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Gemma's POV

Looking over at Kozik I just knew that something was going on. It wasn't until he refused to leave that I realized this girl made an impression on him. He may not want to admit it but this girl already has him wrapped around her little finger. I've never seen him act like this, especially not over a girl.

Clay had filled me in before he left to go handle some things. I knew that I needed to make sure Opie and Piney were handling things alright and that this girl recovered so I could make sure she turned into a great old lady one day.

I looked up to see Opie and Piney come back into the waiting room. Jax was looking uneasy to be in the hospital waiting room again so he knew how the guys were feeling. I went over to Piney and hugged him, "How's our girl doing?"

Piney sighed, "The doctors said she'll be fine but…"

Opie looked stressed, with one hand over his eyes "She freaked out when she woke up to find me and the old man in her room. Tara's in there now."

I nodded, not trying to press the guys any further because I know they've been through a lot tonight.

I looked up to send Half Sack to get them some coffees only to find that Kozik had left the room and Jax was leaving to find Tara.

"Jax, find out where Koz went."

Kozik's POV

When Opie and Piney walked back into the room I knew that it was the perfect time to slip out from under the 'Gemma Microscope'. I quickly left the waiting room and started walking around the hospital to clear my head. I tried to refocus myself and think about club business but every time I did, I found myself thinking of her again. I kept walking trying to figure everything out until I found myself outside of her room. I looked in through the window and saw her lying in the hospital bed.

Seeing her like this, it was nearly breaking my heart. She looked weak, fragile, and in pain. I saw her wince when she tried to move to get comfortable. I couldn't get a handle on my own emotions. This had never happened to me before.

I felt angry, worried, and scared. I never felt scared. What's wrong with me?

Charlotte's POV

No matter how hard I tried I couldn't find a position that didn't hurt. I huffed and whimpered out of frustration and pain when I finally gave up trying to be 100% comfortable. I sighed and fell back against the pillows. Why did this have to happen to me?

I felt someone's eyes on me and looked towards the door. I tensed when I saw a man looking back at me until I realized it was the blonde spikey-headed man who pulled AJ off of me.

Kozik's POV

I was standing outside of the room watching her toss and turn, wanting to help her but I didn't want to scare her. I was so lost in my thoughts that when she looked up at me I froze, I didn't know what to do. When Jax came up next to me and placed his hand on my shoulder, I jumped and slapped his hand away from me.

"Sorry man… you surprised me."

"It's cool brother. I think Gemma wants you." Jax was giving me this weird look.

"Ok man, thanks." I quickly went back to the waiting room so Jax wouldn't ask me any questions. When I got there, Gemma stood and walked over to me.

"Come on Koz, I need a smoke."

Gemma's POV

I need to get Kozik alone and give him a little motherly advice. This girl needs her family right now more than ever. If Kozik was thinking what I think he's thinking, then he going to need some guidance.

I dragged him outside and lit myself a cigarette. I offered him one but he declined. "So. Have you figured it out yet?"

He shook his head, "Gemma, what's wrong with me?"

I light patted his shoulder, "Sweetie, you are falling for her."

He looked at me in shock, like I was crazy. "No… No I can't…"

"Don't fight it honey. It's one of life's greatest gifts."

His shoulders slumped as he stared at his feet.

"I saw how you were looking in that waiting room. But this girl is going through a tough time in her life. She needs family and the people around her to be strong."

"I know Gemma." He nodded, "I want to be there for her. I want to get these guys for her."

"I know baby. The club will handle this whole mess. But for now, you need to be patient with her. She's going to need time."

Charlotte's POV

Dr. Knowles came back in my room a little while after the blonde haired man walked away. I was hoping he'd come in so I could at least thank him but he left. I hope he's not repulsed by me… I thought to myself. I'd be disgusted by me too.

"How are you feeling Charlotte?"

"Better, Dr. Knowles. I'm just feeling sore."

Dr. Knowles nodded, reading the chart before speaking again, "You can call me Tara. So, how are you feeling about meeting your father?"

I was feeling a little nervous and uneasy about the whole thing but I knew that it needed to happen eventually. "Um… I guess I'd like to meet him. I'm just worried, I guess."

Tara lightly touched my hand sympathetically. "There's nothing to be worried about. I know these guys, they won't hurt you. I promise. Once they find out you're family, they make sure you are taken care of."

Her words helped a little bit but I was still worried that they wouldn't like me or I would be a disappointment.

Tara sensed how I was feeling and could tell I needed things slow. "Why don't I go get him? I can stay in the room with you if you'd feel more comfortable. I know that he and the rest of the family are excited to meet you."

I nodded. Having her in the room could definitely help me ease into this new family of mine. "Tara… before you go get him… um who is that guy with the blonde spikey hair and leather vest?"

