Hey everyone! I hope you liked the last chapter. I'm working on this chapter and maybe a couple more… Just prepare yourselves because this story will be ending soon.

WARNING! There is a Rated-R scene towards the end of the chapter. This is your only warning if you feel uncomfortable with it.

-Jennifer11

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Sons of Anarchy or anything that Kurt Sutter created.

Kozik's POV

It took a lot out of me to not make a move during the shower with Charlotte. I really do want to take it slow, do this right. She's the type of girl that can change your life. I'm glad that she is willing to put up with my "family" and me. I was a little lost in my thoughts as I left her in my dorm room to get herself ready. I accidently bumped into Tig on my way into the clubhouse.

"Sorry, man." I muttered and I continued to make my way to the bar.

"Don't worry about it…" He mumbled. "Your girl doin' ok?"

"Yeah, but I can tell she's a little off, I think she's scared to leave TM." I explained as Phil handed me a beer.

"Takin' her out in a group should help, right?" He offered.

I shrugged, "The carnival."

He nodded, understanding what I meant, "Ok, that might be a bad example. Why don't I come with you? And Hap, Sack, Ope, and some of the girls. Small but takin' good guys to keep things… calm."

"Yeah. Thanks, man. Let's go round them up." I downed the rest of my beer and set the empty bottle down before following Tig to find the rest of the guys. We split up; Tig went to find Sack and Cherry, while I went to find Opie, Lyla, and Happy. Happy was sitting on the roof, quietly, like his normal stoic self. I looked up and shouted up to him, "Hey Hap? Wanna grab a bite?" He nodded and put out his cigarette and started to climb down. I saw Opie and Lyla standing by Lyla's Prius. I slowly approached them, "Hey Ope, Lyla. I was wonderin' if you wanted to come with us to get dinner? I can tell Charlotte's feeling uneasy about leaving the lot again and it'd probably be best if we travel in a group…"

Lyla quickly jumped at the chance, not letting Opie have a second to answer, "Yes, of course we will. Anything to help her out." Opie smiled and wrapped his arms around her, nodding his response.

"Great, we'll leave when Charlotte's ready." I turned and quickly walked back into the clubhouse to wait for Charlotte. As soon as I took five steps into the building, Charlotte came out from the hallway. Damn. I could feel my jaw drop as I watched her walk towards me. She doesn't have to wear anything flashy to catch my eye. She's drop dead gorgeous in her normal clothes.

I must not have realized she was standing in front of me because she lightly touched my cheek, "Close your mouth, Koz, before you catch a fly." She winked at me and said quietly, "Although, it's very flattering."

I swallowed and closed my mouth, smiling at her, "Sorry, babe. You're just so beautiful." Her cheeks flushed, like she's never heard any compliments before. Well, I'm never letting her go without hearing how attractive I find her. I leaned in to kiss her on the cheek. I let my lips brush her soft skin as I whispered, "You're breathtakingly stunning and I'll never let you go." She was smiling as I pulled back, I goofily held out my elbow, "Shall we go to dinner?"

She hesitated, "Koz, I…" She paused before continuing quietly, "It's just… I'm worried?" Her voice told me she was unsure of how she was feeling but she was definitely scared.

I let my arm drop before taking her hands into mind, "Don't baby, please. I'm going to be at your side, plus Cherry, Lyla, Tig, Half Sack, Opie, and Happy are coming with us. You can even hold my hand the entire time. I promise, just to the diner and back. No other stops."

She seemed to slowly open up to the idea, but I saw the doubt in her eyes. Tears were starting to form and I was worried she was about to break down and bolt but she choked out, "Ok." Before hugging me tightly. She pulled back and wiped a few small smudges of makeup from below her eyes.

I held my hand out to her, letting her take her time to put her hand into my palm. I led her from the clubhouse to row of bikes, where the others were waiting. I handed her my helmet, just like Half Sack and Opie did to their women. I straddled my bike then helped Charlotte onto the back and waited for her to get situated before starting it. I felt her wrap her arms around my waist so I reached down and placed my hand over both of hers, reassuring her that I'd keep her safe.

After ten minutes, we arrived at the diner on the edge of town. Charlotte got off my bikes and waited for me. I smiled up at her and I shut off the motorcycle, stood and swung my leg over. She hung the helmet off the handlebars as I slung my arm around her shoulders to walk us into the restaurant.

The other guys and their ladies followed us in and into the back, corner tables. Charlotte sat down, I took the seat on her right and Lyla on her left. Cherry was next to Lyla, Half Sack sat across from Cherry, Opie across from Lyla, Happy across from me, and Tig sat next to Happy. I could only hope that Charlotte felt comfortable and do my best to keep her that way.

A waitress came and took our drink order as Charlotte looked over the menu. The rest of us had been frequenting the restaurant for a long time, so we already knew what we wanted. I could tell that she was struggling to make a decision; somehow I could read her feelings. Our chemistry clicked, there was no mistaking it. I'm just glad that she's not one of those girls that's hard to read, or incredibly insane for that matter. It's almost as if she wears her heart on her sleeve, even though I know she's terrified to put herself out there and be vulnerable. Hell, I am too.

