Oh dear goodness, I should have really listened to my mother. Running out in the rain towards the white rabbit was all a big mistake. I should have never left my house. I should have just stayed inside with Mother.

If I had stayed inside, I wouldn't be falling again. I would be sitting in the big armchair in the parlor with one of my picture books. Or I would be sitting by the fireplace petting Dinah. Or I would be listening to the maid's complains about Lorina while she makes-

Blimey! I never told the maid to start making lunch. Father is going to be angry that lunch wouldn't be served at the new hour.

Wait a second; I'm not going to be there. So, why should I worry? I currently falling for my life right now, so I don't think I'm going to be home any time soon.

I wonder what they would be eating for lunch. Did the maid make sandwiches, or did she take out the pot to make her famous soup? She usually makes sandwiches cause, according to her, they're easy and don't require much preparation time. But, sometimes when it rains she takes out the pot to make her hot delicious soup...

This is a very silly thing to ponder when I'm falling for my life. I should be more focused on what's going on in Wonderland, than what's going on at my house. Why is the white rabbit being so cross? Why did the white rabbit push me down this hole? Why didn't I notice the hole earlier? And why did the white rabbit need me in Wonderland immediately?

I wish I had answers to those questions, but I don't. Wonderland just isn't the type of place that provides answers. Wonderland can only provide questions.

Oh goodness, none of this thinking is helping me. Thinking of questions doesn't give me answers, it just sparks more questions that don't have answers. I just need answers!

Why am I able to go to Wonderland now? After I got thrown out of Wonderland, the first time, I didn't think that I would ever be able to go back again. I thought it was just a bizarre dream that I would always remember. I even looked for that rabbit hole. I never found it. Why couldn't I find it?

None of this makes sense! Why am I in Wonderland now? I thought that rabbit hole, disappeared or just never existed. How did I fall down it again? And why did the white rabbit push me down another hole?

Where did this other hole come from? It wasn't here the first time I came here. How is it suddenly here now? Was it added? Or did I just never notice it? Why am I falling down it? Why did the white rabbit push me down it?

Why isn't the white rabbit with me? I thought he was going to be my escort to wherever this issue in Wonderland is. If he's my escort why isn't he with me? Was he supposed to push me down this hole? He did seem very cross; maybe he just had it with me and pushed me down this hole for no good reason.

No, that's ridiculous. I need to stop asking questions I can't get answers to. If the white rabbit was supposed to escort me to some random issue in Wonderland, then why would he push me down a hole out of anger? That would just make matters worse.

What are matters anyway? I still don't know why I have to be in Wonderland. And I'm sort of scared to find out.

I just hope this fall ends soon. The longer I stay in this falling atmosphere, the more I wish I would have just stayed indoors with my mother.

A/N

Sorry that it's been awhile. If ya still reading this, then give me a heads up or something.

h, and I worked this one without a beta. Cause, I felt strong enough or something. So, if ya notice any mistakes please point them out. Okay?