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Alice POV:

I was heart broken, my best friend was gone. I hated that she died before my very eyes and I could not do anything. I am going to make jasper understand that it's not his fault. Esme suggested a fresh start yes it would help. It will help him get over it. I comfort him as he clung on to me. He whispers in my ear "I need you Alice please". "Please", he begged. I sign as we enter the house none of us are in the mood to talk. Just yesterday we were fooling about as normal teens. I ran upstairs as I start comforting Jasper. Carlisle and Esme faked Bella's death as an accident and she is having a funeral soon. They convinced the schools that I was Bella's sister and we are mourning.

I convince Jasper saying at least he can do this honour of giving his mom peace after 163 years. He seems a bit cheerful for that fact. Emmett keeps on cracking stupid jokes to clear the tension. I don't know who looked the worse Edward or jasper. It was worse that Bella's sent was all around the house we could not do anything. Jasper kept murmuring back and forth I didn't get to say good bye and Edward has such short temper these days that he locks himself up in his room.

Esme seems sad that she lost another daughter but is keeping neutral to keep us going. Rose is sad as me Bella let rose have private access to the garage. They shared loads of time in the garage tinkering around with our cars. All of us in the time we have spent together nearly a month, we have grown to love Bella with all our heart. After 2 weeks of mourning our parents tell us we have to go to school.

School was so annoying even I the queen in fashion of the 1992 was not happy. I dressed as I felt 'depressed'. Every one would take pity on us , we don't need their pity. On the corner of my eye I saw Edward nodding towards my statement. I hate it that Edward and jasper have closed up even more. Yesterday Carlisle announced that we would be going to stay in isle Esme away from the world on our private holiday for as long as we need to heal. We were told to pack even though it takes less than 10 minutes for us to do it. I began packing all of my stuff and organizing my fancy clothes and party clothes.

Jasper was visibly shaking violently; I kissed him very passionately and demanded to know what happened. "Jazz are you okay".

"Alice she is really gone, she didn't even say a good bye". "Jasper Bella would have wanted you to be happy and she would have hated if you mourn."

"So I am supposed to act like normal that my mother died 2 weeks ago", Jasper spat back angrily.

I was so angry why wasn't he trying to understand that I love him and want to help. "Jazz she was a great person, you have to let her go, she is in a better place just think of being stuck in here for 100 years and watching people , humans evolve and she deserves a after life. And I am sure she would slap you if she saw what you are doing".

"I am sorry for getting angry Alice I need so time, the emotions and it's just very frustrating".

I signed as I held out my arms to embrace him and said sweet things. It was a while before jasper spoke up again "Alice do you mind if I take a few things of mom's as a reminder". "Yes there's a box here if you want and if you need any help ask Esme she knows all of everyone's favourite". I signed before continuing to pack there was soft knock on the door and Esme came in. "Alice just give him some time, he'll come back to normal in some time". "I know Esme, thank you". "Find me if you need any help", she gave me a sad smile as she left. Then I had a vision of a girl being born with brown hair and big brown eyes. I shook my head and smiled my gift usually cheered me up.

And we were headed to isle Esme to as long as we needed to heal. I looked over to find Jasper had packed all of Bella's favourites, books (all of her Shakespeare set), her outfit that she wore when she came across Jasper. I smiled as I placed tape around them to be shipped away.

All right guess that last chapter was not the end and please review ideas. And also put me on story alert loads more chapters are gonna come since I have time no more extras. Review pleasseee.