Okay guys, here's the next chapter :] Hope you like it. I'm not a homophobe or anything, but I needed to... well, I'm not telling you because that would ruin the story xD Anyway, I've still got Anonymous reviews on so whoever reads these chapters, can you please review? :] Anyway, ENJOY!xxxxx


[CHLOE'S POV]

I didn't realise what I said until after the words came out of my mouth. I tried to let go of Jack's grip but he just held onto me harder. I stared at Jack, his dark brown eyes going shiny as they were covered in tears.

'J- Jack, I...' I stuttered. I wanted to take it back, really I did. I didn't want the drama anymore; the fact that if I got with Jack, I'd have to break it to Louis... but I wanted to be with Louis. He was kind, a sweet, and amazing...

Enough with the soppy stuff, Chloe. Pull yourself together.

Jack placed his finger on my lips to stop me from talking. He took one look at my neck and got up to drag me to my hotel door. I forgot about the fact that my neck and ear was bleeding and was dripping onto my shirt. Well, looks like I'd have to get another Black Veil Brides t-shirt. I still had the towel that I'd taken from the room around my arm and the blood was soaking into the towel.

'Where are your keys?' he asked, and I handed him the keys that were in the back pocket of my jeans. When Jack turned to get the key in the door, Jasmine stumbled out of her hotel room and staggered down the hall after us.

'Jack, hurry up.' I whispered behind him.

He quickly got the keys in the door and pulled me into the room, slamming the door just in time to make sure that Jasmine didn't get in.

'Open the fucking door!' she yelled from the other side. Jack locked it and sat me down at the table. She kept continuously banging on the door and I was scared that she was going to knock it down. It finally quietened down after about 10 minutes when Jack started looking for things. He started looking through the cupboards for some kind of cleanser but I grabbed hold of his arm when he walked past me for the fifth time.

'Jack, just sit down. I'm fine.' I said.

'You're bleeding.'

'Jack, I'm fine. Please, just sit down.'

'At least let me clean it.'

'Okay, fine. There's a first aid kit in the top left cupboard.'

Jack reached for the kit in the cupboard then came back to the table and cleaned me up. I winced in pain every now and again and luckily there weren't any shards of glass in my skin. From what Jack told me, the cuts weren't deep but it looked like I wouldn't be swimming this holiday. He patched up my arm too and wrapped bandages around both my neck and arm area.

'I'm such an idiot.' I whimpered.

Jack slammed the blood stained towel on the table.

'Stop blaming yourself for all this! Don't you see? It was me! I should've never done any of this and then maybe I would've still been with you!' Jack yelled.

I stared at him with wide eyes and tried to stop myself from crying again. Ever since all of this crap happened, all I'd been doing was crying and I seriously needed to stop it. Even with the boys I couldn't stop myself from thinking about everything that happened. Right now, I really needed my twin.

Speaking of the devil, we both turned round in shock, thinking it was Jasmine when sounds were coming from the other side of the door, but it was Jordan coming through into the room. But it was Jordan and Jordan only. Where was Jess?

I looked at Jordan with that 'what the fuck' face and she shrugged and went sat down without a word, completely ignoring Jack.

'I'm going to... um... leave.' Jack said, finally breaking the silence and getting up. I rushed to get up with him and walked him to the door.

'Bye Jack. Can we talk later?' I asked him.

'Yeah, I'll text you.' he nodded. I hugged him hard, careful not to hurt my arm, and he left.

I shut the door and turned to Jordan who was just looking at me blankly.

'What?' I asked.

'You, my friend, are spilling everything.' She said.

Not really a surprise... I was expecting it.

I perched next to her and faced her direction.

'Trust me; you're going to hate me after I tell you what I said to Jack.'

Jordan shifted uncomfortably, 'I have a feeling I already know what you're going to say.'

'I still love Jack. And I told him I did and now I don't know what to do and I don't know what to say to Louis and I don't know how I'm going to stop this. I'm just so angry with myself and now Jack might get the wrong impression but I love him and I feel like I always have.'

Jordan didn't seem surprised with what I said. Normally, she's never surprised at what I say because she thinks the exact same. This time was no different. She pulled me into a hug and held me tight until I'd stopped crying... again.

'Twin, it's okay. You've just gotta sit down and figure this out. You can get through this.'

'But, Jord, it's not like I'm worrying over family; it's boys. I shouldn't be doing this! I feel like I'm 15 again! I should be staying with one person, not flicking between two guys!' I cried. Jordan sighed, ready to put it to me straight.

'Listen, twin... I've wanted to tell this to you for ages and I could only do it when we were alone. But I think there's something going on between Niall and Louis.'

'You mean... relationship? They're not gay are they?' I said sceptically.

'No you moron! Niall and Louis have been arguing... over you.'

'Oh for god's sake, why couldn't they just leave it?'

'Wait, you knew?'

'Of course I knew, twin! Louis told me...' I said, quietly. 'I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know whether I should be with Louis or Jack.'

'Well, who do you feel you want to be with?' she asked.

'I... well, I feel like I should be with Jack because I've known him for longer and we're best friends. But Louis' amazing and kind and I don't want to hurt him.'

Sad git...

We sat in silence, not knowing what to do when Jess came through the door, red eyed and her make-up strewn all down her face. I rushed to her and wrapped my arms around her, Jordan not too far behind.

'What's happened, Jess?' I asked, as she sniffed through a tissue that already looked worn.

'It's... it's Liam... and Louis... I just... oh god.' She said between the sniffing and the crying. Both Jordan and I looked at each other.

No way... these bromances cannot be true... it was just something the fans though, wasn't it? It couldn't be true... not Louis.

'Please... no.' I started crying with Jess and Jordan had had enough and snatched the phone from Jess' hand and dialled Harry's number.

'Hello?'

'Harry! It's Jordan, care to tell me what the fuck is going on over there?'

'Oh, I take it Jess has told you and Chloe. I'm still in shock so bare with me.'

'I don't care, Styles! You tell me right now!'

'Fine, but put me on loud speaker.'

Jordan pressed the speaker button on Jess' phone and we could hear arguments in the background. I escorted Jess to her bedroom; I was sure that she didn't want to hear anymore after what she was told. When I shut the door, I joined Jordan back in the living room, preparing myself for the worst. She was talking to Louis... well, more like arguing.

'How could you do this to her Louis? I thought you loved her! And after all this time, when you said you loved her, you really liked Liam? Sort yourself out Louis! She's gonna be in pieces when she finds out! When I get home, you're so dead. Oh she's here, wanna talk to her now?'

Jordan yelled down the phone, giving me and probably even Louis a headache. He extended her arm and handed me Jess' phone. I started shaking, and to be honest, I didn't want to talk to him right now.

I put the phone to my ear and waited for the worst...

'I'm so sorry Chloe, I never meant to do this to you. I just... didn't know.'

I didn't even want to hear it from him. Not after everything that I'd been through, he was just being selfish and I started to hate him.

'I hate you!' It was a mixture of tears and anger when I screamed down the phone at him. I wasn't sure if he deserved it or not. A part of me said he deserved it but then the other part said that he couldn't help his feelings.

I always thought when I read about people being in denial, it was just another of those things.

I never thought it would happen to me.