Bonnie swallowed back her tears. "Elena let me explain."
Elena folded her arms over her chest. "Just answer the question."
"It's true I have been with Damon and we are together." Bonnie admitted knowing that she could no longer hide it from Elena.
"How could you?" Elena started.
Damon came to Bonnie's defense. "We don't owe you any damn explanation."
Elena turned her attention to Damon. "How could you sleep with her Damon?"
Damon rolled his eyes. "I can sleep with and have a relationship with any woman that I want to. I'm not your fucking boyfriend."
"All of those times that you came to be saying that you loved me and begging me to be with you." Elena was getting angry. "Now you turn around and bed my best friend of all women?"
"It's called moving on." Damon told her. "Did you think that I was going to wait on your ass forever."
"All of those things that you told me were lies?" Elena asked hurt.
Damon shook his head. "They weren't lies, but I do see that you made a fool out of me."
"How did I do that exactly?" Elena asked getting defensive.
"You stringing me along while you were going out with my brother." Damon explained. "Giving me looks and kisses to hang on to me just enough but then you reject me when I try and open up to you. I got tired of that shit."
"Don't judge me." Elena said
"Then don't judge us." Damon retorted.
Elena was steaming. "How long have you been wanting to sleep with her huh Damon?"
"A damn long time." Damon smirked. "I'm thankful for all of the times that you rejected me, it got me to see what a real woman looked like in Bonnie."
"You're an asshole." Elena told him.
Damon glared at her. "Bonnie and I are together and we're in love, stop being a self fish brat and deal with it."
Elena walked up to Damon slapping him hard across his face. "I don't want to have anything to do with you." She ran out.
"Elena." Bonnie started after her.
Damon grabbed Bonnie's hand. "Let her go."
Bonnie gave Damon a sad look. "I can't she's my friend."
Damon released her and watched her go after Elena.
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Bonnie caught up to Elena in the parking lot. "Elena wait."
Elena whirled around on Bonnie. "When were you going to tell me this?"
"I didn't want you to get hurt." Bonnie tried to explain.
:"Does that mean that you were never planning to tell me about you and Damon?" Elena asked
Bonnie shook her head. "Damon and I kept this from you to protect your feelings."
Elena narrowed her eyes. "No you kept it from me because you were a self fish coward."
Bonnie frowned. "Elena please."
"Out of all the men in the world it had to be Damon?" Elena snapped out the question.
"Damon and I just happened. I can't explain it. But I feel in love with him." Bonnie said touching a hand to her heart. "He's the last man in the world that I expected to fall for."
Elena let all of the pent up anger that she had built up on the last few months come out. "You saw how Damon was around me and saw that he had feelings for me and was jealous."
"That's not true." Bonnie said
"Yet you still decided to fuck him knowing how I felt about him." Elena said now yelling.
The tears streamed down Bonnie's face she hated seeing her friend hurt and upset. "I hate if it hurts you but I have feelings for Damon to and I can't pretend that I don't and I wanted to be with him."
"Does the fact that I love him not matter to you?" Elena asked.
"I know how you feel about him." Bonnie said "But I love Damon too and I'm in love with him."
Elena was angry and didn't want to hear anything Bonnie had to say. "Was it worth it all of the times that you got naked with him?"
"Was what worth it?" Bonnie asked confused.
"Getting your rocks off with Damon even if that means hurting me." Elena hinted.
Bonnie's face was etched in emotional pain. "I told you that I never wanted you to get hurt."
Elena glared at her best friend. "Yet here I am."
Bonnie wiped a hand over her wet cheek. "I'm sorry Elena."
"Sorry isn't enough." Elena said
"What do you want me to do?" Bonnie asked "I don't want our friendship ruined over this."
"Then don't let it be." Elena said
Bonnie shook her head. "How can I do that."
"Break up with Damon." Elena challenged.
"What?" Bonnie questioned.
"You heard me." Elena spat.
"I can't break up with Damon." Bonnie said
Elena looked at Bonnie with angry tears in her brown eyes. "Then you are not truly my friend."
Bonnie looked hurt by these words. "I love you like a sister Lena."
"Prove it." Elena said "Either me or Damon."
"You can't make me choose." Bonnie said
"I just did." Elena said "If you stay with him then you have lost me as a friend forever." With those words Elena stormed off towards her car.
Bonnie watched Elena drive off with tears if her eyes. She felt like she was being ripped apart on the inside.
Damon came up behind her putting his hand on her shoulder.
Bonnie turned to face him wrapping her arms around him as the tears streamed down her voice. "Oh Damon."
Damon wrapped his arms around her to comfort her. "It's going to be okay."
"I never meant for her to get hurt like this." Bonnie said
"I know that you didn't." Damon stroked her hair.
Bonnie knew that she had a difficult decision to make and it broke her heart. "I can't do this."
"We can work with this together." Damon told her.
Bonnie shook her head. "Elena is so mad at me."
Damon shrugged a shoulder. "She'll have to get over it."
"She's not going to get over it." Bonnie said "She's making me choose."
"What do you mean?" Damon asked
"If I don't break it off with you she'll never be my friend again." Bonnie told him.
Damon's body tensed in her arms at the tone of her voice like he knew what she was about to say. "Forget about Elena."
Bonnie wiped her eyes. "Elena's been my friend sense we were toddlers and I don't want our friendship ruined."
Damon stepped back looking her in the face. "So what are you saying exactly?"
"Please forgive me for what I'm about to do." Bonnie said on a shaky breath.
Damon frowned. "You're scaring me witch."
Bonnie brought a hand to his chest. "Damon we can't be together anymore."
"No." Damon got upset. "I won't let you leave me."
Bonnie felt like her heart was breaking. "I don't want to do this anymore than you do."
"Then don't." Damon told her.
"Don't you realize that I can't lose Elena?" Bonnie questioned
Damon swallowed. "Don't you realize that I can't lose you."
"This is something that I have to do." Bonnie said "I can't be with you."
"Bonnie." Damon grabbed onto her shoulders his eyes pleading with her. "Don't do this to us."
Bonnie couldn't stand the hurt and pain that she saw in his icy blues and felt guilty that she was hurting him like this but it was something that had to be done. "It's over Damon."
Damon felt his heart shatter. "Bonnie I love you, don't do this."
Bonnie had the expression of utter heart break on her face. "I love you to but I just can't be with you."
"So that's it you just throw it all away for Elena?" Damon asked getting angry with her.
"I'm so sorry." Bonnie cried.
Damon stepped away from her. "Was all of this fucking time that I spent being with you for the last few months just a waste of my time? He snapped at her.
The question hurt Bonnie. "No Damon…."
Damon held up his hand. "Save it you made your choice clear."
"I'm sorry." Bonnie repeated.
Damon said nothing else he turned on her and walked away.
Bonnie stood in the parking lot and put her face in her hands and broke down into a complete sob.
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Damon got home to the boarding house slamming the door as he walked into his bedroom. He paced around the room face filled with hurt and heartbreak. How could he lose Bonnie like this? How could see walk away from him? It made him angry that she was choosing Elena over him. Just when he thought that Bonnie could actually be the one he leaves her. She had rejected him just like Katherine and Elena had. Damon took a vase and threw it against the wall in anger and hurt breaking it to pieces but it didn't compare to how his heart was breaking. Damon sat down on the bed a single tear rolling down his cheek.
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Don't be mad at me lol. I wanted to create some Angst and Drama for our couple. It will just make it that much sweeter when they get back together.