"I think you mean Kozik? He just patched in from the Tacoma charter."

Everything she just said confused me. I gave her a look like I had no clue what she was saying. As soon as she saw my face she quickly explained what she meant. I nodded with some understanding but I knew there was more I didn't know.

"Here, I'll go get your father and brother. I'll help you with anything that doesn't make sense."

Kozik's POV

Tara came back into the waiting room to get Piney and Opie. I looked at the clock on the wall; we'd been at the hospital for at least four hours because it was now 2:30 am.

I got up to follow them but Tara stopped Jax, Gemma, Lyla, and I. I wanted to go meet this girl officially but Tara was telling us that we needed to give the girl some breathing room to get adjusted to us. I felt defeated but nodded, we knew that the whole MC life could be a little overwhelming to any newbies. Maybe later I'll get to see her alone.

Charlotte's POV

I sat on my bed waiting for Tara to come back with the men that had scared me the last time they were in the room. I was twisting the blanket in my hands and biting my lip. I tried to stay calm and breathe but my nerves were getting the best of me.

Finally Tara opened the door and led two men into the room. The older man was wearing a jean vest that was identical to the leather vest that the younger man was wearing. Apparently, Tara had called these 'Cuts". I was trying to soak in all the information but I was feeling quite exhausted from the events of the day and the past week. Both men smiled politely at me as entered.

"Charlotte, I'd like you to meet your father, Piney." Tara pointed to the older man taking a seat in the chair near my bed. I smiled and nodded, trying to figure out what to say.

"And this is your half brother Opie." The younger man was leaning against the dresser that was against the wall. I tried to smile and stay pleasant but something about them was very intimidating.

Tara stood on the other side of my bed. I think she knew that I needed a friend there. She slowly reached out and held my hand as my father spoke.

"Hi there, sweetheart. How are you feeling?"

"Um better. I know I must look horrible." I lifted a hand to my face, suddenly aware that my first impression on them was going to be a bad one.

"It's alright honey. We know that you've been through a lot. Don't you worry about that." Piney was trying very hard to be as gentle as possible.

Opie's POV

I sat with my arms crossed while watching Charlotte interact with Pop. I didn't know what to say. I honestly didn't. I didn't want to hurt her any more than she already was. I wanted the bastard who did this to her to pay. It's not fair for any woman to have to go through this. First Donna gets killed, then Gemma was raped, and then Tara was kidnapped. Any woman affiliated with SAMCRO has the possibility of being harmed. I shook my head trying not to think about Charlotte being hurt and what would have happened if the guys weren't there to stop him.

I realized the conversation was starting to taper off and Charlotte looked extremely tired. I tapped Pop on the shoulder, "I think it's time we left this girl alone to get some rest." Tara nodded in agreement and opened the door for us. Piney kissed Charlotte's hand before he stood and left, I nodded and smiled unsure of what else to do. "I guess we'll see you tomorrow, sis." I said quietly before leaving.

Charlotte's POV

Having Tara there for support was helpful but Piney was very kind to me. I'm glad I got to meet him and I hope to get to know him more. Opie didn't say much, I guess I wouldn't know what to say either if I were in his shoes. Maybe we'll grow closer over time.

Tara shut the door behind Piney and Opie before turning back to me, "So, what do you think?"

"They were a little intimidating at first but they seem nice?" I tried to offer up to explain how I felt.

"I know what you mean." Tara said, nodding as if she had been there herself. "There's one more person that wants to meet you tonight if that's alright with you?"

"Um I guess so…" I was hoping it wouldn't be anyone mean because I don't think I could handle it. What if it's that guy, Kozik? I thought to myself.

Tara smiled before leaving the room briefly. A few minutes later she came back with an older woman. "Charlotte, I'd like you to meet Gemma, my mother-in-law."

"I'm sorry that I'm not presentable."

"Don't worry about it baby girl. I've seen worse." Gemma stated. She seemed wise and like some one who is used to being in control. "How are you doing?"

"I'm doing good. Better, I guess. But I'm getting tired."

Gemma nodded. "I understand. I'll leave you to get some rest, but if you need anything at all, you get one of the doctors or nurses to call me."

As I smiled, my eyes started to water. "Thank you, that's very kind of you, but…"

Gemma smiled, noticing me near tears. "Don't worry about it, Hon. You're family now." She squeezed my hand before leaving.

Tara shut the door and turned to me. "I'm sure your exhausted. Why don't you try to sleep? I know it's been a long day and you've met some new people. If you need me just press the button. I'll see you later." With that she left me to my thoughts. Before I could sort any of the new information out, my eyelids grew heavy. I sank down in the hospital bed and pulled the covers tightly around me as I slipped into a deep sleep.