Our drinks came and the waitress was waiting impatiently for our order, even though she knew we were pleasant people. I could tell Charlotte still couldn't decide so I whispered to her, "Want me to order for you? The burgers are really good here…" She nodded and smiled, silently thanking me. I quickly ordered us two burgers and fries. The waitress gave Charlotte a look that said she was either jealous of or disgusted by Charlotte's actions. I positioned my arm on the back of Charlotte's chair as I shot a look over Charlotte's head towards the waitress, trying to warn her to back off.

Another waitress brought our food, while we ate the topics of discussion ranged from Jax's new son to what Bobby was cooking up yesterday. We laughed and enjoyed the food, there was no pressure on Charlotte as the rest of us swapped stories. She listened and joined in when she could, everyone was making her feel like she belonged.

Towards the end of the meal, the sun was starting to set; the second waitress brought us the checks. The guys and me went to pay for it while the girls went to the restroom to "freshen up". It must be a female thing. I thought as I watched Charlotte carefully as she went with Lyla and Cherry. She smiled shyly over her shoulder at me, making me feel like things were maybe getting back to normal. Out of the corner of my eye I saw the men at the table near the bathrooms turn and look at the three girls.

Happy patted me on the back, "Don't worry, we're right here. Nothin's gonna happen to them, I'll go scare 'em off." I nodded as he handed me his check and a twenty, then went towards the bathrooms. He slipped into the men's room to wait as I kept my eye on the men, I couldn't put my finger on it but something was familiar about those guys. I just feel so much more comfortable having Happy right there. Sure, Lyla and Cherry can take care of themselves, but Charlotte? I'm sure she can, I just feel so protective of her.

I glared at the men before turning my attention back to the waitress at the register to pay for the meal.

Charlotte's POV

I feel flustered. I don't know what to think or how I can possibly make up my mind on to what to eat, I just feel… nervous. Like someone is going to sneak up on me and grab me. Like this moment isn't real. Thank goodness for Kozik. Without him I'd be lost right now, like a feather floating in the breeze. I was truly starting to relax and enjoy myself. Koz was right this burger is very good. The fries are even better.

Kozik kept his arm or hand touching me at all times, it was very comforting and soothing. The waitresses in the diner were starting to creep me out. I could feel their eyes on me; like they were staring at me or they were talking about me. What is wrong with them? Or is it me? I wondered to myself as I finished eating. One of the waitresses dropped the checks on the table and gave me a weird look before turning on her heel and walking away in a huff. Kozik kissed my temple as he and the other guys got up to go pay for the meal.

I sat twisting a napkin in my lap as Lyla suggested, "Why don't we go freshen up, ladies?"

Cherry nodded and got up, signaling me to join them. I followed them, looking over my shoulder at Kozik, giving him a small smile. He flashed a goofy one back at me, making me laugh as I entered the ladies room.

As the door shut, Lyla giggled and I looked up to see her looking at me. "You and Kozik are so cute together. I'm glad you're here. You two are good for each other."

I smiled at her, "Thanks, but I'm not so sure…"

Cherry, who was reapplying her lipstick, shook her head and smirked at me throw the mirror, "Don't deny it. You're falling for him hard; we all have for these guys. Plus he's an ex-addict; you've been through hell and back. We're just saying… you seem to balance each other out and make each other happy."

I looked at myself in the mirror, "I guess you're right… I really do like him." They both gave me a knowing look, like they've been there before. Lyla, Cherry, and I finished looking ourselves over, making sure that we'd be attractive to our guys.

I opened the door and walked out first, the other two following me. I looked back to make sure they were behind me, bumping into someone. "I'm so sorry." I blurted out as I looked up to see who I ran into.

"Don't be sexy. You know, you are way too polished to be around those guys." The man held out his hand. "I'm Kyle." When I didn't shake his hand he frowned, "Well, you don't have to be a bitch. I was just tryin' to be polite and see if you wanted to ditch the bikers and sleep with a real man."

Lyla and Cherry were glaring at Kyle and we were unable to get past him because of his friends. The other three men had stood up and blocked the path to the front of the diner. Kyle reached out to touch my arm so I pulled away. He sneered and something in me clicked. I reared back and threw my fist into his jaw, trying to use all the boxing tips that Kozik taught me earlier.

He barely flinched before he touched chin, "You're going to regret doing that." He said as he licked his lips and started to move towards me.

"Don't touch her." A low voice snarled. Happy appeared behind us and crossed his arms. He slowly walked around Lyla, Cherry, and me to stand in front of us.

Kyle chuckled, "Happy? Is this how far you've dropped in the SAMCRO ranks? Protecting croweaters?"

