All the Pain
Disclaimer- I don't own Naruto and the usual banter...
ShiroiSasori- Aw! Poor Sasuke! I realy love this story - I'm so glad I came across it!^^ I do hope there will be lots more SasoDei sceans though! ~ShiroiSasori~
One-Winged-Chaos- ahaha, i didn't see the 'Ideas' at the end and just thought it said "Review please and pass out!" Ahh don't be so mean to Sasuke! I know he's annoying but still... we all love
him. OH! here's an idea for you! KILL OROCHIMARU! :D
bluephoenix73- T^T sasori's being so sweet! i love it! update as soon as you can please :D
black55widow- Sasori is so sweet. Oro is so sick.
AkatsukiMemeberWoolfy- Lolz XD Funny Haku XD YaY Sas'Hey-Im-Gay' got his legs broken ^O^ Now if only that would happen in the anime/manga =.= Lolz Aw, so cute Sasori ^O^ Ideas? Maybe Itachi changed his mind and lets them go to the snow festivil or Sasuke wakes up or something, SasoDei smut would be nice XD Lolz Thanx for updating ^O^
-Woolfy
TNT666-i love this story! for ideas what if zambuza or haku needed something from sasori and went into his room and found them like that? and then they just had a had day like the were always found in some sort of weird position? hehe i had a day like that sept i kept getting hurt(how do u fall UP the stairs?!)
Chapter 7- Morning Madness, No Deal, Bloody Mess
Deidara shifted in the covers, they were warm and when he rolled he hit a cold spot on the mattress. He shivered and blue eyes open as they stared at a slightly open window. The cold morning air blew in through the small crack.
Deidara gave a quick huff, the air turning white in front of him and slowly disappearing. Deidara's eyes went wide and he shot up, "It can't be that cold." As he pulled the covers from him the cold hit him like a snowball. He shivered and stumbled lethargically over to the window. As he neared it there was a note stamped to the velvet red curtains and he ripped his off and read the short scrabble.
Dei stay in the room, I'll come up to get you.
Deidara read the line over and over and then he balled it up and closed the window. He frowned, his hands still on both windows and his head leaning against the pained glass. He so badly wanted to leave and see what was going on.
"Stop!" Deidara jumped slightly and suddenly the door swung open. Deidara looked back from his position by the window, Naruto stood his back facing Deidara's, and he was breathing heavily. "No!" The screamed continued.
"N-Naruto?" The blond jumped, spinning around and facing Deidara.
"Dei-chan." Naruto ran over hopping over the bed, he slammed into Deidara's side. Deidara rubbed Naruto's head as the blond boy cried into his borrowed shirt. "Dei, he's doing him." Deidara froze and started shivering.
"His legs Dei... his legs they're... broken." Naruto said between gasp, "He's still... doing it though." Deidara opened his mouth as if to speak, but no noise escaped and suddenly his knees buckled and he and Naruto collapsed onto the floor. Deidara knew now why Sasori didn't want him to leave the room and why the red-head didn't wake him this morning. Naruto released Deidara his head bowed and his legs straddled the sides of his body.
"Itachi looked sick." Naruto murmured, his voice lower than a whisper Deidara barely caught what he said. "Haku and Zabuza left as soon as we came." Deidara gave a deep breath, his chest rising and falling, but the breathing stopped as Naruto looked up at him.
"Dei he was angry when he came." Naruto whispered, "He lost some money, Kabuto stole it from him." Deidara froze and covered his face with his hands; he pulled his knees up to his chest and pressed his covered face into the soft pants.
"W-why?" Deidara murmured, "Why does he keep coming back." Naruto cocked his head in confusion; He touched the older blonds' leg and stiffened as Deidara suddenly fell from his position. His untied hair formed a halo around his head, as he began to twitch violently. Naruto panicked, jumping up ready to leave the room, when he suddenly heard another scream from Sasuke's room. He stopped and began shaking.
"He's got to stop!" Naruto whispered violently to himself. He heard a forced gasp from Deidara as if her were trying to get air. He shuttered and opened his mouth screaming the first name that came to mind.
"SASORI!" Naruto's voice seemed to quiet the whole house, as quickly as it echoed Sasori's length form was standing in front of the younger blond. Naruto stared into Sasori's angry, muddy eyes and then pointed to the other side of the bed. Sasori jolted as he walked stiffly to the side nearest to the window. He leaned down elevating Deidara and never losing cool. (That is so Sasori, him and his sexy ass) He placed the blond on the bed and lifted his head as he turned back to Naruto.
