the coffee house, drinking her tea and staring at Joey. She had to confront him, he loved Monica, anyone with half a brain could see that. No matter if he loved her or not, that doesn't mean you go around kissing your best friends girlfriend. She still was shocked that Monica could do that! No matter what she told herself, Chandler couldn't have had 'a thing on the side' he was too loyal for that, but then again, she thought Monica was loyal too. She knew that Monica would end up telling Chandler, she knew the guilt would be too much for her to keep it to herself for too long. Now to deal with Joey, she had to talk to, he had to tell Chandler, even if that meant their little group would be destroyed...
Joey, what had he done? When did life become complicated, one day everything just changed. Monica, his friend who lived next door turned into, Monica, the woman of his dreams. Only problem... she was also the woman of Chandler's dreams. And then Joey just had to act on his feelings and go and kiss her. Joey knew all too well that Monica was too honest to not tell Chandler, not because she would want her relationship to be over, but because she loved Chandler too much to not tell him. To be honest, he would probably tell him sooner or later. He didn't want to lose Chandler either but he loved Monica so much, he would give anything for her, even if that meant losing a friend...
Ross stared out his window, what had happened to their tight-knit group of friends, everyone was acting strange and distant, it was as if they had just met each other. Joey was acting normal when it was just Ross and him but whenever anyone else came and joined the conversation and it just got awkward again. Even Rachel, he loved her, he always would, except from when they broke up- the first time, it had never been awkward between them. Now they never had anything to talk about. Everything was changing and he was going to find out why and resolve it, he knew it would be hard and he didn't care for the consequences, he only cared that his friends were happy...
A/N hope you enjoyed that, it's just to give u an insight on how the characters are feeling so the story will make more sense. Thanks and remember to review, it will make my day! Thanks again, from Mondler1998 and MonicaPotter1998 xx Oh, and HAPPY NEW YEAR!:)