Happy let out a sadistic laugh before slamming his fist into Kyle's face. After knocking Kyle to the ground, Happy turned around to me, "You ok, princess?"

Before I could answer, Kyle grabbed Happy from behind. Happy grimaced and easily tossed the man over his shoulder and onto the table to the left of me. I shrieked and jumped back, Lyla and Cherry hugged me tightly, quickly steered me back into the ladies room as Happy shoved another man off of him. He was trying to threaten the other three men while guarding us. Just as the door closed, I saw Happy get punched by another man.

"Sweetie, are you ok?" Lyla asked me as Cherry grabbed a couple of paper towels, wetting them and then pressing them against my cheeks and forehead. I felt sick and I knew I looked pale; I could tell they thought I was sickened by Happy's actions. That's not what bothered me. It was the way Kyle was looking at me. It was creepy. It reminded me of James.

I nodded, not meeting either of their eyes. Cherry put her hand on my shoulder, "Don't be like that. That guy, he's an asshole. That's why SAMCRO kicked him out."

I looked up in shock, looking back and forth between the two women. "What did he do?"

Cherry looked away, knowing she shouldn't have told me. Lyla sighed and nodded, "It's true. Opie told me about it. The guys of SAMCRO are very loyal to each other. Kyle Hobart betrayed Opie a while back. That's how Opie ended up in jail and how he and his late wife grew apart."

I let this sink in as I took several deep breaths. I shivered and wrapped my arms around myself as I thought more about James, vividly remembering my past. Lyla and Cherry hugged me again to comfort me as best they could.

The door opened and they squeezed me before we realized that it was just Half Sack. "Can I come in?" He shut the door behind him before I could see anything or anyone else. "Hey, you ladies doin' alright?" He could see that I was upset and I think it made him uncomfortable, "Don't worry about the others… they can handle their own."

Five minutes later, Opie came into the bathroom, "Everything ok?" He looked Lyla over and then me, before shifting his eyes to Half Sack.

Cherry was standing next to Half Sack while Lyla kept hugging me to her, like I'd fall apart without her. I'm grateful that she is here but I really want Kozik. Opie let the door close behind him as he walked towards me, taking me from Lyla's arms and pulling me into a big bear hug.

I wrapped my arms around him for a minute before he set me down, "You're going to be fine, sis. You've got all of us." He lightly patted me on the back. "You know, Kyle's had that coming to him for a long time. I know I'm proud of you, so are the rest of the guys. I think we're about ready to get the hell out of here." He put his arms around Lyla and me as Half Sack opened the door for us. I faltered, not wanting to leave the safety of the bathroom. Opie didn't let me stop, seeing as he is much stronger and taller than me, he continued to push me out of the bathroom and into the diner.

My hand gripped his shirt tightly, expecting to see Kyle or his friends again. Instead, I saw the diner looked like it normally did, sans the men that were harassing us earlier. I saw Kozik, Tig, and Happy standing right outside the door waiting for us to get to them.

Kozik had a small cut above his eye, Tig's lip was split, and Happy didn't look happy. Other than those minor injuries, they were perfectly fine and rubbing their knuckles. Kozik looked up and spotted me through one of the large windows that lined the front of the diner, he broke out into a huge grin. I let go of Opie and rushed out the door to Koz.

He opened his arms and caught me, embracing me while kissing my cheek. "Babe, you are incredible. I can't believe you socked that guy."

"I was just doing what you taught me…"

Tig chuckled, "You trained her well. Kyle put on a front but I know that blow loosened his marbles."

Even Happy crackled a smile, "Princess, you're a force to reckon with."

I grinned, "Now why would I ever have to do anything when you guys are always around?" I noticed it was very dark outside, "Come on, let's get going. Gemma's probably wondering where we are."

Kozik's POV

After paying, I looked up, seeing one of the men at the table stand up. As he did, I realized it was Kyle Hobart. That son of a bitch. I hope Opie doesn't go ballistic. At least Happy is with the girls. I watched as Charlotte walked out of the bathroom, running into Kyle. I couldn't hear what he was saying but she didn't look pleased. Before I could run to her aid, she hauled back and punched him. That's my girl! Damn, it's such a turn on to see her do that.

Happy sauntered out of the men's room and quickly dissolved the situation, knocking Kyle to the ground. Tig nudged me and I looked over my shoulder to see Opie turning red and angry. It took both of us to hold Opie back before he went storming over. The girls disappeared into the ladies' room again, keeping a safe distance from the fight that Happy was starting.

Happy seemed to need help so we decided to go join him. Tig caught Half Sack before he could go anywhere, "Sack, go check on the girls, we've got this."

He nodded and slipped around the men and into the bathroom while Tig, Opie, and I jumped into the fight. Two of the men had jumped onto Happy's back before we got there. Tig quickly pulled one off and easily threw him to the ground. He held him there and beat the man into submission. Opie took on Kyle, getting more revenge for what the man did to him in the past. I grabbed the other man off of Happy and hit him hard, causing him to lose focus. The last man, who was standing to the side barreled into Opie to get him off of Kyle. Happy grabbed Kyle and dragged him out of the diner, Tig grabbed the two unconscious men and followed him, I took the man who ran into Opie into a chokehold and walked him outside.

