Complications
Chapter Fifteen
Discussions
I needed a quiet place to think and my junk room was perfect for the job. As soon as I landed on that dusty old mattress after the cloud of dust disappeared my mind just kept wandering about things like how would I ever keep something like that from Amio? It's like not possible and like I said lying even if I could pull it off would just make me feel realy bad. So lying there on a dusty old mattress on the only corner I could find that didn't have a huge spring popping out of it. Trying to figure this out I sighed simply because this just felt hopeless. I rolled over to look in an old broken mirror that now had my own sad dusty face reflected in it with big almost but not quite puppy dog watery purple eyes and bright flaming red hair ivory skin and puffy red lips. Most people try to tell me that I'm beautiful and I understand their side but the face looking at me right now was muddy with dust and tear streaks running down his face and matted hair in big poofs. I shook my head and turned the mirror away from me dug my face in my arms that were just as dusty as the rest of me and tried to put my thoughts back on track and away from my gangely stick that people call a bodie.
Well I want to know where a relationship with Severus would go I mean he's realy nice and he seems to care about me a lot but what if he's just a crazed old Dom in desperate need of a sub but then again what if he is my mate and I just blew him off arghghg! Why can't I figure this out? Oh wait! I know! I know! Why didn't I think about it before?! I'm a dumb ass and a genus at the same time. I need to get a letter to him. So feeling a bit better about myself I lifted my self up and went back to my room. I wrote a letter and ended up throwing out like a hundred because they sounded stupid Ok thats probably a little dramatic but it felt like I messed up a hundred times. it just sounded stupid and who wants a stupid mate but eventually I got it to sound right
Dear Dom professor Simon Snape
I can't either say yes or no to your proposition at the current time but I would still like to meet you at the alloted time because I need to talk to you.
Yours truly,
sub Damion Tristan Mince
I read over it before I decided it would have to do and headed up to the owlry but before I left my room my eyes caught red flashing numbers. 11:00 way past curfew but I had to mail this tonight so I'll get in get out no harm done. Yea that'll work.
After my mental pep talk I left and as I was running down a corridor I had to pay attention and dodge a puddle of water and after I did I went to turn around the corner and the next thing I knew I ended up on the ground butt first. I looked up and saw Mr. Filch I propped myself up on my hand right in the water puddle and as usual my clumsy self slipped and my head hit the ground hard then unsurprisingly I woke up in the infirmary still dressed. With my letter to Severus still in my pocket. I rolled my eyes at the new found fact that I would get into trouble and I had to yet again set out for the owlry. How fun. and I actually made it to and from the owlry and delivered my letter with out any trouble yay for me but when I got back to the infirmary Mr. Filch and Mrs Norris were sitting waiting for me to return as soon as I opened the door.
No matter how quiet it was he said "Hello Mr. Mince." He stood up and I'm sure I made a face because I felt like pouting before he continued. "You will be serving detention with me Wed. and Thu. After classes. See you then." He then brushed pass me like nothing happened. I think Severus is having a bad impression on me because I've never been in trouble in my entire life but since I met him I've gotten two detentions even if one wasn't real or my fault. I sighed and just went back to bed before I got into even more trouble then I already was.