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SUMMARYSTRIPPER BY ACCIDENT-
18 YEAR OLD BELLA IS FORCED TO DANCE AT A STRIP CLUB BY HER ABUSIVE BOYFRIEND JAMES. WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A NEW FAMILY MOVES INTO TOWN AND THE GOURGES NEW KIDS INROLL AT HER HIGH SCHOOL AND A CERTAIN BRONZED HAIR GOD TAKES INTEREST IN HER? WHAT HAPPENS WHEN HE FINDS OUT WHAT SHE WORKS FOR AND WHAT DOES JAMES DO WHEN HE NOTICES BELLA TAKES NO INTEREST IN HIM ANYMORE?
SO SORRY FOR THE LONG AUTHORS NOTE BUT HERE WE GO ON WITH THE STORY.
BPOV
We walked out to the Edwards Volvo and since he was driving I got shotgun. I could tell Edward was happy with my new change and that for one I wasn't making him sad because of my stupid problems. I was a little nervous I hadn't been out to party for as long I could remember but I have to admit I was kind of excited. Behind me I could hear everybody laughing and having fun. In that instant all I wanted was to have a family like there's but I knew I never would have a family that was even close to them. Once they actually realized how truly broken I was they would kick me out of there life before I ruined them. I know Alice said I was a part of their family but that was temporary until Edward saw the real me and dumped me. I would just have to do for the time I have although it will more painful but I'll take the pain any day if I get to have a family like this one for a few days. We were now arriving at the bar and all of a sudden I could feel wet on my face very carefully I reached up to touch my face and realized I was crying I cleaned them fast so Edward wouldn't notice and if Alice saw I was crying she would kill me for ruining the make-up. I really didn't want to ruin their night nor my night. Everyone was getting out of the car when I noticed that Edward was already at my door and looking at me strangely and I knew he had noticed the tears I had just cleaned.
"What's wrong Bella?" I could see the worried expression on his face
"It's nothing it just that I'm really excited." He grabbed my face and stared right at my eyes I guess what he saw didn't convince him because he asked again.
"I don't believe you you're not a very good liar."
"Ok fine, I was just thinking about how I wish I had a family as happy as yours."
"You do have a family, we're your family."
"I know Edward but that I had my own brothers and my mom and dad."
"Well you know only Alice is my sister and Esme is not my mom and Carlisle is not father."
"Yeah I know….you know what let's not talk about this I don't want ruin our night." If I kept going now I was just going to end up crying and ruin not just my night but everybody else.
"Yeah, Ok but we will talk about this later"
"Yeah I promise." He held his hand out for me and helped me out I was grateful I was pregnant and wearing high heel boots I should have known better than to let Alice put me in these death traps I was clumsy on my bare feet something was vowed to happen to me in high heels tonight. Hopefully Edward would stay by me all night. Everyone was already on the side walk waiting for us they were all laughing and playing around.
"Finally I want to dance already." Rosalie was kind of impatient but she smiled at me grabbed my hand and pulled me by her side.
With the whole makeover thing I hadn't even had time to ask where we were going and I didn't worry about it until now that Rose said something about DANCING. We were going around the corner to a club named
ALEC AND JANE'S NIGHT CLUBthe best club in town
I was never very good at dancing what with my clumsy feet and I hoped Edward didn't like to dance so I didn't have to try tonight and I say try because I'll probably just fall with the first step and won't want to get up again from the embarrassment. There was a huge line waiting to get in to the club and we were really going to have to wait a while to get into the club. That's when I noticed we weren't headed to the line we were headed to the door skipping all the line. We made it to the door and there was a huge security guard blocking the entrance.
"Name and how many"
"Cullen, 6"
"Here you are have a good night." He pushed the door opened for us and you could hear the loud music coming from inside.
"Yeah, you too"
We walked in and there was a long hallway leading toward the music Rosalie was still pulling me by the arm slowly further. We finally made it to the end there was some blood colored curtains that we went through and made to the club it was a huge room it had a disco ball in the middle over the dance floor and around the room there was many tables and around the table instead of chairs there was red couches there was also a balcony with more tables and couches and the bar was under the balcony the room was painted black and red which made everything look darker. Up above the floor there was small glass rooms with girls in short shorts, high heels and tight shirts dancing this club looked like the kind that rich people go to on T.V. and only exist on T.V. I was so distracted I didn't notice when Edward came to stand next to me.
"So what do you think, love?"
"What do I think of what?"
"Of the club, do you like it?"
"I love it; I thought these places only existed on T.V."
"Why would you think that?"
"Maybe because I had never come to one and never would of if I hadn't met you guys." To that he didn't have answer he just grabbed my hand and pulled me to a table.