I called over my shoulder, "Ope, go make sure the girls are ok. We'll take care of these pricks." Opie wiped his forehead and jaw before going into the bathroom.

Behind the diner, Happy had thrown Kyle into the wall while Tig pushed both men into the dirt. I continued to hold the man I had taken outside until Tig motioned to me. I shoved the man to Tig, who clotheslined him, sending him to his back, flat on the gravel.

I went over to Kyle, tapping Happy out, "Now, do you really think it's funny to treat women, my woman, that way?" I waited for an answer but he just spit in my direction.

I drilled my fist into his jaw, fracturing it before rearing back to smash my clenched hand into his eye, my ring cutting open his skin. I paused, looking over my shoulder at Tig to see him biting the man's ear roughly. Kyle's hands were grasping at my sleeves, trying to loosen my grip on his collar. I looked back down at him, wanting to kill him right here and now, but Happy pulled me back.

"C'mon Hap, let me at him."

"No. You're not goin' to jail for this dickhead. Especially not now with Charlotte in your life. Just leave him. He's learned his lesson for now."

I nodded, "Fine." I stood and gave Kyle one last kick, "If you ever come near her or any of us again, you will not live."

Tig spit blood out of his mouth, onto the man that was passed out at his feet. "Let's get the fuck out of here."

Knowing that the owner of the diner wouldn't want us tracking dirt and blood into the place, we went around front to wait for Opie and Sack to get the girls out of the bathroom. I tried to clean myself up to make sure that I was presentable and not going to scare Charlotte off. Tig spit again, getting rid of the last of the blood in his mouth. Happy didn't do anything to clean himself up.

"You know, your girl is a tough little thing…" Tig said. Happy shot him a look and he held up his hands, "Whoa now, I'm not gonna do anything, I was just commenting. You know, first hand experience and all."

I shook my head, "Yeah, she is. She's been knocked down a lot and keeps getting back up. It's impressive, huh?"

Happy nodded, "Very. You should keep teaching her how to box." He pointed past me, into the diner. "They're ready."

I turned to see Opie holding Charlotte tight to him, making sure she wouldn't backtrack. I smiled, knowing that she was the woman I loved. She finally looked up and spotted me. Her face lit up and she raced towards me. She practically flung herself into me. I laughed as I caught her, holding her tightly to me and kissing her cheek.

"Babe, you are incredible. I can't believe you socked that guy." I told her.

"I was just doing what you taught me…" She responded with an innocent tone in her voice.

Tig chuckled, "You trained her well. Kyle put on a front but I know that blow loosened his marbles." I shot him a look, knowing that he was talking about the punch she hit him with.

Happy smiled, "Princess, you're a force to reckon with." I nodded and squeezed her one last time before putting her back down on her own feet.

Charlotte was grinning, "Now why would I ever have to do anything when you guys are always around?" We all laughed, knowing it was true, we would always be there to make sure she wouldn't be harmed ever again. She patted me on the arm, "Come on, let's get going. Gemma's probably wondering where we are." I knew she was right. We had to get back to TM before any more incidents occurred and for the party that the rest of the old ladies were putting together for Charlotte.

Charlotte's POV

I got on the back of Kozik's bike, feeling once again, normal. I can't wait to get back to the safety of Kozik's room. I just don't feel safe anywhere else. I was lost in my thoughts as Kozik drove us back to the clubhouse. At a stoplight, he put his hand over mine, rubbing his thumb over the back of my hand. I smiled, feeling how much he cares about me with one touch. I pressed my lips against the back of his neck and squeezed my arms around him. I want him to know that I'm very much into him. I guess I'll talk to him at the party.

After a few more minutes, we pulled onto the Teller-Morrow lot. I got off the bike; Kozik followed me and then scooped me up in his arms, holding me bridal style as he kissed me deeply. I smiled into his lips before kissing him firmly back, wrapping my arms around his neck to support some of my weight. He easily held me off the ground, never wavering.

Someone clearing their throat interrupted us. I broke the kiss, seeing Gemma standing nearby with her arms crossed. "So, you finally graced us with your presence. You are the guest of honor, we kind of need you inside…"

I blushed, "Ok Gemma. We're right behind you." She shot us a look that said: we'd better be following her or else we'd be in trouble. I looked back to Kozik, "We'd better get in there or else we'll suffer the wrath of Gemma…"

Kozik laughed and set me down, "How is it that you already know that?"

I shrugged, "I'm just very observant."

"So you must know how I feel about you then…" He said in a quiet, serious voice.

I stood in front of him, cupping his cheek with my hand. I kissed his lips lightly, whispering, "Yes, I've noticed. I can see it on your face." I hugged him tightly before pulling away. "Now, come on, we've got a party to attend." I grabbed his hand and led him behind me into the clubhouse.

