IM SO SORRY I WAS WAITING TILL I GOT MY NEW LAPTOP SO I COULD WRITE A GREAT CHAPTER WITHOUT MISTAKES.I ALSO WANNA SAY THAT I NEED A BETA SO THEY CAN HELP ME WITH IDEAS FOR THIS STORY AND WITH IDEAS I HAVE FOR IF YOUR INTERESTED TELL ME AND ILL CONTACT YOU.I HOPE I DO A GOOD WITH THIS CHAPTER AND THAT YOU LOVEEEEEE IT.
CHAPTER 9
Previously
"You what" I turned around to a red faced Charlie.
Bpov
"I said I LOVE HIM"I stared at him right in the eye while I said this.
"AND THAT'S WHY YOU DECIDED TO FUCK HIM NOW I KNOW THAT YOU ARE A WHORE IF SOMEONE TELLS THEY LOVE YOU AND YOU THINK YOU LOVE THEM YOU GO HAVE SEX WITH THEM"I could feel fresh tears form in my eyes it was too much to hear my dad I say this to me.
I couldn't say anything back I could feel my heartbreaking this hurt more than the beatings he gave me I felt like I was dying. How could he say such horrible things to me?
"Edward can we please go I can't stand to hear this anymore" I looked up at him with pleading eyes.
"Of course we can" He opened the passenger door for me and walked around to the driver's side. We drove in silence for a few minutes while I thought about what my dad said trying to find a way to make everything that he said be true so it didn't hurt so much.
"What's wrong love?"
"It's just that what my dad told me actually hurt a mean he's called me a whore before but everything else he said it just really hurt Edward, now I'm trying to find a way to make it all true but I can't Edward I just can't please help me find a way to make it work" By now tears where pouring out of my eyes not because it hurt but because I saw the pain in his eyes and I didn't like that I was doing to him.
"Bella you don't have make anything work out because nothing of what he said is true your no whore and about the sex thing you didn't want it you would still be a virgin it if it wouldn't have been for those bastards"
"But I am a whore Edward I've had sex with so many guys I can't even count them and now I'm pregnant and your telling me I'm not a whore"
"Bella whores have sex for money and you were forced your just a victim and now you have to put those guys in jail, Carlisle has been working on it but they need you to be able to do anything to them"
"Will you stay with me please Edward I don't want to do this alone please "fresh tears pouring out of my eyes I hated to cry so much stupid hormones were making weak I don't like people seeing me like this but I couldn't help it .
"Please don't cry Bella, of course I'll stay with you no matter what?" by now we were parked in front of the house. Like always he helped me out. Before I even got up the first step Alice was already rushing toward me .I had only been at there house once before the first time I was raped so I had no good memories of this house but I still felt save and loved here.
"Bella you're here I'm so glad to see you here again"
"I'm also glad to see myself here again, Alice"
"Come, Come I want to show Edwards room"
"Umm, Alice I've seen Edwards room before remember "I could see the confused look on Edwards face as well.
"Oh silly, you saw before I redesigned it now it's perfect for you two"
"What do you mean redesigned Alice?" Edward asked her in an irritated voice.
"Oh Edward your room was to boyish now it has a hint of girl in it to since Bella is going to live with you now, here we are" when she opened the door I almost fell the room was so beautiful. His room used to be dark and now there was so much light .The bed was against the window wall with a blood red comforter and curtains that matched it. There was drawers on each side of it both with red laps the one on the right had a picture of Edward and the one on the left a picture of me how she got it I have no idea. Edwards discs along with books where on a huge shelf.
"How long was I gone Alice?"
"I don't know and hour or two maybe but that doesn't matter, come Bella I want to show you the closet." She pulled me to some big doors and pulled them open .This closet was bigger than my whole room back home but it was all empty except for Edwards's clothes that was hung on a small part of the left side wall. On the right wall there was a huge mirror with lots of drawers and under where the entire clothes was supposed to be there was space for the shoes.
"Wow, why is there so much space if Edward doesn't have much clothes"
"All the closets in the house are this big, well except for mine I had to remodel mine it was way to small nothing fit, but don't worry this way you'll have space for your clothes"
"Umm, Alice I don't have any clothes Charlie didn't let me bring any with me"
"Oh not to worry will go shopping tomorrow its Saturday so we have all day."
"I guess that's fine with me I have to start to get out more"
"Wow Bella I never pictured you as the kind that liked shopping." I had forgotten Edward was there until he spoke again for the first time.
"Yeah I like to shop it distracts me"
"That's great Bella, I'm going to go tell Rose and I'm pretty sure you're her size you can borrow some of her clothes." with that she ran out the room
"So what do you think of the room Bella"
"I love it but it's not what I think it's what you think it's your room she fixed"
"Of course I like it I love all the light in it now" I could feel my stomach growling I hadn't realized I was so hungry.
"Edward I'm sorry to bother you but I am really hungry"
"Of course Bella let me see what I can cook" we went down to the kitchen and I watched as he cooked us both some scrambled eggs with toast which was more like a breakfast but I didn't mind. After dinner we went up to his room because I was really tired and wanted to sleep since I had no clothes he let me borrow one of his t-shirts.
"You know Bella you look really hot in my t-shirt" I could feel my blush creeping up so I gust climbed in bed next to him. When I got in he hugged me tight to him but instead of feeling scared I felt safe.
"You know Edward I don't know why I listed to Charlie and left my stuff after all I did buy everything with my money that I worked for."
"Don't worry love tomorrow while you're shopping and his at work I'll go get it."
"No Edward what if he comes home and fines you he could hurt you."
"Don't worry I wasn't planning on going alone, I'm taking Emmett and Jasper. I'm sure he can't take on Emmett Jasper and me."
"Thank you"
"You're welcome"
"Edward"
"HMM"
"I love you"
"I love you and the baby" those where the last words I heard before I dose off into dreamland.
WHAT DO YOU THINK IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO RIGHT SO I HOPE YOU LOVEEEEED IT .AND PLEASEEEEEE REVIEW I BEG UPDATE SONNER NOW SO BE OF THIS CHAPTER BELLA DIDN'T SHOW ANY SIGNS OF BEEN SHE REALLY TRYING TO COPE.I GOT SOMETHING GREAT PLANNED FOR NEXT CHAPTER SO STAY WITH ME.