"Go find Itachi." Sasori said. Naruto hesitated, but with a glare from Sasori the younger blond bolted from the room. As he was leaving Kisame stepped in and stared as Sasori looked down at the struggling blond, their hands held together. Kisame was about to retreat when Itachi busted in, he form looking skinnier than ever in an over-sized t-shirt.
"Sasori keep holding his hand." Itachi said. He was already in command as he ordered for Naruto to go get some more pillows and Kisame to get some buckets, another form walked past the door and Itachi stopped as he heard the hissed voice float into the room.
"Oh, there seems to be trouble." Sasori jerked his head up, his eyes turned an almost red as he glared at the snake that stood in the door. "I'll be leaving; I won't be coming for awhile I must start preparing for the festival." Orochimaru eyes fell on Deidara's slowing form and he smirked, he'd lost interest in that toy, he more or less liked the new one. The screams the other admitted made him mad crazy. (As if he wasn't already)
"Let's go Naruto." Orochimaru said as Naruto came back to the room. Naruto quickly set the pillows down near bed and ran back from the room, bowing and following his master out. Sasori would've yelled, but he felt if he moved from his position he was do more than just yell.
When Kisame returned that sat Deidara up and leaned him over the bed, Itachi pushed a little leaf into the blonds' mouth and suddenly all contents in his stomach were flushed out. Kisame watched Itachi so this three times, then once Itachi had finished they laid Deidara's head on the elevated pillows and wrapped the blankets around his shaking body.
"Leave him to rest." Itachi said he was tired and as watched Kisame leave his vision flickered. No! Not now, Itachi hissed in his mind. He leaned against the door frame as his vision flickered on and off. He stumbled to the door of his room when he felt a hand on his shoulder and then he was pulled into a firm chest.
"Itachi." Kisame's voice was sad. Itachi shook as he realized his vision wasn't flickering anymore, it was just black. "Itachi." Kisame's voice was low and Itachi felt an overwhelming sadness taking over him.
"It's gone." Itachi muttered. Kisame leaned into Itachi's raven locks, the whole house seemed to be falling apart, one bad thing after another.
"Yeah, I know." Itachi pulled Kisame closer, trying to block out the darkness with more darkness. "What me to read to you?"
Itachi couldn't help, but chuckled a little and nod into Kisame's chest. The shark smiled and pulled Itachi into his room, if there was darkness then there was light, so the darkness will be gone once the light appeared.
Right?
Deidara's vision was blurred a moment before he realized he was facing the ceiling. He sat up slowing, he felt his stomach shift and was ready to jump from be of he had to throw up. He didn't register the light breathing till he'd taken in what happened.
"Danna." Deidara breathed as he turned towards a chair placed by the window, the red-head was slumbering with his arms crossed and his head leaning against the window. His breathing was slow and Deidara couldn't help but try to walk slowly as he stepped closer and closer to his master. He placed his hand on his Danna's cheek and felt the red-head shift. Deidara smiled softly and tried to pull his hand away, but Sasori's hand flashed up and gripped thin, pale fingers.
"Why can't you smile like that when I'm awake." Sasori said, his eyes closed, but a muddy iris peeking under an eyelid.
"Because you'd laugh, un"
"At what?"
"Me, un."
"Becasue?"
"Because, Danna that's the person you are." Deidara grinned when Sasori twitched. He let the blonds hands drop and leaned in, making Deidara shift backwards. Sasori's lazy eyes took in Deidara's figure and licked his lips.
"I can be another type of person." Sasori grinned as Deidara's eyes widened and the blond tried to duck away from him. Sasori reached out gripping the end of the loose shirt and yanked his arm back, Deidara tripped forward, trying to keep himself balanced he straddled Sasori's waist and stopped himself by pushing his arms out next to his master's head.
"Danna~" Deidara said in a sing song voice. Sasori smirked and leaned forward as Deidara looked down at him, there lips coming together, molding like clay their bodies pressed together as the kiss grew deeper.
Sasori nipped Deidara's lips asking entrance and the blond quickly allowed him, their tongues melded together as soon as Deidara's mouth opened. Snaking into a sensual dance, with spit traded and teeth clashing, though harsh Deidara found it unbelievably sexy. Sasori pulled away and stared into azure, lust filled eyes, as he pushed Deidara off there was a knock on the door. Sasori thought of ignoring it, but the knocking continued and mood went south like Sasori's attitude.