Cheers erupted when we entered. People quickly rushed over to us and thrust drinks into our hands. I laughed and smiled up to Kozik, truly enjoying myself. After a few minutes of people talking over each other and more hugging, the party was underway and everyone spread out to have their own fun. The alcohol was flowing, music was blasting, people were shouting, and I had never felt more at home in the middle of all this chaos.

We were all laughing and enjoying ourselves. Guys were playing pool and poker while most of the women were drinking, talking, and dancing to the music. Kozik hadn't left my side, not even to get another beer. Someone always brought him another. My drink was constantly being refilled so I didn't know how many I had actually had. Even when the old ladies and other women surrounded me, Kozik was right behind me, talking to a guy or two.

I was a little worried that he wasn't having a good time, but every time I looked over at him, even when he didn't notice me, he was smiling. He caught me eyeing him twice, winking back at me and giving me a questioning look, as if to ask me if I needed anything. The third time, he waited until I looked away then he reached for my hand and gently squeezed, comforting me silently.

After a couple of hours, I was a little tired from socializing with every member and the old ladies. I told Kozik that I needed to go freshen up so we split up briefly. I made my way back to his room to use the bathroom and splash some water on my face. I looked at my reflection in the mirror and couldn't stop myself from thinking about everything that's happened.

I'm glad they threw this party for me, but I just want to relax and maybe be alone with Kozik. At least I'm not feeling weird or out of place. I hope that one day I won't think about James or any of these other things that happened. I know I didn't have a normal childhood but I wish my mom were still alive. I'm glad I've met my real dad but what am I supposed to do without my mom? I wish she were alive so she could meet Kozik. So she could see that I'm finally growing and turning into a real woman, not going down the road that she was stuck on. I wish that I had known my real father while my mother was alive. I can't keep wishing like this, it can't be healthy.

A loud knock on the door made me jump. "Um yes?" I called out.

"Just checking to see if you were alright, sweetie." I heard Gemma say from the other side of the door.

I unlocked the door and opened it to see Gemma leaning against the doorframe. "Yeah, I'm fine…" I said.

"You don't look fine." Her eyes were searching my face very intently.

"Well… It's just…" I couldn't find the words but I could feel the tears rising.

"Take your time, baby girl. I've got all night." She sat on the bed and watched me as I sat next to her.

"I was just thinking about my mom. And how I wish she were here to see me now. To meet Kozik…" I felt a tear slide down my cheek so I wiped it away.

Gemma wrapped her arm around me and pulled me into her. "Don't worry, your momma is lookin' down at you, so proud of how well you're doin' right now. I know that she'd approve of Kozik and you joining our family." She squeezed my shoulders, trying to reassure me that she was being honest. "I promise, if you need any motherly advice or comfort, you just come to me and I'll do my best."

I looked up at her, "Thank you Gemma."

"Any time sweetheart." She smiled down at me while brushing some of my hair away from my face. "Now, let's get you back out there. I bet your guy is looking for you."

Kozik's POV

The party was going great, people were having a good time, and Charlotte hadn't stopped smiling since we got back to the clubhouse. She's beautiful and the club is taking her in like she's been a part of this family for years not just a couple of weeks. I gave a twenty to the newest prospect, Chris, to keep bringing me beer and filling up Charlotte's cup with vodka and juice. Like there's any way I'm going to leave her at this party or any other time. I just want to make sure that she's having fun and in no way uncomfortable. After being surrounded by groups of people for an hour, Charlotte seemed to be getting dazed and probably needed space so I started to give people a warning look to back off.

I began to lead her to the couch to let us have some alone time. We only made it about halfway when Charlotte stopped, "I'm going to go freshen up. I'll be right back." I nodded and watched her go to my dorm room.

Happy was standing by the pool table, making out with a crow eater while beating Tig at pool. I went over to them while grabbing another beer. Tig spoke, pointing to the hallway, "Your girl enjoying the party or can she not handle this?"

I shot him a look, "Nah, she just needs to take a small break, you know, clean up a bit. Girly shit."

I took a pull from my beer as Happy glared at Tig, "She seems to be adapting pretty well."

I nodded and took a cue, taking Happy's next shot. "Yeah, I'm relieved she is. I don't want to be stuck in a relationship with someone who hates the club."

Tig shook his head, "I'm never getting into a relationship again. Too much pain. Being locked down with one broad isn't for me. I'm surprised you're into it."

I shrugged, "I didn't think I wanted it… but…" Happy and Tig were both looking at me like they were about to torment me for what they thought I'd say next. Luckily, Gemma was walking by. It had been fifteen minutes since I had seen Charlotte and because I didn't know much about women I wasn't sure if that was a long or short time. "Uh, hey Gemma? Can you go check on Charlotte? She went to my room to "freshen up" and hasn't come back yet."