We sat in a corner away from everyone I was in the middle with Edward and Alice at my side and by Alice was Jasper and on the other side of Edward were Rosalie and Emmett I guess they were trying to protect me just in case I broke down. But I actually felt safe, happy and a little nervous but that was because of the dancing thing. I wanted to change and with my makeover I felt better and I wanted to be better not for me but for them. They didn't need a filthy, ugly and broken girl in their family they deserved better than me but because I was so selfish I wanted them to keep me I was going to try my best to look normal so they choose me. Most of all I was doing this for Edward I couldn't bear to see the look of pain and guilt every time I break down it's not fair for him to blame himself for something he didn't do.
"LET'S GO GET SOME FREAKING BEER" I was brought out of my thoughts by Emmett's booming voice. He was already walking away with Jasper and Edward trailing behind him.
"So Bella why so serious" Alice and Rosalie had slid closer and now they were sitting right next to me.
"I'm just a little nervous" There was no point in lying to them they would probably not believe me anyways.
"Why? Bella you safe with us we won't let anything happen to you don't have to be nervous or worried."
"No it's not that I'm worried about, It's that I don't know if Edward likes dancing and you probably already know that with my clumsiness it's hard to dance and I don't want to fall cause what if Edward doesn't like me ones he sees I don't know how to dance…."
"Bella calm down Edward won't hate you if you don't know how to dance." Alice was holding me by the shoulders making me look at her.
"Yeah Bella" Rose was also trying to make me feel better.
"You're sure."
"Yes!" "Yes!" I swear it was as if Alice and Rose where sisters the always spoke at the same time the same things.
I didn't have time to ask them any more questions because Edward, Jasper and Emmett where back with our drinks.
"Oh umm Bella I brought you a lemonade because I know that since your pregnant you're not supposed to drink, I hope that's ok."
"Yeah that's fine, thank you Edward." Rose slid back to her place to let Edward sit next to me.
"So Bella you like to dance." I could tell Emmett was trying really hard to concentrate while speaking to me I wonder why.
"Not really if you haven't noticed I'm kind a klutz."
"Oh Bella you shouldn't have told Emmett that." It was the first time Jasper spoke to me he always tried to stay away from me I wonder why that is I still have a lot of things to ask Alice and Rose.
"Why?"
"You don't know Emmett now he is not going to stop making fun of you."
"Oh"
"Yeah"
"Hey Jasper stop making her scared of me" Emmett was glaring at Japers with a look that made me scared.
"Emmett I'm not scared of you because you're like a giant teddy to me." I didn't want Jasper and Emmett to fight over me.
"You think of me as a giant teddy bear." Emmett looked really offended by what I said
"Yes"
"Hahaha, Emmett the giant teddy bear." Jasper was laughing so hard he was crying
"Shut up Jasper, Why don't we go dance Bella. You don't mind Rose do you?"
"No why should I Bella is way to in love with Edward to make a move on you."
"Edward?"
"No, but you should ask Bella first."
"Bella do YOU mind dancing 1 song with me"
"No Emmett I don't."
"There happy Edward" I hopped Edward really didn't mind I didn't want to make him mad.
"Ok Edward since Bella and Emmett are going to dance you're going to have to take me out to dance I am not about to wait till the next song."
"Ok fine." I was kind of jealous I don't know why I knew Rose was in love with Emmett but I guess I didn't want to share Edward with anyone.
Emmett grabbed my hand quickly and pulled me on to the dance floor. The song Blow by Kesha was playing Emmett immediately started dancing weirdly but at least he was dancing I didn't even know how to start.
"C'mon Bella dance"
"HOW"
"Just move your body to the beat." And I did I immediately got the beat and started to move my body to the rhythm I didn't even notice when the song changed until Edward came up to us and took me away from Emmett.
The new song playing now was Hey sexy lady by shaggy it had a really sexy beat to it I loved it I felt like being naughty tonight I wanted to let go for once in my life.
"I thought you didn't know how to dance?" Edward looked confused
"I don't."
"Bella you're dancing."
"Oh Edward this is called moving your body to the rhythm."
"Ok whatever you say." I really wasn't paying attention I just wanted to dance.
I guess Edward noticed because he shut up and started dancing and since I was feeling naughty I pulled him close to me and started running my hands up and down him. Then I started to walk around him with a somewhat sexy walk while he danced. When I was back in front of him I put my hands on him and started bending down and then went back up. When the song ended I wrapped my leg around him put my hand on the back of his neck and kissed him. Then Give me everything (tonight) by Pitbull started playing and we kept dancing until we got thirsty and the guys went to get drinks while us girls kept dancing until I felt someone grab me from behind I thought it was Edward until he spoke.
"My names James hottie what's yours." I immediately freaked out but answered so he wouldn't get mad.
