Got about within two days. I have 97 hits on this story and 59 visitors. Gotten 4 reviews from three different people. I'm waiting for more reviews and hits but hey what if i lose the idea i got today and don't remember it tomorrow. So special thanks to Murasaki Tsuki, Natsuki-chan2912, and Byron Lancaster for the reviews. And thanks to Natsuki-chan2912 and Byron Lancaste for favoring this story and for having it on your Story Alert.
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Onto the story. I haven't gotten any on who the couples shall be. So I chose. For those hoping it was somehow going to be a Stiles x Derek, I'm sorry to say this but it is not. I am a Sterek fan yes. But That isn't going to be the pairing for Stiles. I'm sure I hinted it in Chapter1:Rain,Tears&Blood. So if you want to know Stiles' crush and who is crushing on Stiles. Gotta read. ;) *wink wink*
~Previously~
Now it was because he had seen his father die in front of him and cried like a little kid again. He didn't know what he was going to do know. He feared that he would start getting panic attacks again. He figured he would and he was right a few seconds later, his mind running through multiply thoughts about that night and the look on his dad's face. His throat closed up and he sat up, clutching his his chest. He had woken someone up and was pulled into their arms, to calm him down.
The lap was warm, a blanket had been wrapped around his shoulders, he was unaware of how cold he was. Arms wrapped around him, one around his waist, holding him close the other running over his buzzed haircut gently. Stiles let out shuddered breathes and let his hand drop from his chest and into his own lap. He noted that the body could not be Allison and therefore was either Scott or Jackson. It was still weird for him to know Jackson was trying to help him. Comfort him.
But it didn't mean he didn't appreciate it, he really did. Though Jackson was always the jerk towards him, roughed him up during lacrosse practice. Taking the girl he had loved since third grade but that had seemed to change a couple months after Scott was bitten. At the beginning of Jackson's and Lydia's relation he would have gave anything to be in Jackson's shoe to be with Lydia. That thought had started to change when Stiles realized he didn't like Lydia anymore or the fact he also liked guys. Stiles had soon finding himself thinking he would love to be in Lydia's shoes when they were dating. Now Jackson and were broken up.
Jackson was sound sleep but he was a light sleeper, especially for this night. He was sleeping on the air mattress and it was closes to the couch to make sure there was room to walk but it was also a bit pushed up so if Stiles were to get up he wouldn't fall. Jackson woke up to what sounds like a gasping noise. Someone trying to breath but couldn't he looked over at the bed. Scott and Allison sound asleep, so the only other person, since it wasn't him was Stiles. His head wiped to the couch where the younger lacrosse player sat, clutching his chest and trying to gain his breath back.
Jackson was shocked to see him in that state. He remembered hearing once during school, a while back when Stiles' mother died, he had many causes of panic attacks and just so happened one occurred in class one day. Jackson saw Scott that day hug his best friend and that had calmed him down. He figured the other had said some things to help. He looked back at Scott quickly. Even being a werewolf he wasn't waking up to figure out what was happening to Stiles. Jackson pulled Stiles to him. Into a hug. Holding him close, a hand around his waist and the other running over his head, he brought a blanket around the teen's shoulders. He was freezing.
After about what seemed like forever. Stiles was taking and letting out shuddered breaths and his hand dropped from his chest. Jackson still held him close. Jackson didn't leave Lydia because the fact that she had recently started to annoy him, like at first Stiles had. Now he could stand the teen. As of lately he was seeing Stiles differently, not as the teen who was no longer annoying but wanting to be with him. It was an odd feeling for him, he asked Danny about it. Who didn't freak out or anything but just helped his friend. Now Jackson had another reason of becoming a werewolf.
Jackson took a breath and let it out. Stiles hadn't moved nor made any motions to do so. In fact he moved his arms around the body and hugged closer to the warm body. The other hand that was rubbing his head, wrapped around his shoulders. "Things will get better." Jackson told the younger teen who looked up at him. His expression read surprised.
Stiles after a while of just sitting there. He wasn't getting pushed away nor did he want to leave. He moved his arms around Jackson-not knowing it's him- and hugged closer. He hated feeling like this. The feeling after a panic attack was horrible. The fact he was now an orphan didn't make things any better. Yes, Scott's mom was like his second mom but she didn't officially adopt him or anything, so that left him an orphan. What was he going to do? What was everyone going to act like around him? He didn't want the pity looks. No. Not again.
"Things will get better." The guy told him. It was Jackson. Stiles couldn't believe it. He was actually sitting in Jackson's lap, hugging him and being comforted. But it didn't feel wrong. He looked up at him in surprise, Jackson was looking at him. The room wasn't bright but the moon shone it giving it some light. Stiles looked and studied Jackson's face for a few minutes. Nodding and looking down, resting his head against Jackson's chest and cuddling closer. Jackson didn't reject him. He was hoping it wasn't just because his dad was killed only hours ago.
Jackson looked back at Stiles not adverting his gazed. His eyes looked darker in this light and seemed to be literally black instead of the beautiful chocolate brown eyes. Finally Stiles nodded and looked down, cuddling closer to the him. He in turn hugged him closer. He would have to talk to Derek soon. He had to become a werewolf. He had to protect Stiles and never leave the teen's side. Give him the comfort he needs. The love he was going to miss from his father.
But what was going to be a good time to become a werewolf. He couldn't leave Stiles like this. Not when he was broken for a second time in life. "It could've been me. Why wasn't it me? Why did he have to kill him? Why couldn't he listen?" Stiles asked his voice breaking on the last question. Jackson wasn't sure how to answer those. But Stiles was right. It could have been him. It could have be Jackson too. All of them. Oh he wished Stiles hadn't asked why wasn't it him instead. Jackson just held on tighter. Stiles body was shaking with new tears.
It was still raining outside. But added was thunder and lighting. "I'm sorry."Jackson said. Stiles grip had tighten but the tears kept coming. "For everything." Jackson whispered. Jackson couldn't believe that neither Scott nor Allison had woken up. Jackson laid down on his side and brought Stiles with him, who cuddled into his chest, keeping his arms around Jackson. Tears soaking the front of the shirt Jackson was wearing but he didn't care.
Both soon fell asleep. In each others arms and Stiles was able to stay asleep for the night without any nightmares.
So how do you like my Stiles x Jackson pairing? Huh? None of you have let me know who the pairings should be so, I took in into my own hands. So I'll let you know now. The other will be Lydia-once awake- x Derek. As you know now. Stiles x Jackson, Scott x Allison. Danny...not sure if he'll appear. Do you want him to? Tell me whatcha think my Pack ;)