CHAPTER FIVE – What he wants
Chapter Notes:
Justin followed him and watched the scene. "What do you want?"
Story:
Brian turned to Justin and put his arms around him. "Guess." He ran one of his hands over Justin's back while the other reached behind the blond's head. He crashed his lips onto Justin's and his tongue demanded entry, which was given. They kissed passionately, softly moaning.
As the kiss ended and both men were breathing heavy with desire, Justin's blue eyes looked deep into Brian's lust filled hazel eyes. At first the blond thought that was all that was there, the simple lust that the older man had been up front about from the start. But on a second look, Justin saw something more. It was need as well as want. It was a desire to be with him, not just fuck him.
Then the dawn came to Justin. It all clicked. The dinner party … inviting Mel and him … the goodbye to Gus … the apartment. "You did it for me."
Brian paused and tilted his head back to get a full read on what the blond had figured out. "What?"
"You left your wife, your home, your son, all of it, to be with me. Not just to sleep with me, but to be able to see me, be with me, without anyone wondering why. You're out now just as much as you've outed her."
"I didn't do it all for you. I had to get out of the lie."
"You've lived the lie for six or seven years, why change now?"
"It was time."
"Why can't you just admit it?"
"That I want to fuck you senseless? OK, I admit it."
Justin just smiled up at him. He knew Brian well enough to know that he wasn't going to admit to any kind of weakness or need. Justin didn't need to hear the words, though - he could see it in his eyes. They wanted each other and it was time, he decided, to consummate this relationship. He held Brian's face in his hands. "I want that, too." Their lips met in another soul rending kiss.
Brian pulled back a little. "Wait right there." He went over to a CD player on the dresser, turned it on and hit play. Soft, jazzy music started to play. Then he went to the nightstand and pulled out a candle, condoms and lube. He lit the candle and turned the room light off. The light from the closet and the candle provided just the right amount of light for a romantic feel. "You said you wanted soft music and everything. Will this do?"
"It's perfect. You're perfect."
"You haven't even seen all of me yet." Brian stripped off his own shirt, followed quickly by his pants and underwear. Before Justin knew what was happening he was standing before the toned, bronze, naked body of one Brian Kinney. What a gorgeous man and what an awesome cock.
Brian knew his cock was standing at attention, causing Justin to gasp slightly. He was ready to claim the virgin before him and take that which no man had known before. He started to unfasten the blond's pants, but Justin stepped away.
"No, you just lie down and wait."
Who does this kid think he's playing with? Brian, with a wary look, lay down on the bed, all the while keeping his eyes on Justin. The expression on his face changed into a sexy smile and his eyes burned with hunger as the young man slowly undressed. First, Justin pulled off the pullover sweater, and then slowly, tantalizingly unbuttoned the shirt. The shoes were kicked off and the socks were removed, revealing a pair of perfect feet. Then, he grabbed the crotch of his pants with a slow squeeze while licking his lips. Brian growled softly in appreciation while licking his own lips. Justin slowly lowered the zipper and dropped his pants, throwing them aside. Then he ran his thumbs around the inside of the waistband of his underwear and lowered them slightly. Just as he was about to reveal the contents, he spun around and dropped the garment down his butt. He purposely bent over at the waist as he lowered his underwear to give Brian a quick glimpse of his desired target. As he turned back towards the bed he had his hand covering himself. He slowly stroked himself and then moved his hand to reveal a generous cock, fully erect, nestled amongst a tight mound of golden brown pubic hair.
Brian was watching this whole scene while stroking himself in anticipation. My God this boy is fucking beautiful. He got up on his knees as Justin approached the bed. They knelt in front of each other as the kissing and stroking began anew. The feeling of naked flesh on flesh was an aphrodisiac for both. Brian had wanted Justin so much for so long; it was all he could do to take it slow. He realized that this was going to be more than a onetime 'fuck 'em and move on' encounter. He had become close to Justin and he wanted the young man's first time to be as special as he was. He couldn't let on to the kid, though. Must keep emotional distance.
As one kiss ended, Brian whispered in Justin's ear, "Turn around." The blond did so and felt his soon-to-be-lover's hands explore him all over, much the way they did at the grand piano, but oh, so much more completely. He moaned as Brian's cock pressed up against his ass. "This how most of my encounters are with guys. I'm not one for beds."