Sasori glared at the door, pulled Deidara to him and closing his lips on the blonde's again before he walked almost stomped over to the door. As he flung the door open the boy standing in front of it flinched and stared into blazing muddy eyes.
"What do you want Riku?" Sasori all but growled (I'm sorry but I never used any of the other slaves names, so I thought I could in this chapter.) Riku bowed and looked back up sat Sasori.
"K-k-kisame-sama and I-itachi-sama wish to t-talk to y-you." Riku nodded and looked around Sasori as Deidara appeared behind him staring down at the smaller boy. Sasori scoffed and moved sideways pushing Deidara from the room.
"Go do something." Sasori growled. He stalked down the hall towards Itachi's room. Deidara stared after him then turned his azure eyes on the shivering brunette standing in front of him. He smiled and leaned down making the boy jump.
"Can I help you with something?" Deidara asked smiling. Riku panicked for a moment then bowed to Deidara and the blond couldn't help himself. "Why are you bowing to me?"
"Aren't y-y-you Sasori-sama's l-lover?" Riku inquired. Deidara's face heated up and he slammed Riku against the back and stared laughing nervously.
"P-please, I'm a slave just like you." Deidara said laughing nervously. Riku looked at him and then turned on his heels, towards the stairs.
"Deidara c-can y-you help m-m-me with c-cooking?" The brunette said as he glance back at the still laughing blond. Deidara jumped from his stupor and looked at Riku and hopped his way over to the shorter boy.
"Sure." Deidara said.
"Do you want to cook something specific for Sasori-sama."
"He can wat what everyone else is eating."
Sasori stood a distance from Itachi and he was curled into Kisame's lap like a pained cat. Though Kisame was the servant he looked more in control than Itachi's blank eyes.
"So it finally happened." Sasori muttered. Kisame was silent, Sasori caught the slight tug in Kisame's shirt as Itachi gripped it. Being blind, did it make you feel so weak that everything around you felt like a threat?
"Yes." Kisame answered at last. Itachi lifted his head, he looked smaller, frail...could someone so strong be reduced to a child just from loosing his sight.
"Has Sasuke waken up yet?" Sasori asked, completely business.
"No, We went over there while you waited on Deidara." Kisame sighed, "He's looks worse than before."
Sasori didn't understand why they cared so much of Naruto got a few bruises, Deidara was a lot worse off. The muddy brown darkened as he though of the carvings that Orochimaru left in the blond's beautiful skin. Naruto could take some shit, he wasn't a baby.
"Call it off." Sasori said.
"What?"
"The deal."
"Sasuke would be....
"You don't even know if Sasuke will live that long." Sasori growled. Itachi curled into Kisame again at Sasori's words, the shark stared down Sasori, but he was still a slave and was beneath the red-head.
"All I'm saying is Naruto isn't two, he can take a few beatings and for all we know Orochimaru is still hurting Naruto." Thought the words tumbled from Sasori's lips, he highly doubted Naruto was being hurt. When he came over he didn't look to pale, he didn't show signs that he was in pain, and no new wounds appeared on his face.
"Sasori that all good but...
"Call it off." Itachi spoke for the first time, he was clutching Kisame's shirt like it was his lifeline. "I don't care if Sasuke hates me, I can't....I can't allow him to be hurt anymore." The raven released Kisame's shirt. He stumbled from his curled position to stand up, Kisame coming with him.
"Zetsu." The bipolor man can from the secret passage.
"Yes."
"Go to Orochimaru and tell him the deal is off."
"As you wish Itachi-sama." He was gone like that. The silence was thick after that and Sasori felt like there was nothing left to do, but to get back to his blond.
"I'll leave then." As Sasori turned to leave Kisame called out...
"You're going to have to tell Deidara, he's going to take it badly." Sasori's gaze hardened and he turned towards the door.
"Who wouldn't."
Deidara watched in fascination as Haku and Riku worked together in the kitchen. When Haku had come home to find the kitchen in shambles, after Deidara and Riku had tried to cook, Riku doing a lot better than Deidara who made the most mess. Haku had banished Deidara to the table and told Riku to let him cook.
"Dei, I don't understand why you thought that you were going to be able to cook all of a sudden." Haku said. He was smiling, which was probably a good thing considering that the kitchen was Haku's domain.
"Me neither." Deidara said, he watched as Haku leaned over when Riku tried to whisper something to him. Haku looked at Riku when he pulled away and a big goofy grin appeard on his face.