"Bella"
"Nice name I saw you dancing earlier and if that's how you dance then you must be great in bed what do you say we get out of here." I could feel the tears pouring down my eyes now
"She's not going anywhere with you dumass" Rose was standing right in front of us glaring at James but Alice was nowhere to be seen
"Oh don't get jealous baby you can come with us to." Rose was about to answer when someone pulled James off of me and almost stumbled down but Edward caught me. I turned around to see Emmett start punching James. I rushed over to stop him but was stopped by Edward.
"Edward let me go. EMMETT STOP!" Emmett heard me and turned to look at me I don't know what he saw in my face because he got up and walked up to me.
"I'm sorry Bella. Let's go."
"You ok love." Edward was looking at me with concern all over his face.
"Yeah I'm fine let's go." We walked out of the club and got in the car on the way back everyone was quiet including Emmett. When we got home I decided to ask Edward if I could sleep with Alice tonight I didn't want to wake up hitting him again.
"Umm Edward do you mind if I sleep with Alice tonight I mean if that's ok with her"
"Of course Bella it will be like a sleep over we could tell scary stories, do each other's nails, watch movies and pillow fights. Oh I'm going to get some popcorn, ice-cream and cookies. Hey Rose you want to join us."
"Sure Alice"
"Come help me get the things then" They walked out of the room and so did Emmett and Jasper leaving me and Edward alone.
"Love why do you want to sleep with Alice tonight"
"I just do." I was trying to avoid his eyes if I looked at him I would say the truth and I didn't want to hurt him.
"But why" He grabbed my face and made me look at him and I immediately told him what he wanted to know
"Because as much as I love you I'm not ready to sleep with anyone yet I don't want to wake up again in the morning and hit you."
"Bella that's easily fixed I can sleep on the couch till you feel ready to sleep with someone."
"No Edward it's your room it's your house you're not going to sleep on the couch."
"You're wrong it's our room and it's your house now to."
"Ok whatever you say but I still don't want you to sleep on the couch so for tonight I'm sleeping with Alice."
"Ok, love go ahead I love you."
"I love you more."
"I don't think that's possible" I was about to argue when Alice called me into the kitchen.
"Bella come help with the things!"
"Ok I got to. I'M GOING" I gave Edward a short passionate kiss and quickly ran to the kitchen.
"Good night love."
"Night" I walked into the kitchen where rose and Alice had 9 soda cans, 3 bowls with different kinds of chips, 1 huge bowl of popcorn, two plates one with filled with cookies and one filled with brownies and three huge ice-cream bowls.
"Hey guys are we really going to eat all of this."
"Of course Bella and were still missing the caramel popcorn and the chocolate strawberries and the bananas and the chocolate bars. Plus remember you eat for two now so you'll at least be able to taste everything."
"I don't think so Alice"
"C'mon Bella me and Alice eat way more than this when we sleep together it's just the house isn't well stocked this time."
"Just you two eat all this"
"Yeah" Rose and Alice answered at the same time.
"Ok fine what do I help with."
"Ok Bella take that tray and you take the chocolate bars and the three bowls of chips, Rose you take another tray and take the 9 soda cans the popcorn and the ice-cream bowls and I will take the cookies and brownies the bananas and strawberries." We took the things upstairs and into Alice's room.
"Ok guys here are the movies were going to watch. I'm going to get us our pj's be right back." While Alice's got us our pj's I went to look at the movies we were watching tonight she had brought pure scary movies there was Paranormal Activity 1 and 2, Quarantine, The eye and Dead silence.
"Bella could you come in here please" I walked into Alice's two bedroom sized closet
"Alice"
"Oh Bella here." She threw me a green pj's it was some green short shorts with a green spaghetti strap shirt.
"Umm Alice how big was your closet before you fixed it"
"Oh it was the size of Edwards."
"And that was small to you."
"Well yeah Bella this is barely big enough for me." It was true the there was clothes and shoes everywhere.
I walked out of the closet and changed into the pj's Alice and Rose changed into their pj's that were identical to mine except Alice's was pink and Roses was purple.
"Oh hey Rose can I ask you something."
"Sure Bella what wrong."
"I saw that Emmett was being careful when he was talking to me and when I yelled at him to stop hitting James he did once he saw me."
"Well yeah Bella he knows how someone who's been raped acts and how any little move could affect them. He lived with me threw the time that I was trying to get better so he's trying his hardest to help you."
"Oh, thanks Rose that's all I wanted to now."
"Yeah that's fine Bella"
"Oh and Jasper until tonight he never talked to me. Why?"
"Bella even though we're the same age Jasper thinks of me as he's baby sister and he knows as well as Emmett does how to treat a person who's been raped. When I was raped Jasper always tried to make me feel better every time I cried he would try to hug me and every time I broke down. He's also trying really hard not to mess up with you."
"Oh, I guess I should thank them both they've been great with me these past few months."
"Hey Bella guess what"
"What Alice."