"Sure. You both better not be mocking him." She pointed threateningly to Happy and Tig. Gemma is one of the only people who can threaten Happy and get away with it. I thought as Gemma stared them down before walking to the hallway.

Happy went back to his croweater while Tig gave me a look like he wanted to say something but went back to the game of pool. I took another long drink of my beer and set the cue down. I calmly walked over to the couch and sat down, waiting for Charlotte to come back. Luckily, the couch was placed at the angle so I could see most of the room and down the hallway.

Ten minutes after Gemma went down the hallway, she came back with Charlotte. Charlotte's eyes were red but she was smiling. What the hell did Gemma say to her? I was about to get angry but Charlotte leaned down to kiss me. I smiled and eyed her carefully, whispering, "You doin' ok?"

She nodded as she sat down in my lap, leaving her legs across my thighs as she slid onto to couch next to me. "I'm fine, Koz."

I looked at her again, "You don't look fine." She frown and started to get up from my lap but I wrapped my arms around her, keeping her next to me. "Look, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. I just want to make sure you're not hurting."

She wouldn't look at me so I gently turned her head towards me, keeping my hand against her cheek. She swallowed, "I promise, I'm ok. Gemma caught me thinking about my mom…" She said softly.

Of course, that explains it. I can't believe she's lasted this long without falling apart. It's probably because of all the other terrifying things that have happened lately. I feel like such an ass for not noticing sooner. I pulled her even closer, pressing my lips to her cheek. "I'm sorry." was all I could say to her. I honestly don't know what else to say to cheer her up… I don't think I've ever been in this position before.

She laid her head on my shoulder, collapsing into me. "It's not your fault…" was all I heard from what she mumbled. I felt her shaking, she's probably crying. The alcohol isn't helping this situation and I know that she may not want the others seeing her cry. Maybe I should take her to my room. I looked around the room, noticing that no one was paying attention to us, except for Gemma. She was looking at us, concerned but not moving. I left one arm around her back and the other over her knees, pulling her across my lap and closer to me. My hands rubbed against her skin, trying to comfort her as best I could. She gripped my cut and buried her head into my chest. "I'm sorry…" She mumbled into my shirt.

I pressed my face into her hair, "Babe, don't apologize."

She looked up at me and I could see the pain in her eyes. There was make up and tears drying on her face. "But… I'm ruining the party…"

She had stopped crying so I tried to wipe away the mess, "No, you're not. Those assholes over there…" I pointed to Tig and Bobby making out heavily with crow eaters. "…are ruining the party." I tried to smile as I kissed her cheeks and thumbed at the skin under her eyes. "You look beautiful."

She laughed lightly then shook her head but her eyes never left mine. "You… look like shit." She laughed as I faked being hurt by the jab. "Ok, ok… you look very handsome." She kissed my lips lightly. I wanted more but she pulled back, "I'm sorry for being… such a stupid girl."

"You're not stupid. And yes, you are a girl, but from what I hear, that's pretty normal." I gave her a goofy grin as I looked her over.

She giggled at this and hugged me tightly, "Thank you, for everything. You truly did rescue me. I know that we haven't known each other very long but…"

She hesitated and when she didn't continue, I nodded, "I know exactly what you mean. And I know that you've been through hell and we need time, take this a little slow..."

Charlotte's POV

Even after Gemma talked to me, I still felt a little sad as I walked back to the party to find Kozik. I found him waiting for me on the couch right in front of the end of the hallway. I kissed him and slipped into his lap and embrace. He asked me what was wrong and I tried to get him to drop the topic but he pressed it. It pushed me over the edge and I told him why I was feeling down. I started sobbing and he drew me into him more. I felt so secure and cared for, he was trying to calm me down and it was working. When I finally stopped, he started to clean the makeup and tears off my cheeks and then swiftly made me laugh.

How is it that I've only known him for a very short time yet he can make me laugh right after crying? Our chemistry is undeniable. I feel like he's saved me from a downward spiral. My whole life has been extremely rough and I know that Kozik's hasn't been a walk in the park either. Because we are so close and how much we have in common, I know that we balance each other very well.

I tried to explain how he made me feel but I couldn't find the right words and I started to feel like crying again so I stopped. Luckily Kozik jumped in, "I know exactly what you mean. And I know that you've been through hell and we need time, take this a little slow…"

I wasn't sure what to respond. Fortunately, Jax and Tara walked by. Tara looked at me concerned, "Hey, I heard about what happened today, you ok?"

Jax looked at Kozik then back to me, "Yeah darlin', everything alright?"

I looked up at them, "Yes, I'm fine. Things were crazy but Kozik had taught me how to box and I got to use it."

Jax scratched his jaw and chuckled while looking at Kozik, "You've got one tough girl there Koz."

Kozik laughed and shook Jax's hand as Jax and Tara went outside to go home to their boys. Kozik kissed my cheek near my ear as he whispered, "He's right you know… you're one of the toughest women I've ever met. And I'm very glad I met you."