"You were trying to make something for Sasori-sama." Haku said. He stopped chopping to turn to the red blond. Deidara couldn't get him words out of his mouth, he glared at Riku who flinched and shuffled from the kitchen.
"I-I wasn't." Deidara stuttered. Haku grinned and walked over to the table, leaning down, his elbows resting on the edge as he looked at Deidara. The blonds face color was changing colors as Haku continued to stare at him.
"You were." Haku shouted happy. Deidara slammed his head down on the table as Haku went back to cooking. As Deidara grinded his forhead on the class, he didn't hear the object of their conversation walk in.
"What are you doing, brat?" Deidara jumped at Sasori's voice and Haku giggled at little but continued cutting.
"N-nothing." Deidara said.
"Grinding your head against clean glass isn't nothing." Sasori said.
"Danna~" Deidara whined. Sasori didn't say anything, Deidara could feel his eyes on him.
"Itachi and Kisame decided to cut the deal." Sasori said after some moments. Deidara and Haku went rigid and they turned surprised gazes on the red-head.
"What?Why?" Dediara had to stop himself from screaming. Haku's knife clattered as he dumped it in the sink, he walked around the table leaving Deidara and Sasori in the kitchen.
"Sasuke's condition isn't getting any better." Sasori said simply. Deidara didn't have anything to say to that, Sasuke wouldn't be able to take much more of Orochimaru's abuse, but Naruto wasn't taking any at all that didn't mean he should start. Deidara had taken hits...
"What if I...
"No." Sasori growled standing.
"Dann-
"I said NO!" Sasori growled and left the kitchen. Deidara watched him leave, tears brimming his eyes. He stood and ran from the kitchen taking the back door to the frost covered lawn. He kneeled down in the snow, the ice burning his legs, but he stayed on his knees tears on his cheeks. He stood again and ran into the woods, anything to get away from the house, anything! He stumbled and found that he didn't have the energy to stand.
"I'm sorry." Deidara coughed, his eyes stinging from the dirt and tears. "I'm so sorry."
Sasori walked the woods looking for the blond, Haku had been hysterical and Zabuza was still trying to calm him down, when Sasori had went to the kitchen to apologize to the blond he wasn't there. He'd waited for him to come back, but he never did and so now here Sasori was walking through soiled woods looking for the idiot blond.
"Dei!" Sasori called for like the fifth time. He came around a bend in the tree to see shocking blond hair, he stopped and sized up the blond. He was lying down on the floor under a shade of rocks, his hair covering his face. His breathing was low and uneven.
"Damn, just had to go and get sick." Sasori said. He leaned down and wrapped his right arm around the blonds back and his left arm under the crock of his knees. Deidara snuggled up into Sasori's chest, the red-head catching a strong whiff of pines, earth, and strawberry's.
"Were you using Haku's shampoo?" Sasori chuckled to himself. He walked the path that he came and soon returned to the mansion as soon as he into the house he was greeted by Haku, the ravens eyes were puffy and his lips were red and swollen.
"Things didn't go so well with Zabuza?" Sasori asked playfully. Haku glared up at him and the red-head ignored the harsh treatment and walked through the kitchen, and to the staircase. He rose the stairs with the blond still in his arms and when he was at the top almost collided with Riku who was running.
"Watch it." Sasori hissed, He's almost dropped Deidara. He shifted the blond in his arms and created a better grip on the soft flesh.
"Sasori-sama." Riku bowed in apology. Sasori ignored him and walked to his room, he took off the dirty clothes the blond was wearing and slipped him under the covers. He walked over to the chair that he'd sat earlier that morning and leaned his head on the back of his hand closing his eyes. He's never realized he's fallen asleep.
"Orochimaru!" The roar ripped Sasori from sleep, he looked at the bed to see Deidara staring at the door. His eyes wide and his bare shoulders shaking, he stood from his chair and walked to the bed, he stepped in front of Deidara making the blond look at him.
"Dei calm down." Sasori said leaning down in front of the bed, the blond kept shaking following Sasori with his eyes.
"R-r-riku c-came i-i-in e-earlier, s-sport-t-ting a large b-b-bruise on h-h-his cheek." Deidara stuttered. He reached out for the red-head and Sasori grabbed pale fingers and slipped into the bed with the blond hugging him to his chest.
"He's here." Sasori said a statment more then a question.
"Yeah."
"Naruto with him?" That was a question with worry laced in every word.
"N-no." Deidara trembling grew. "I-I heard Z-Zabuza's yelling a-a-and H-Haku's scream."