"FOOD FIGHT" That's how we finished all our popcorn Alice's room ended up in a huge mess.
That night we stayed up until 3 in the morning we watched all the movies and we actually ate all the snacks Alice prepared and we still had to go down to the kitchen and make sandwiches, more popcorn and get more chips. How we ate so much? I don't know. The next day we woke up until 1 in the afternoon a since it was already late we just stayed home and watched movies all day. During the day Edward made me have the stupid talk to him about the family.
"Ok Bella why where you crying while you were thinking about family last night." We were sitting on the couch waiting for Emmett, Rose, Alice and Jasper to come back from the store with the pizzas and snacks to keep watching movies.
"Because Edward I saw your family and I want it bad."
"Bella you do have it where your family."
"Yeah for a few weeks until you decide to dump me."
"Bella I'm not going to leave you. I'm sorry to break it to you but our stuck with me."
"Yeah until you see I'm truly broken and decide to leave me"
"You're not broken what happened to you is not your fault"
"I know that but that doesn't take away the fact that I'm dirty"
"Bella…"
"Edward they took away the only thing I had left to give you. They took the only thing I had left." The tears we're falling freely down my face now.
"Bella I didn't want you virginity I don't even care about that all I want is you to be with me the rest of our lives."
"Really"
"Of course why would I lie?"
"Ok, Edward can I ask you a question."
"Yeah"
"Are you a…" I didn't know how to ask I just wanted to know I was curious
"Yes Bella I'm a virgin I've never even had a girlfriend"
"Oh"
"Why the question"
"Just curious"
"Oh I almost forgot yesterday that we went to pick up your things I packed your clothes and I was wondering how I is it that you have so many clothes if you say you get paid little at your job"
"Well before I moved in with my dad I lived with my mom and my mom love to shop so every weekend she went out she came back with things for me and when I moved she sent me all my stuff."
"Oh I was a little curious you have shoes, shirts, pajamas, tank tops and jeans in every color."
"Yeah, I think I have obsessive compulsive disorder I have to match everything I wear."
"I guess Alice is going to go crazy when she sees your clothes she probably thought you didn't have many things she going to love to help you fix your clothes in the closet."
"Yeah probably" After that we just sat quietly till they all came back and we ate at the end of the day I was feeling so good I decided to sleep in Edward's room.
1 month later…
On Monday morning I woke up early took a shower and got dressed for school. I wore a pair of torn skinny jeans with a shirt that was V-neck and showed part of my boobs and was loose at my stomach the shirt had red and purple stars on it . I wore my white Vans some hoop earrings with a long silver necklace. I wore this because now you could see my baby bump I was going to keep it hidden for as long as I could.
We made it to school half an hour early so we walked to a bench sat down to wait and like always everybody stared at me. Mike or any of his friends hadn't come close to me since the last time they raped me because Edward always walked me to each of my classes and Edward, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, or Rosalie where always in one of my classes. My relationship with Edward was getting stronger I still couldn't sleep with Edward in the same bed but I moved a smaller bed into his room at least we shared a room. Edward was been very supportive about everything every time he went out he came back with something for the baby. The bell rang and like always Edward walked me to class.
"Ok love I'll meet you here after class."
"Ok baby" He grabbed my face and gave me a long kiss.
"Bye"
"Bye I love you"
"Love you more."
"Now you know that's not true Edward nobody can love more than I love you." He gave me my favorite crooked smile gave me a quick peck on the lips and walked away.
My day was going great until lunch came around. Like usual we all walked into the cafeteria together got our lunch and sat at our regular table.
"How are you feeling love?"
"Absolutely great I haven't thrown up all day."
"That's good maybe the nausea face is starting to pass."
"I don't think so Edward that's supposed to be over until I'm three months." Our conversation was interrupted by Tania's stupid voice.
"Ok everyone listen up I have a little announcement. Our dearest Bella Swan is pregnant and she doesn't know who the father is. Thank you for listening that's all"
At that moment everyone turned to look at me. My eyes welled up with tears and I started sobbing loudly I couldn't take this anymore I needed to do something about it and I did the only thing that came to my mind.
"YES I AM PREAGNANT"I lifted my shirt to show my baby bump. "BUT YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY BECAUSE I WAS RAPED MULTIPLE TIMES BY MANY DIFFERENT PERSONS." I grabbed my stuff and rushed out the cafeteria but not before Tanya stopped me.
"Bella just because you lied doesn't mean people are going to feel bad."
"I'm not lying and I'm not trying to make people feel mad for Me." I ran out the cafeteria with tears pouring down my face
Since I can't even run to save my own life I tripped and was prepare to take the full impact but it never came Edward was running after me and saved me from falling once again.
"Love are you ok."
"No Edward I'm not everything is just going to get worse now." To that he didn't have anything to say he just held me.
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