Chapter 10- I gave my heart completely
I am now 8 months pregnant and am seriously as big as a house. I seem to constantly have to keep buying new clothes, although that can be seen as a positive I guess. Ryan has started working at the Newport Group early to get some extra money - we never planned to have to babies I one hit but wouldn't give them up for the world.
It's now 8:30 am and Ryan has to get up for work and I have to do last fittings for the wedding. Surprisingly I am not nervous, I never imagined that I could be this happy. As I climb out of the shower an look at myself in the mirror, specifically looking at my stretched stomach, having twins really takes it out on your body. I walk out to our room with my dressing down wrapped around me and see Ryan still asleep on the bed. I sigh know exactly how he feels. Because I am so big I haven't been sleeping well and every time I wake up so does Ryan. The only way I can get comfortable is if I have myself cuddled up in Ryan's arms. He has been so go to me, the moods swings I have been having can definitely compete with Summer's rage black outs, and all he does is listen to what has happened no matter how trivial. As I sit on the bed I look down at my swollen ankles and sigh again. I, with great difficulty I might add, lay down next to him and gently whisper "Ry, baby you need to get up" he sits up fast and looks concerned "what? Is something wrong?" I laugh and he doesn't look impressed "baby, nothing is wrong, besides the fact that my ankles look like hams" he moves around and lays himself so that he can rub my ankles and it feels so good. "Ryan, I LOVE YOU" "I love you too princess" as he smiles looking up at me he sees the clock "honey, I'm gonna be late for work I'll see you for lunch?" "of course sweetheart. Your breakfast is in the oven down stairs" I go to stand up and Ryan rushes around to help me, giving me a sympathetic smile and I say "you really don't have to help me" "well I do remember having some part in the fun too" and I laugh as helps me down the stairs and into the kitchen. We eat breakfast and discuss the days events and the up coming wedding. As he heads back up stairs to have a shower and get changed and I clean the kitchen. The phone rings "hello?" "hey coop, you ready for today?" "hey Sum, yeah of course. I can't believe I'm getting married this weekend" "yeah, I never imagined things turning out like this" "yeah me neither, I never expected to be 19, pregnant with twins and getting married" "so what are you up to now?" "um, just cleaning up after breakfast, Ryan's getting ready for work and I'll go up stairs to get changed in a second, why?" "I'm a little lonely, can I come over now?" "of course so I'll see you in a couple of minutes?" "love you" "love you too Sum" As I hang up I finish packing the dish washer and attempted to head up stairs, "Ryan!" he comes running just as he always does finding me on the stairs in tears "I'm so sorry, I'm not used to being so helpless, I'm so sorry, I'm a terrible fiancée" sitting besides my he rubs my back and kisses me "'it's okay honey, I love helping you." as I look up he gives me a smile his 'everything will be okay, I love you' smile.
"Are you ready to try together?" he wraps his arm around my back helping me stand up and them up the stairs. As we get to the top he whispers "see we can do anything together" and I hug him, he is so amazing. And I start crying again "baby what's wrong?" and I whisper as I try not to cry "what did I do to deserve you?" "I don't know but it must have been something pretty special" and I laugh.
We walk into the room together and he helps me pick out what to wear. As I finish putting my clothes on the door bell rings "that will be Summer, she wanted to come over a little earlier" he nods and says "I'll go answer the door and be right back to help you down the stairs" I chuckle, and slowly follow him waiting at the top of the stair for him to come get me. I now secretly he loves me being helpless like this it's like a continuously running fairytale, I play the damsel and he plays the hero. I here Summer, "hey Chino, where's' Coop?" he rushes up the stairs and calls, "we'll be down in a second I just have to help Riss get down the stairs" as Ryan helps me down the stairs I she Summer smiling, "Aren't you just the cutes couple ever" Ryan and I look at each other smiling. "ok babe I have to get to work. Summer you better take care of my precious girls" "of course" Ryan kneels down and says "By, Autumn by Delilah daddy will be home soon, you be good for mommy and Aunty Summer" standing back up he kisses me "I love you" I whisper into his ear "hmmm, I love you too, my hero" I see him smile.
Awww, how sweet. I know it's fluffy, but I want you to understand how much they love each other. R&R xxx Shar-Lyn