That Thursday, Blaine came home after school to find his parents' cars in the driveway. He sighed to himself. He had planned on trying to talk to Cooper about how he felt. Cooper had been avoiding the subject for days. It hurt Blaine to not have his brother the way he had before. He had thought about everything for the past few days. It was driving him crazy. He knew how he felt towards his brother. Sure, it was taboo. But there was just something that made Blaine feel complete when he was with him. Even when they were just cuddling, he felt like there was no place he'd rather be than there in that moment. Blaine knew in his heart, he loved his brother more in a way that he shouldn't. But he couldn't stop himself from feeling this way. He trudged inside and up to his room. Why did their parents have to be home? Now he'd have to wait even longer to talk to Cooper.
"Blaine? Is that you?" His mother called from the bottom of the stairs.
Blaine walked to the ledge and looked down. "It's me.."
"We're having some friends over for dinner. It'll be ready at six. Make sure you're ready and keep your uniform on. I've already told your brother," She said before walking off to make sure her plans were all in order.
Shaking his head, Blaine walked to his room and got started on his homework. When he finished, he had about an hour left and took a shower before getting ready. Dinner went about the same as any other time his parents were home. They barely spoke to Blaine or Cooper. Except for the snide comments his father always had. They simply let them roll off their shoulders and acted as polite as possible in front of the company. After dinner, they were both sent upstairs and Blaine tried to talk to Cooper. But he wouldn't even have a simple conversation. Cooper changed and snuck out, leaving Blaine behind to sit in his room alone. He hadn't come home until late, so there was no chance of talking that night. The next week and a half went about the same way. Blaine would wake up, go to school, come home to a house of people that ignored him and thought he wasn't doing well enough. He could always be doing more, doing better. Nothing was good enough for his father. And as far as his mother went, she stood by everything her husband said.
Blaine was so relieved when his parents had left. Sure, he loved them. But they weren't really parents. They certainly didn't act like it. It had been almost two weeks since he had held an actual conversation with his brother. Blaine waited until he was absolutely sure his parents weren't coming back before going to find his brother.
Cooper was in his room, reading a book when he heard a knock at his door. "What?" he called.
"Coop…Can we talk?" Blaine asked softly.
The older boy groaned. "I'm busy." But Blaine didn't give up. He was determined to have this conversation. It had been bugging him and needed to get this off his chest.
"Too busy for your brother..?"
Cooper sighed, getting up and letting Blaine in. "What is it?" Blaine looked taken back a bit when he heard his brother's tone. He tried brushing it off and walked in, sitting on the bed. His hands started to shake as he looked down. Cooper took in his brother's nervous expression. "Blaine, what's wrong..?"
"I miss you…You haven't said more than a few words along the lines of 'I'm busy' to me in over a week.." Blaine said quietly.
"Our parents were home, B. I couldn't have them even think something was up. But speaking of that. Nothing is. Okay?" Cooper said, still standing at the door.
"I…Coop…I think I love you.." Blaine said quietly, choking in his words.
Cooper tried to ignore the ache in his heart. He knew how he felt towards Blaine. But he had to end this. And end it now, before it was taken further. "Blaine..You don't know what love is..You're too young.."
"Cooper, please just listen...I know what I'm talking about. I've never felt this way. When I'm with you, my heart starts to pound. Especially when you hold me..I think I like that the most...Just feeling safe and loved in your arms...I care about you more than I even care about myself. You always know how to cheer me up. Even when no one else can. Mom and dad always made me feel like I'd never be enough. Like I couldn't please anyone. But you're always telling me how much you see in me and making me feel like I'm capable of doing whatever I want. Cooper, you make me feel so...I can't even describe it. I'm happy with you..But when you stopped talking to me..It hurt, Coop. I haven't been able to pay attention at school or anything. All I've thought about is you..." Blaine finished, looking up at his brother from under his lashes as a blush appeared on his cheeks.
Cooper had to bite his tongue. His heart swelled inside his chest. He wanted to reach out and pull Blaine close. He wanted to tell him he understood and felt that way too. But he had to be strong and do the right thing. He had to end this and if he didn't do it now, he didn't think he'd be able to. Cooper took a deep breath, bracing himself for the hurt he was about to cause. "Blaine..I love you. But as my /brother./ That's all we are…"
Blaine shook his head. "No. I don't believe you.."
"I am your brother, B. I know this hurts. But you need to see how wrong this is. We cannot do this."
"Then tell me this," Blaine said, standing up and walking over to his brother. "Why did you kiss me back?"
Cooper's eyes went wide for a moment before he composed himself. "I don't know what you're talking about."
"Cooper! I was there too! You kissed me back. If you didn't feel something, you wouldn't have done that."
"Blaine please.." His voice was almost a whisper. "I…I can't.." But Blaine cut him off, pulling Cooper down by his collar and kissing him deeply. Cooper was stunned at first but couldn't stop the sigh that escaped his lips. No matter how wrong it was, he had missed this. His hands found their way to Blaine's tiny waist. Blaine made the most gratifying moan and Cooper got lost in the sound as he pulled him closer. Blaine pressed his palms to his brother's chest, slowly bringing his hands down. He kissed Cooper fiercely as he found his way over the front of his jeans. "B-Blaine…I-I don't…I don't know.."
"Shh..No one has to know..Let me take care of you now.." Blaine whispered soothingly, a bit surprised at how sure he sounded. He kissed Cooper before he could protest and unbuttoned the jeans and pulling them down just enough to see his hardening member in his boxers. Blaine pulled back so he could watch as he pulled it out from under the thin fabric. He gasped as he saw and felt the long, thick dick in his hands. The curly haired boy wrapped his hand around his brother and started stroking him slowly, looking up when he heard Cooper sigh. "I-Is this okay?" Cooper reached down, curling his fingers around Blaine's and showing how to add the amount of pressure he liked. He sped up their hands, moaning at the feel. "Oh god..Yeah..Like that.."
Blaine licked his lips as his breathing hitched when he heard the noise. He had never thought touching anyone like this would feel so amazing. Cooper felt so hot and heavy in his hand. Blaine felt himself twitch as his brother gave another moan. He used his free hand to rub over his own jeans, closing his eyes as he exhaled. Cooper stopped both of Blaine's hands. "H-Hold on.." He breathed out, leading him over to the bed. Blaine lied down and Cooper steadied himself over him and brushed his throbbing cock against Blaine, causing him to make the most indulging sound.
"So..So much better.." Blaine gasped, lifting his hips to add friction to his own member. They grinded their hips together a few more minutes before Blaine's head fell back. "C-Coop…Ahh…I-I…" the younger boy panted before coming hard on his own stomach. Cooper lay next to Blaine, stroking himself fast as he watched Blaine come down from his orgasm. Once Blaine's breathing slowed, he turned over and pressed his hand to Cooper's. The older boy wrapped his hand around Blaine's and started pumping. "Ohh…Blaine..Harder.." Cooper breathed out, dropping his own hand and thrusting into Blaine's hand. Blaine tightened his grip a little as he sped up, taking in the way his brother fell apart next to him. "Blaine…Ahh! Fuck!" Cooper moaned loudly, gripping the sheets as he came, long and hard on his stomach and chest. Blaine watched in amazement as he watched his brother's back arch beautifully and come. He didn't think he had ever seen anything so hot and perfect. Cooper panted as he came down from his glorious high. He looked up at Blaine with heavy lidded eyes. "Kiss me.." He whispered.
A/N: Thank you all so much for your support. It helps me more than I could explain. I hope you really like this chapter. Any thoughts? Ideas? Let me know :)