Phil walked by and handed us another round of drinks, before Happy sauntered over with a croweater attached to his hip. "You ok, princess?" He asked me.

I nodded, "Yes, thank you Happy."

He gave me a half smile and a nod as he continued on his way to his room. Koz scanned the room as I took a long drink from the cup Phil handed me. I hadn't been counting how many drinks either Kozik or I had had, but I knew I was getting closer and closer to being drunk so Kozik must have been too. I was thankful to be leaning against him on the couch; otherwise I might not be able to stand up straight.

"Hey Koz," I slurred as I nudged him. "I think I'm done…" I handed him my cup before snuggling into him a little more, getting comfortable, and watching the people still in it. About half of the party had left, since it had gotten late and people were either hooking up or too drunk to stay awake any longer.

Kozik chuckled as he took the cup from my hand and handed it to the next prospect that walked by. "Wanna go to bed?"

Kozik's POV

Charlotte was leaning into me as several of the guys walked by on their way to hook up with various chicks or their old ladies. I was glad that people were concerned about Charlotte but I was so proud of how she handled Kyle earlier. I looked around the room and saw that Gemma wasn't taking her eyes off of us. It's like she's taken Charlotte in as her own kid. I'm so grateful that everyone has just accepted that she is in our family and we've got to keep looking out for each other.

I turned my attention back to her and smiled, seeing her content and relaxing a bit. I wasn't sure how much she'd had to drink but I knew it was more than me. She thrust her cup into my hand, cutting herself off, "Hey Koz, I think I'm done…"

I heard the way she spoke, realizing just how drunk she was. It was a little funny. I took the cup, not wanting her to get black-out-drunk, "Wanna go to bed?" I asked.

She nodded and pressed her lips to mine, kissing me with intense passion. I smiled into her lips then kissed her back. I wanted more but she was drunk and I didn't want to take advantage of her.

After a few minutes, I eased back. "Babe… you're amazing and beautiful. Let's get you to bed." I whispered into her ear. She nodded and started to stand up. I helped her and quickly twirled her into my arms, quickly kissing her briefly. They don't call me a Casanova for nothing. I know the moves to charm a girl. Hopefully, this will be the last girl I ever charm. That is, if she wants me.

We walked to my room, passing a couple of couples dancing. Clay and Gemma we the closest to us, Opie and Lyla were across the room, and Half Sack and Cherry were dancing near the bar. Juice was trying to convince Brie to do something but she didn't seem like she wanted to do anything. I kissed Charlotte's forehead as I supported her, making sure she didn't fall over from the alcohol she had consumed.

I had wanted her this close all night and now I was finally getting her alone. I wanted to pick her up and carry her into my room, but I felt Opie's eyes shooting daggers at me as we walked by him. As much as I wanted her, I didn't want to push her and have her regret anything later. Why am I being such a pussy? Every other guy would be kissing and about ready to have sex with any chick acting like this. But I just want this to be right.

I walked Charlotte to my room and eased her down onto the bed to take her shoes off. "Charlotte," I whispered. "I just want us to be a normal couple. I don't want to rush you at all…"

Charlotte's POV

I kissed Kozik as passionately as I could. I knew I was borderline drunk but I wanted him and I wanted him to know I did. After a short make out session, he pulled away and suggested we get to bed. I agreed, only because I wanted to be alone with him. When I tried to stand up, I almost fell. Kozik caught me and spun me around. Why'd I let myself get so drunk? This was so stupid. Wow, the room is spinning.

I barely paid any attention to where we were going until Kozik gently nudged me onto his bed. As he slid my shoes off he murmured, "Charlotte, I just want us to be a normal couple. I don't want to rush you at all…"

I tried to look at him but he was avoiding my eyes. I reached down and touched his cheek, "Koz, I'm so grateful that you feel this way. But I don't want you to treat me like I'm so fragile. That's when we can be normal."

He leaned forward and kissed me, almost roughly but with such need and desire. He kicked his boots off as he worked his hands under my shirt, pulling it easily and flung it across the room. He took his cut was off and his shirt too before he crawled onto the bed and gently nudged me onto my back. I laid back and he kneeled above me, looking down and admiring me. He smiled and sighed before dropping down to kiss my lips again. I could feel how badly he wanted me from the electricity shooting from his mouth to mine.

He propped himself up by his elbows as he spread my knees with one of his. He held my head with one of his hands as his other hand slipped in between our bodies to undo my pants, sliding them off my hips, letting me kick them off. I reached for his belt and fumbled with it to get his pants off. He chuckled, touched my hand, and then moved to take his pants off. I giggled and kissed him deeply before breaking away to kiss his neck softly.

He groaned as my lips brushed his skin, then he kissed pressed his lips to my collarbone as his hand slithered under me to undo my bra. It fell away effortlessly and he threw it off the bed. His lips quickly captured my breast and he sucked until the nipple was pulled into a perfect peak. I moaned as he flicked my nipple, rolling it between his teeth. He moved to my other breast and did the same, teasing my nipple until I groaned and sighed. He left a trail of kisses from both my breasts up to my lips. His tongue slipped into my mouth as I felt his hand play with the edge of my panties.

