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Chapter 5

Bellas P.O.V

Edward stood there frozen just staring at me. I knew that any second now he was gona run out and leave me like the piece of trash I was couldn t love me anymore I was. I felt two strong arms wrap around me and jumped at the contact until i realized it was my Edward I gave in and let the tears roll down my cheeks.I hadn t even noticed Carlisle was gone until i looked around the was the one to break this awful silence.

"My poor angel you dont deserve this"what he said made me cry even more.I wasnt an angel anymore I was used and dirty Angels are clean and pure.

"Edward"

"Yes,Love"

"May i take a shower"

"Of course angel i ll get you a towel"he came back in with a big,white ,fluffy towel.

"Here you go love I ll get the shower started for you"

When the shower was a good temperature.I went into the bathroom and closed the door behind was the first time i saw my self in the mirror.I looked horrible how could Edward still pretend to like me when i looked like this my eyes where swollen and red,my lips where swollen and chalped.I had a yellowish mark on my cheek from where i got slapped when i tryed to fight Erick off.I had bruises on my body that where already fading but i had a new one already appearing it was huge almost the size of all my stomach and it was already purple.I got into the shower and started scrubbing as hard as i could even though it i made my skin raw but i still felt dirty.I gave up knowing I would never be clean again.I sat in the shower for over an hour until Edward knocked on the door.

"Bella,love, are you ok in there"

"Yeah im fine "I got out and put Edwards sweats and old t-shirt again.

I came out of the bathroom and laid in the arms of Edward the only person I allowed to touch me weeks went by like this. Not even Jasper or Emmett could touch me and this hurt like hell cause they where like older brothers to me I couldn t even kiss Edward without crying and i knew this hurt him and i also knew he didnt love me his was here for symphathy.

TWO WEEKS LATER...

I wasent doing very well in school because I started ditching classes alot and Edward would stay hugging me and would make up his work later.I didnt do that even though he tryed to make me.

"What are you thinking love"Edward broke the silence.

"About how great you are"

"An according to you why im i so great"

"Because of everything you ve done and that i dont deserve you"

"Bella please dont say that I love you more than ever"

"Ok,the bell just rang im going home"i just didnt want to fight with him

He walked me to the door and hugged me tightly I usually rode with him but i didnt feel like it he started to lean in and I did to but i couldnt keep the tears back even if i tried they started to roll down my cheeks we broke the kiss off fast and i was greatful for it.I started to walk home but bumped into the three school bitches Lauren,Tanya,and Jessica.

"Tramp"snorted Jessica and Lauren under there breaths as i walked by.

"Hey little whore hows the sex been with all the guys in the school"asked Tanya and i had to push threw them so they wouldnt see me cry.

I made it to an ally before i broke down crying.I didnt even notice when Edward came until he hugged me.

"shh,my angel everything is going to be alright"

"No its not Edward everybody thinks I m a slut and you know what I think i am and I know you dont love me your just here for symphathy"

"Bella,love,plea"but i cut him off

"No Edward you know im saying the truth and you want to now something PREAGNANT and dont even know who the father you still want me?"

"You...you..your preagnant"

"Yes i took the test yesterday and it came out positive"

"We will make it threw this"

"No Edward there is no we in this theres only me"tears where running furisly down my face now.

"Bella please"

"No Edward where threw,I dont want you near me ever again don t even try to help me or ill KILL MYSELF"

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