"Then let's do this." Justin lay down on his left side, inviting Brian to do the same right behind him.
Brian was pleasantly surprised at the young man's move. He slid his body next to Justin, leaning up on one elbow to be able to kiss and lick at the blonds face and neck. He'd imagined many things that he wanted to do to this boy in bed, but they'd have to wait for now. He had to have him now. The rimming and cock sucking would have to wait until round two or three. The evening was his with Justin and he was going to play out every fantasy he'd imagined - later. Brian reached for a condom and the lube and began to prepare a now moaning Justin for the penetration that was to come. So tight. So responsive. He put the condom on and positioned himself. Brian growled, "This is going to happen now. I'm going to fuck you all night long."
Justin nodded and swallowed nervously. "Just take it slow, OK?"
"Don't worry. I'm going to savor this."
Justin looked over his shoulder at the hazel eyes darkened with lust. He had been anticipating this moment as much as Brian had. "Fuck me now. I want you."
Brian pushed his cock into Justin slowly, causing the young man to draw a breath between clenched teeth. With each thrust Brian got a little further until he was fully embedded in the blonds' ass. He closed his eyes, thrust and moved his body in a sensual rhythm. He feels so fucking good.
Justin put his hand on Brian's hip to stop him. "Hold it a minute."
Brian was concerned that he'd pushed too hard too quickly. "What's wrong?"
"I want to be able to see your face." Justin moved his body forward and then lay on his back. "Take me this way." His legs parted as his arms reached for Brian.
Brian positioned himself on top. He pulled the young man's legs to his sides as he slid himself forward, recoupling with Justin. He penetrated him fully and began the rhythmic motion again. Sweat began to glisten on their bodies as they began to fuck with abandon. Justin had never imagined the feelings that he could feel as he was stimulated while being fucked. Any pain he felt was forgotten when he saw the pleasure in Brian's face.
Brian, too, was feeling sensations he couldn't remember ever having before. Being able to do this in a bed, with such a flexible and enthusiastic lover, added a dimension to fucking, no love making, that he had never had before. He began to get lost in what they were doing. "This is something I've waited for my whole life. To be able to do what I want, where I want, with whom I want. It's like I've waited a lifetime to be with you here. So fucking perfect." Brian didn't realize what he was admitting as the moment overcame him.
Justin looked at his lover in amazement; both at what he'd said and the unalterable joy found in his face.
They were now going at it full speed … grinding into each other. Brian kissed Justin with great passion as his tongue roamed the young man's mouth. They were going at it hard and fast. Brian fucked him as fully as possible and hit Justin's sensitive spot each time. They were both breathing heavy now and in between gasps for air they kissed as neither could resist the other's sweet mouth. Justin's hands grasped at Brian's shoulders to match his movements and ride along on this exquisite ride.
The pace had increased enough that the young man could no longer hold back. He grasped his own cock and he began stroking himself. Brian could tell that Justin was close. He spoke in a low whisper, "That's it, Justin. We're both ready. Come with me."
The young man stimulated himself to the point of orgasm, yelling as he came. "Oh, God. Brian! Yes!"
Brian smiled as he watched Justin's cum squirt onto his chest as his ass tightened around Brian's cock. The events were all too much and he experienced his own ecstasy as he moaned, "Justin! AAaaah!" Then he collapsed on top of the blond, not caring that he was smashing the sticky juice between them.
After their breathing returned to normal he said. "Let's shower and then we can go at it again. This is going to be a long night, Justin. I'm far from done with you." I don't know that I'll ever be done with you. The thought, this unfamiliar feeling, ran through his mind and scared him a little. But the pleasure he was feeling at this time outweighed any fears.
Justin nodded and kissed Brian's cheek and neck. His lover's cock was still inside him and he loved the sensation. As much as there was pain at the initial penetration, now he didn't want to be without Brian inside of him. It was the most pleasure he had ever felt and he didn't want it to end.