"Have you left the room?"
"No." Sasori was silent, he closed his eyes and moved off the bed, fixing his wrinckled clothes he walked towards the door.
"Don't leave this room until night." Sasori said glaring back at Deidara, the blond flinched as the usual muddy eyes glowed red. Deidara nodded, closing his eyes as the door closed leaving an echoing thump throughout the room. Deidara sat staring wide-eyed at the door, before crawling back under the covers his head covered as his body shook with contained sobs.
"Everything is so messed up." He whispered into a pillow.
Deidara hadn't realized he'd fallen asleep until he realized the room was darker then earlier, as he tried to move from under the covers there was a weight pressed against his back. He twisted to see the usually tamed raven hair of Haku ruffled with a few pieces cut off.
"Zabuza." Haku mumbled in his sleep. Deidara moved and the raven jerked up his eyes fuzzy and clouded as he looked around the room before the tears began to leak from half closed eyes.
"Haku." Deidara asked. His throat felt dry as he spoke his friends name, the raven's eyes jerked over him obsidian and cerulean meeting.
"He's dead." Haku's said. The words made Deidara freeze his heart going slow as he realized he was holding his breath forcing him to breath.
"Who?"
"Riku." Deidara wanted to breath a sigh of relief, but something struck him as Haku stared with red, puffy clouded eyes.
"How?"
"That snake." Haku spat the words, "He raped the poor boy." Deidara didn't even want to hear the rest, but Haku kept going.
"He'd came here with a gun and some kid following him, he's stabbed Zabuza just barely missing his heart and tried to touch me, but Zabuza he... he kicked the knife out of Orochimaru's hand and it flipped up cutting his face." Haku paused, his body shaking." The kid that was with him threw a knife at me and Zabuza reached his hand out and stopped it, but this was after he'd gone and... and almost beat Kisame to death."
"What about Itachi!"
"I don't know Sasori might be there now." Haku said, " We were all in the room together but Zabuza took me from the room as soon as he saw the old snake." Deidara rolled from the bed and ran to the door through it open. He took off down the hall to Itachi's room and when he opened that door he dropped to his knees automatically.
"I thought I told you to stay in the room!" Sasori growled echoed in the quiet room. He was sitting next to Itachi, his hand over the ravens who stirred a little at Sasori voice. The red-head was sitting in blood, his arms were covered in it and his muddy eyes were duller then normal.
"Danna what happen...
"He destroyed everything." Sasori cut Deidara off. " When I left you in the room, I went downstairs and brought Haku up here and told the nurses to take care of Zabuza. I came back up and went to Itachi's room but the snake had already gone only a brat by the name of Kabuto was left he gorging out Itachi's eyes when I came in, Kisame's body was already cut so Itachi didn't move as the brat did it."
"He hurt you."
"Only when he saw me after that he jumped from the window." Sasori's words were strained.
"What happened to Riku?"
"He was stabbed in the heart in front of Haku after Orochimaru raped him." Deidara crawled through the blood over to Sasori and touched his badly bleeding arm. The red-head flinched but allowed Deidara's hands to roam over his nerve damaged arm.
"It doesn't work anymore." Sasori said. Deidara stopped touching Sasori, "I can still feel in some places, but it is completely paralyzed." Deidara's body shook and he touched his face with blood covered hands. Sasori touched the blond's face with his movable left arm and kissed him on the forehead.
"He took Sasuke."Sasori whispered. Itachi's mouth opened from the bed and he let out a loud scream that had a body stirring from beside him and Deidara flinched as he took in Kisame's face. His right eyes was wrapped in bandages and his lip was cut along with other pats of his face. He raised a bandaged hand and touched Itachi's cheek and that calmed the screaming raven down to when only whimpers escaped the pale body.
"Please Sasori." Kisame said. Sasori stood, he grabbed Deidara right bicep and pulled the blond up who was staring at the shark, eyes clouded with tears and face covered in blood. Once the two of them were out of the room, Sasori leaned against the wall, leaning his head back he hugged the shaking blond tucking Deidara head under his chin. He sank down on the floor and leaned into the blonds hair taking in his scent. He finally let the tears fall as Deidara cried into this bloodied shirt, both their body's shaking being racked with silent and loud sobs.
Everything seemed to hurt.
Review please, I cried as I wrote this chapter and tell me if you think I should do the sex scene still.
Sorry it took so long, but school has been pretty bad so take care and review. The chapters will be coming slower and I still don't know how I'm going to end it