He yanked on them until they were off my hips and onto the floor. I was now completely naked under him and he was about to be naked too. His fingers tempted and teased my hips as he continued to kiss my lips, neck and chest. He slid one finger between my lower lips and slowly rubbed my clit before entering my pussy. My back arched and I moaned as I felt his finger wiggle slightly, exploring the walls of my sex.

Kozik continued to tease and pleasure me as I pawed at his chest and back. My whole body wanted him and I knew that if I didn't get him inside of me soon, I wouldn't last. I pulled at his boxers, getting them down his legs until he kicked them off so I could finally grasp his member. It was rock hard and pulsating in my hand.

Kozik's POV

The second Charlotte told me she felt like I was treating her like she'd break, I knew I had to take her and make her mine tonight. I hastily kissed her with as much passion as I could muster. No more easy, no more tender shit. We can be lovey-dovey later. This is about me and her, becoming one.

I got her shirt off and looked down at her as she fell back onto the bed. Damn she's fucking beautiful. I could feel my dick straining against my jeans, begging to be touched. I kissed her again before taking off her pants. She tried to take mine off but she was unable to do it. I laughed softly and then took them off myself. She kissed my neck and it nearly sent me over the edge. I tried to not shiver as her hands travelled all over my skin.

I had to focus all of my attention on pleasuring her before I came. I pressed my mouth to her collarbone as I undid her bra, pushing it away from us. As soon as her breasts were free, I damn near attacked them. Sucking, licking, and kissing both of them. I tried to torment her, sending so much pleasure into her body until she groaned from the desire. I kissed her lips, letting my tongue search her mouth as I took her panties off, leaving her exposed beneath me.

My hand drifted between her legs, pushing into her lips, playing with her clit. After a few moments, I pressed into her. I slowly fingered her, letting Charlotte moan and squirm under me. I kept using my mouth and fingers work over her body. She decided to retaliate by pulling my boxers off and wrapping her hand around my dick. She started to stroke me causing me to groan as I tried to keep from coming, the slightest touch made me want to release. I picked up the pace with my hands, caressing her breasts and playing with her pussy.

Once she shuddered, I knew she was ready. I already knew I was ready, so I reached into my nightstand and grabbed a condom. I kissed Charlotte's neck as I rolled it on in one smooth motion. She smiled and seemed to open herself up even more as she prepared to have me inside of her. I held her close to me as I shifted to slide into her. As soon as I thrust into her, I heard her gasp and tremble as I filled her up.

She gripped my shoulder and lower back as I slowly drove into her. I was straining to keep myself together as I pleasured her. There is no way I'm going to come before her. I want her to know that I want and need her badly. I'm going to make her come first. With each push, her hips bucked, matching my tempo and meeting my hips. Her back arched and she moaned. I could feel her pussy tighten and throb around my cock. I sighed heavily as I sped up, keeping myself deep inside of her while taking short strokes.

I moved my hand down to her hips, holding her tight to me before touching her clit again. I rubbed as I continued to push in and out of her. "Faster…" she moaned as her chest heaved. I didn't answer; I simply started slamming my dick into her as fast as I could, still rubbing her clit to increase the sensations going to her body. I felt her claw at my back, scratching me as she moaned.

"Come for me, baby." I whispered in her ear, taking in how stunning she looked. I press my lips to her neck, sucking slightly. I felt her pussy tighten even more, she shook under me. Her eyes closed, her back arched, she cried out, and I felt her release. As soon as I felt her come, I pumped into her a few more times and then came myself. I wobbled as I kept stroking, making sure she was finished before slowing to a stop.

I took a deep breath and rolled off of her, pulling her tenderly to me as I pulled the condom off and tossed it towards the trashcan. "You ok, babe?" I asked as I kissed her forehead.

She still hadn't opened her eyes but I saw a smile dancing on her face. "Yes. That was… that was amazing."

I held her tightly, "I'm so glad, babe. You're so goddamn gorgeous… I don't want you to think that I'm gonna ditch you after sleeping with you…"

She rolled onto her stomach, leaning onto my chest, letting her head fall onto my shoulder. She put her hand against my mouth. "Koz. There is no way I think that." Her hand traced a random pattern on my skin as she smiled at me. "I think that we're on the same page. We both have strong feelings for each other and this is going someplace special." I nodded and then she leaned in to kiss my lips. The kiss was sweet and almost innocent, but it sure was extraordinary.

She closed her eyes and rested her cheek against my chest, tracing a random pattern on my skin as her breathing slowed and grew deeper. I smiled as I enjoyed the feeling of having the woman I loved laying in my arms. My eyelids grew heavy as the minutes ticked by and soon enough we were both sound asleep.