Brian had softened enough that he had to pull out and both of them groaned a little at the loss. He tied off the condom and threw it in a wastebasket. He got to his feet and pulled Justin up to face him. They stood there a while just looking at each other, then they kissed. Brian said, "C'mon. Shower." He went into the bathroom and turned on the water to a steamy temperature. He stepped over the side of the tub and held Justin's hand as he did the same. They soaped each other up and explored each other's bodies with their hands. Brian had thoughtfully placed a couple of condoms in the shower rack and they made use of one for their second fuck of the night. Justin could tell that, as skilled as Brian was in the bedroom, his stand up fuck was obviously more practiced. The brunet hit his sweet spot with every sensual stroke. The hot water ran over them as Brian's hands ran over Justin's body. He reached around and jerked the blonds cock much the same way he did in front of the piano. This time, of course, Brian's cock was expertly riding Justin's ass and stimulating him there, too. It didn't take long before Justin came again. Brian's sweet finish followed soon after.
As they were drying off, Brian stroked a towel over Justin's back. "Can you stay tonight?"
"Um, sure. I can tell my folks I'm staying at Daphne's. I'll call Daph, too." Justin was thrilled at the invitation and didn't want to miss a chance to spend more time with Brian. Justin made his phone calls and soon joined his lover in bed. They spent the rest of the night doing their own combination of fucking and love making.
Brian was finding that he had an almost insatiable need for the young man. Justin was falling in love with Brian.
The next morning, Justin woke up first and looked over at the peacefully sleeping man next to him and put his arm around him. Brian turned to face his lover and put his arm around him. His eyes slowly opened and he smiled at Justin.
The blond returned the smile. "Good morning."
They kissed and Brian rolled to be half on top of his lover as he buried in face in Justin's neck. His leg bent slightly and it went in between the blonds legs. Justin hissed a little.
Brian smirked, "A little bit sore today, eh?"
"Gee, I wonder why? We were only at it all night."
"You're not complaining are you?"
"Mmmm. No, not at all." Justin said as he closed his eyes and remembered the evening's events.
Brian looked at the smiling face before him. Last night was incredible. Was it because I was actually with a guy all night in a bed? No, it's because I was with this guy. He's beautiful, responsive, passionate and also, dare I think it, tender and loving. Yes, loving. We made love, mixed in with some fucking, of course. What a night. I'm sure I'll never forget it and I doubt he will, either. Will I ever get enough of being with him?
"Let's go to the Diner for breakfast, my treat. C'mon let's shower first. Unless you just want to lie around a while longer." Brian said.
"I don't want to move. I'm so happy in this moment here with you."
They held each other for a while. Brian would never admit to calling it snuggling, but that's exactly what it was.
They showered, dressed and walked to the Diner. Deb had already heard from Lindsay about the blow up the night before. Deb was mad at Brian for 'throwing Lindsay off of a cliff', but after he presented his arguments to her, she understood a little better. Brian never had wanted to get married and his fuck anything lifestyle was truer to his personality. She did find it interesting, though, that his arm was often around Justin's shoulders while they were eating breakfast. Brian was showing affection and often kissed the young man. Justin was obviously smitten with him. Deb snickered to herself that Brian was giving up one 'love' for another. And it was pretty clear that what he was feeling for the young man was far greater than any feelings he had had for Lindsay.
After that night, Justin would make sure that he bumped into Brian as often as possible. At first Brian made jokes about Justin being his 'stalker', but later warmed to the fact that the kid was good company, great in bed, and a match for him in many ways.
Brian enjoyed the company of many men in his new bachelor pad and made use of his new bed as often as possible. He and Lindsay divorced and worked out a joint custody agreement. Brian set up the second bedroom at the apartment for Gus's visits. Justin continued to be part of their lives, babysitting for Lindsay or Brian occasionally.
Melanie moved in with Lindsay, they married and enjoyed their lives together. Later, Melanie asked Michael to be the father of her child, a girl named Jenny Rebecca.
Justin enjoyed watching Gus after school at Brian's place, especially on days when Lindsay would pick Gus up from Brian's, because that meant that Justin was already there when Brian got home. The young man would cook dinner for the two of them and they'd spend the rest of the evening together. Eventually, Brian asked Justin to move in with him. They remained together for five years and, finally, Brian asked Justin to marry him.
Justin went from being the babysitter to being "Poppa" to Gus. Being married the second time around agreed much more with Brian as he was truly in love with his partner/lover/husband. Whatever small conflicts they had were worked out in conversations and some further 'communications' were worked out in bed.
There were no more lies in Brian's life and he and Justin found great happiness in their life together.
Thanks to JustBeAQueen and 4thway for beta reading for me.